6.29 Monday

So what can go wrong on such a low-volume day/night?
Well..with the low-quality team of reservations agents we have, way too much of THIS:
 An order in TURIN ITALY.  Unconfirmed by the affiliate, until they are sure they can cover it.  Ride is for 1440 (940 here); they said, they would know by 0900 (0000 here).
That one is not the rez-agent's fault.  Short notice from the booker, looking for a miracle. The booker was told, we would know after 00;00 here.  The booker STILL called twice before that, "Know anything yet?" The first time, she got my low-quality dispatch partner, who almost told her, "yes no problem" but good thing I was listening and able to say, HOLD ON.
Well, the affiliate called one minute before the booker called the 2nd time, saying "Got it covered."
Meanwhile there was a bus job in Malta Ridge, NY.  Look it up.
Rez was looked at by a half dozen rez agents, who should have noticed it was rejected by the affiliate via our electronic system transponet, so at 2200 here...0100 Eastern, two of our manager types are scrambling for a bus at 0700 in ... that place in NY.
at 0030, it got left on me, to either call company A at 0200, to see if he found a driver, or call the client, or call company B.
Well,   company A called me to say, driver had been found; might be a little late,  no more than an hour...much better than never.  I called the client at 0500 local, and told 'em we'd be there after 7 but before 8.
THEN  at 0330, Big Chuck called me from CDG  (that's the big airport in Paris) looking for HIS Viano.
A ride that we had booked for the 28th.   Which was a no show. And nothing done about it. IT was a TWO Viano order.
Scramble, scramble.   
The affiliate said, "Well, one hour."
Big Chuck said, "I'm taking Uber. But we need the 2nd Viano at CDG for my partner, at 2:30.
Well, no problem to that, anyway.
I AM ... too old for this shit.

Merry called...shortly after 0400, to say, She had fallen asleep in the easy chair (Easy to do, trust me) and was NOW going to bed.

Continued the shitstorm this night has been:
0500, Client calls  from  Woods Hole MA, looking for his  0730 pickup. I called affiliate who said, "I got that as cancelled."
FML. Just FML.
"BUt, I'll make calls, see if I can get him picked up."
I relayed this to the Px, who said, "No, can't wait, I'll take a cab." 
About an 80 mile ride from there to Boston Logan.
First rez-agent came in 0510.   
AM dispatch, 0513.

I hung around until 6:55, then out
Drove past home to more southern LB, to have a smog test redone on the car.  
Still arrived nearly 30 minutes before they opened, so I found a Mickey Dee's that, for the cost of a small cup of coffee, I could perform a long urination.

Then I moved on to wait at the mechanic's shop.
He was in the process of opening, while I was parked on the street, and when he saw me, he waved me in to the yard. 
After a few minutes of doing his opening duties, he went to look at the car ... 
And I composed an email to Merry while holding my breath about the car.
The car DID pass, and I headed home,  arriving at 8:52.
She has already fed the big and small dog (Donna and Cookie) and I fed the three cats, that I had to fight off in the kitchen.
I told Merry, briefly, about my crap of a morning at work, and I sat, or reclined on the bed, mentally debating  bothering to get something to eat, or just try to go to sleep immediately.
She said, "Stop grinding your teeth, and bring me the holy paddle."
That was ... pretty much what I was hoping for.  
I fetched the small paddle, with seven holes in it, from the still packed dungeon-toy-bag,  and handed it to Her and took down n off my white mid thigh boxer briefs, and got up on the bed, and over her lap, my crotch and groin kind of between Her slightly spread legs, and after a bit of a warm up, applied the paddle in a rat a tat a tat fashion to each of my buttocks, back and forth.
Then told me to get up, sit up, and straddle and sit on Her lap, facing Her.
I did, and we kissed a little.
Then I slipped down for a 'dive in the bushes'  which She terminated after  3.4 seconds.
Dunno if She wasn't in the mood,  or was worried that 1. the bedroom door was open and 2. maybe Babyman would get up out of BR2 and, well, walk in.

AT any rate, I got up,  put the briefs back on lest Babyman see me OH GOSH! and found some rice cakes and carrot pieces to snack on... which I did, while we watched the season..SERIES...finale of "Nurse Jackie".
1030...going to sleep.
1200 UP for p & s.  (peanut butter M&Ms, left over in the dungeon bag).
Back to sleep.
Awake 15:30.  HOT  and dogs BARKING BARKING BARKING
She was out....  taking Babyman to Ksr, and home, and getting new tags for the car, I think....
And I wanted to go get a kitchen knife and start slashing doggy throats.
However, just closing the bedroom door helped some. 
Until CJs dog starting barking, right outside our patio door.
ERRGH
Merry came home and stuck Her head in to say hello, 17:30.
I got up at 17;50.  
Showered, dressed, put my contact lenses IN (after taking them out, Early Sunday morning)..
IN passing, She said, "Let's plan on , tomorrow, doing a lock up, either when you get home, or before you go to sleep...."
I was not happy to be awake. I was grumpy. I did not take it very well.   Fact is, I can't think of anything I would take very well, in that mood. But at least I had the presence of mind to recognize my mood, and said, "Let's talk about this tomorrow."
Packed up, kissed Her, goodbye, and out...
Car 1828 and at work  1912.
A reasonably quite night at work... that got interesting only because my ex-coworker, MT,  sent me a text, "How goes?" around 2200, and from there, we swapped texts back and forth until 2300.

Meanwhile, I found a site for a RNG..and I sent the link to Merry, so She could learn to conjure up random numbers...should the need ever arise.
H  sl S  45 
H sl O   45
D sl F4Me  1/2
D sl F4Her  1/2
D UN      91 1/2
D sHl O    1/2 
D sl Ci     215
D G-F    40 1/3
D sHl D    5 1/2
D sl PorM   2

First pic below: caught wearing Mom's panties, and spanked.
AN enduring fantasy of mine, for sure.  
Yes, I'v have been spanked while wearing panties, by both man AND woman.
I would LOVE to do a roleplay, about being caught by Merry wearing 'her' panties....

Below, one of 'woodspoone's personal pix.
He long wrote one of my most favoritest femdom-spanking blogs... which at some point, Blogger deleted. He started it again on Wordpress, but didn't really stick with it.
But he DID start posting multiple film clips on SpankingTube.

I love the comic strip, so I think the below is hilarious.

6.22 Monday Diary

On the phone for 45 minutes solid, working with an agent, for pickups and departures for these sportscasters in Seattle going to Sea-tac.
An hour later, working with her to book seven cars for arrival into Sacramento... which, right now this second  (0450 Monday morning) I don't know if our Sacramento affiliate can handle.
NO time for "The Newsroom".
Oh, FML ...
On that note,    I've started putting together a list:  Examples of MFUL.   I don't plan to publish it here.

The morning dispatcher was 20 minutes late; the morning reservationist was 25 minutes late.  

OUT 6:33, and in car, and home  7:09.
In the house.... let Donna out, fed Big dog and Little dog, and whatever cats where surrounding me hoping for canned food....
Went into the bedroom to undress, in a foul mood.
Merry was awake, and spoke to me long enough to realize that speaking to me was probably not a good idea just then.
Back in the kitchen, I started MDM (my daily meal)--leftover meatloaf, crumbled up, over rice..in a bowl and heated up, while scrubbing out some leftover baking pan.  
Then took my dinner plate into the bedroom, along with Cookie.
And got on the bed to eat, and watch last night's "Nurse Jackie".
That done, Merry got up to get ready to go ...to OC to watch her son Babyman compete in the local Special Olympics.
Before She left,  ....and wearing only black panties...   She got on the bed, and I lay flat, She straddled my torso, and gave me a lap dance to the tune of "You Sexy Thing" playing on a music channel on tv in the background.
SO...She got herself ready, kissed my goodbye, and departed.

Up around 11:00, pee and snack.

Whatever time Merry returned home, She came straight to the bedroom, stripped to panties on got on the bed next to me.
Awake many times, it was so blasted....well, WARM...
Alarm 17:30, snooze  17:40 snooze 17:50 Up.
She said, Babyman got a gold medal with his soccer team.
Shower...dressed...toilet...  prepped ice coffee...  
Opened an unexpected letter from my parents, Dad's writing on it.
New tags for my car, still registered in MS.
Kissed Her Goodbye... and back to the toilet...and out.
Car 18:40
  Ah, Monday evening traffic....
 Office  19:24.

Wow. 
ONE open ride for the night to decide to whom to give.
76 total ..so far... for Tuesday.   
Fo' sho', a stress-free night.... up through midnight.

D sl S                  9.16
D sl O               33.5
D sl F4Me        14.63
D sl F4Her       14.63
D UN               84.5
D sHl O             9.16
D sl Ci           208
D G-F              33.33
D sHl D           13.5
D sl PorM        13+
And now: a discussion about Corner Time:

Is CT more of a punishment when given BEFORE or AFTER?
For sure, I've had it both ways.
Time spent standing, looking into a corner does not 'bother' me as it seems to, some people.
I consider it an aspect of punishment in that it demonstrates a power exchange within the couple.
Pic 1, below, depicts naked male, post spanking.  This is a fair representation of what I have looked like, in such a situation.  Naked, for sure, a nice glow on my buttocks, hands at my sides.
Pic 2:  Briefs down, some kinda glow on his cheeks, hands in front of him. Makes me wonder if he's diddlin' himself. Still I have a 'thing' for tighty whities.  I think, for me, white briefs represent 'youth' and 'innocence', which is to say, no sexual aspect, the kind of punishment a boy might get from 'Mom'.
Pic 3: Briefs down, hands on head, white cheeks. This must be a 'before' pic.  I like the idea of briefs down...not yet off ... and hands on head, thus eliminating the thought of using the hands to protect the bottom.
Pic 4: Briefs up, in corner, hands at side.  Hardly a favorite; I'd prefer briefs down or off.  I only reproduce the pic here because, as I said, I 'like' tighty whities.

Those marks look like nuthin' compared to some I've had, but who am I to say?

6.16 TUESDAY DIARY

Things calmed down... a little bit...and I watched
"The Newsroom" 1:4.
Then 'things' picked up..again, and I gave up on watching. 

OUT 6:40  and home 7:31

Fed all...  we were out of 'Donna' food (did Stitch mention anything, after feeding her, last night?)  Then started on my dinner...   leftover: orange chicken in a 'rice bowl'  and peanut butter on rice cakes.  I stuck my head in the bedroom while it was 'waving; Merry was yet asleep.
I brought my dinner in, on a tray, and woke Her up, asking if She wanted to watch 'Nurse Jackie' with me, and She did.

Eventually, to sleep,  0930.

UP 12ish to pee.   Long enough for Merry to ask me a question, something about CJ having a guest over, and for me to say, 'Yeah sure', and back to bed.

At some point, Merry went out...   to make the house payment, and stop at some market, before coming come.

I woke up  long enough to see the clock,  4 o'clock, 4:30, 5....
Up with alarm 5:30
Showered,  dressed, ...toilet...
Kissed Her good bye.
Toilet.
Out to Her car.  
Realized that I needed to move my car...went back to get my keys, and moved it around the corner.... took my keys back in the house, back into Her car...  1825.
Fairly easy ride....at work  7:20.
Still slammed at work...
We lost half our pool of drivers a couple months ago, and now we've dedicated half of whom we have left to MS executives for the E-3 convention.
So...we're farming  our fucking asses off.
Not  even the worst of the night, either....

D sl S            3  1/6
D sl O         27  1/2
D sl F4me     8 5/8
D sl F 4her    8 5/8
D un            78 1/2
D shl O         3 1/6
D sl CI      202
D  G-free    27 1/3
D sHer  LD  6.5
D s l M/P     7+

6.08 Monday Diary

Quiet enough at work.
Watched "The Newsroom" Season 1: 5, 6, 7, 8, and 9.
I had to take one booking ... easy enough... at 04:59.

The first res-agent arrived at 0507.  For him, that's on time.  Usually he rolls in about 515.  (His schedule IS 05:00).

The morning dispatcher sent me a text, saying "will be late, stuck on freeway".  His commute is a mile or two longer than mine, but he's been very good about being here right at his scheduled time of 05:00.  He arrived at 5:18.

6:21 Clocked out.
6:24  In car.
7:03 home.

I fed the animals.
I opened the door to the bedroom; She looked asleep. 
I went to the kitchen, and prepped my dinner warm up  (a left over pork chop, cubed and diced, over a couple baked potatoes, cubed and diced, and warmed up in the microwave.
I left the dish in the microwave and went to the bedroom, to get out of my work clothes and into sleep wear.
She woke up as I was doing that, and said, "You ready for a spanking?" ... in reference to our conversation the night before.
I said, "No,  you weren't awake when I stuck my head in, a bit ago, and I've already started dinner."
Then, I went and fetched my dinner, and brought it back with me into the bedroom, and ate, while watching Sunday night's "Nurse Jackie".
I was feeling okay...not too full, not too tired...and I started talking, specifically ...negotiations.
I said, "The last two times, I got on the bench. Why 'always' the bench?"
"Well, because it's there, and available."
"Just, not my favorite.  Shall we trade, with what you like and what I like?"
"Which is...?"
"OTK.  You sitting on the bed, me over your lap."
"Okay...here?"
"Here" despite being a bigger room with a bigger bed, was too crowded.
"No, the other bedroom."
.... Later, I started thinking about calling the Other Bedroom the OBR, and Our Bedroom, the OBR, and realized that really didn't distinguish between the two of them...  so henceforth, Our bedroom is BR1,  Stitch's (and Donna's) bedroom is BR2, and CJ's bedroom is BR3. ...
We went into BR2 to kinda figure it out, and settled on, Her sitted on the bed, Her back against the wall, legs extended straight, and me, over Her lap.  She selected a few implements suitable for the position, and I took down/off my briefs and ... went over Her lap.
She applied ... I'm not sure what, but I think, a leather slapper, followed by either wooden spoon or curved hairbrush, then the one I'm sure of because I saw it when She was done, the lollipop hairbrush.
She asked me to pick a number between 1 and 20.
I chose 17 (the perfect random number, which would be a whole 'nother blog to explain why).
She applied 17 of the lollipop to each of my butt cheeks... twice.
A bit too high for my tastes, judging by the resulting marks.
Now, I wonder ..what if I had chosen 'one'?   Hmmm.
She said, "Okay, I'm done."
I knelt up to give Her a thank-you kiss, and started to pull down Her kinky-pinkies, and She demurred, "Can we go to (BR1)?"
Okay...
We went to BR1, and got on the bed, and down came Her kinky-pinkies, and I applied ...maybe a minute ... of labial titillation, and She bucked me off, and said, "If you're not going to fuck me, then I want you to stop now."
I was not physically prepared ...so I stopped,  kinda rolled over, and went to sleep...  08:45.
11:00 awake, to pee, and get the remaining Magnum peanut butter ice cream bar.  Merry ate Hers, yesterday, and Stitch ate his last night; there were three in a box.
Afterwards, I said, "I could do with another 3 or 4 of those."
"At about a dollar fifty apiece," She said.
I was awake every hour, couple of hours after that... and noticed She was on the bed next to me the whole time... including the last hour when I was flat on my back, and She was next to me with my right arm under Her neck, and Her face on my chest.
She got up at 1715,  and I could tell by my bladder that I wasn't sleeping any more.
She came back into the bedroom, to show me what was left of my watch (I have ten, more or less, but this is the one that She gave me last Christmas), which I had left in my shoulder bag, in the middle of the living room table, which CJ's dog has still managed to get hold off, take out into the back yard, and chew up the entire plastic band, even chewing the connecting points enough that no band could be re-attached to it.
I got up....    thermometer in BR1 showed 87º, the thermometer in the living room showed 83º.
Toilet... undressed.... Showed Her the red marks on my upper buttocks...  showered...dressed...
Packed food and drinks... made iced coffee...  caught up on email on my phone, along with Trivia Crack... kissed Her Good bye...and headed out.
Car  18:34.
Really had a tough time with ...remember what fuckin' day it is.
Monday? Tuesday? Monday? Tuesday?
Jeez.
Traffic seemed like a holiday.
At work  19:13.
Not much going on.
Some night rides to sort out, some morning work to sort out.
Reservations calls started coming in, just before 22:00.
KW, my wing man, took 'em, even tho' he's really green.
Green enough, that one rashy agent to whom I am accustomed got fed up with him, and asked to speak to someone else...me.
On another res he was inputting, he couldn't get the credit card to authorize... because he had put in the expiration date as  "06/31/15".
Ah well... 


D sl S          3 5/12  (this refers to I, not just O)
D sl O        19 1/2
D sl F4me       5/8
D sl F 4her       5/8
D un              70 1/2
D shl O            5/8
D sl CI          194
D  G-free         19 1/3
D sHer LD :       4  1/2

Here's another great video:
 Hairbrushing OTK

06.01 Monday Diary

Generally a fouled up early morning at work, with the late flights from NY arriving at the same as most of my morning starters.

Ever heard of Pawley's Island, SC?  Neither had I, until Fox agent called up at 0715 local, asking for a person to be picked up there at 0745.
Ha.
I put her on hold a couple minutes, didn't do a damn thing, then got back on the phone with her, and told her, no can do.

I really dislike Monday mornings at work....

At some point during this interminable period from midnight to 0630, I replaced the cartridge on my e-cig.
This is notable because the LAST time I bought and replaced the cartridge was May 4th.  The cartridges came two in a pack, so the previous two cartridges lasted from May 4th til June 1. I bought the replacement pack of two, a week ago, figuring I would need them some time.

6:32 clocked out.
6:34 in car.
7:19 home.

Fed all the animals.
Looked for leftover baked chicken in the fridge that was there the previous night.  But not now.  Damn.
I warmed up leftover pulled pork, and wrapped a few tortilla rounds around it... cut up  an apple, added an apple-cinnamon rice cake to my tray and went into the bedroom.
Merry was sound asleep ...She had called me earlier at 0330 to say 'goodnight' ...and told me, later in the morning, She finally got to sleep around five.
I watched "Nurse Jackie" ... and tried to go to sleep around 8:30.
By nine, She was awake, and starting to deal with the honeybee colony that was in the process of moving into our backyard, into a quarter sized hole in the wall, directly above our washing machine. 
9:50 I got up to pee, and snack on peanut butter and tortilla chips. I used to have milk with these snacks, but I've decided to investigate the possibility of been lactose intolerant, as I've noticed lately less than desirable reactions after drinking a small glass of milk, or even having milk in a cup of coffee.
Meanwhile, Merry reported that up to that point, She had communicated with the City ...and the house owner ...  regarding the bee invasion.
I went back to bed.
Up again at 1250 to pee.  
She reported that She found a private firm that would be over to take a look at 14:00 ... that the 'max' charge would be $350 ... and that the house owner would give us a discount on the month's house payment.
Up to pee ...yes again... 1400.. at which time the B-guy was already at work...  Merry said, She already had an estimate ... or an actual charge ... of $150 ...   for which She got a check from me to write ... even though there's like ...  a dollar fifty in the account.
We're hoping to get the rent from the doggy-day-care guys ... or our roommate Coco, in time and in the bank in time to cover the check.
Meanwhile, even though it was like 69 or 70 degrees OUTside, it was ...like... 80 degrees in the bedroom.  Just the way it is in our non insulated bedroom.  I remember from last summer, it's gonna be a sauna in there when it gets  really hot in coming months.
Anyway, I moved into the other bedroom.  We had long ago put up blackout drapes on the three windows...  it does not get too hot in there anyway, and with the overhead fan on, it's nice.  BUT the bed is just harder than what works for me, so I rarely sleep well on it.
There I lay, (with Donna, our large pit bull who long ago, learned how to jump up on this bed, and takes up half of it, when she does), my body tired, my mind fatigued...  but sleep was not forthcoming. 
When I'm like this, which is rare...  I have a form of narcolepsy and having trouble sleeping is an uncommon problem...  I become super sensitive to light and noise.
Although I'm still nearly deaf. 
Not really, but I have been tested, and I should have hearing aids, to be able to properly hear at frequencies associated with speech.
I could hear Merry talking on the phone.  
Which was aided by the bedroom door being open...on purpose, so that if Donna wanted to leave the room, she could without disturbing me...  and Merry was in Her chair at Her desk, maybe 20 feet due east of the open door, talking.
Doesn't mean I could hear what She was saying, for the most part. I could only tell that She was talking.
I was laying there thinking about asking Her to move to Her easy chair in the living room, or to our bedroom, while She was talking.
I was wearing very thin cotton shorts.  Not underwear-shorts, not boxers, just very thin shorts that I could go out in public wearing, if I wore shorts in public (which I don't).  
And up popped an erection.  Wasn't trying, it was kind of spontaneous... and I thought, "Oh hell, maybe it will help me sleep."
I got up, and walked to where She was sitting.
She quickly noticed the bulge in my shorts, and asked, grinning, "Is that for ME?"
"Sure..."
She said to whomever on the phone, "I gotta go," and She disconnected, and put down the phone, and we decided on our bedroom (as opposed to the much cooler other bedroom)...
And rather quickly we were naked and prone on the bed, and after just a couple minutes of oral warm up for Her,  we were having sex.
I write it that way because I despise the phrase. It carries the emotion of ... absolutely nothing.
And so, I write it to inure myself to it.
After ... minutes, I stopped as my erection simply faded,  which happens more often than not,  and I don't care as long as She doesn't.
We lay together ...  in time, She got up again...
I actually got to sleep from 16:30 to 17:20.  I saw the clock, knew my alarm was going off at 17:30, and grabbed it to reset it to 18:00, and quickly fell back asleep, until it went off.

UP... toilet, shower, dress, pack...  talk with Her about immediate planning...
A kiss good-bye..
18:44 in car, rolling
19:22 at work
A quiet night at work; the real challenges will be Tuesday night.

At work, munched on an apple, and baby carrots.
Watched "The Newsroom" S 1, ep 3.

Merry called, and said that She did get the rent from the Dog people, AND deposited most of it already (not sure how, current guess ...that Coco took Her) so immediate financial issues are under control.  She has to go see HER PBS for court on Tuesday, and I've suggested giving PBS a check for however much of the deposit not immediately spoken for, along with a check from Stitch's account post-dated Friday,  to cover Babyman's rent, so that She does not have to make a special trip any day soon to deliver said checks.

D sl S          1/3
D sl O     12 1/2
D sl F4M 93 1/3
D sl F4H  ~73
D un         63 1/2
D sHl DO     1/3
D sl Ci     187
D G-f       12 1/3 

05.25 Monday Diary --- Memorial Day

Raw-ther quiet at work...
 Watched "The Newsroom", season 3: 3 -- 6, which finished season six, and was the finale of the show.    Bummer.
06:28 Off work, on toilet...until
06:47 in car...  and
07:17 home.    25 miles in 30 minutes.  Love holiday traffic
The front wooden door was *&^%$ locked.  
 I just don't see the fuckin' point of locking that door, when there are FOUR people and Dog-knows how many canines in the house at any given time.
The only reason it's annoying to have that door locked is the the key cylinder is slightly 'off', so it takes some fuddling to get the key to turn the lock.   Less so for me than for others, but it's annoying nonetheless.
Oh, shocker,  I opened the door and Stitch was home. Which should not have surprised me that he was home on a holiday.
But it explained why the door was locked....
Donna was running around, so he had fed the two dogs already.

I knew Merry was ...well... probably...awake...as She had been playing Trivia Crack against me...  apps on our phones .. since 6 a.m. 
I prepped dinner ...  bbq pulled pork... over a bowl of rice ... tortilla chips on the side...  and went into the bedroom... and we watched "Nurse Jackie".

I went to sleep, around 0900

1230ish up to pee...and finish the peppermint ice cream...
1530  awake and to sleep
1630  awake, and to sleep
1735 awake, as Merry walked in...saying "I knew you were awake..."
Well, not really, but enough to see my alarm was going off in a matter of minutes so...
She told me about somebody that She recently been communicating with .. and was quite  happy / excited about it.
Well, good!  
She deserves some kinda joy in Her life.  
I hope it works out well.

Me: up and showered and dressed... and prepped my bags with food stuffs  like carrots, an apple, rice cakes, tortilla chips, and a plastic bottle of extra Mountain Dew.
And drank some Alka seltzer.
Then went to the toilet.
Merry was looking over some older FL posts, and happened on one featuring a you tube video of "If you wanna be happy..." and She started playing it...and we did a bit of a dance to it in the middle of the floor, even had Stitch join in .. followed by Donna.

I eventually made it to my car, off and rolling  1847.
At work  1921.  Love that Holiday (non) traffic.
Work:  with 90 rides from Monday ...and 90 for Tuesday... not much going on, but still some oversight necessary.

D sl S  5 1/2
D sl O  5 1/2
D sl F4me 86 1/3 
D sl F4her  ~66
D un  56 1/2
D shl DO  5 1/2
D sl Ci  180  (not six months yet, that will be after 182 1/2 days)
     although near as I can tell, DAY ONE of NO-CIGARETTE was NOV 25th.... hmmm... of course, November, February, and April were 'short' months...)
D G-f   5 1/3

PS  This would be better, placed on Tuesday's diary, as that's when I had more time to ...think about it...
But...
I can 'feel' 'it' starting to come back.
THAT urge.
THAT desire.
Certain ... depictions ...pictures... videos... have an appeal to me, an appeal that I haven't felt in months.
Let us... see what develops, eh?

05.18 Monday Diary

0015  Pill...
Updated diary the previous Saturday and Sunday...
Watched "The Newsroom"  season 3: 1 & 2.
Off work and out  6:28.
Stopped to get 10 bucks wortha gas at  $4.21 / gal.
Listened to multiple reports on the news of an overturned truck on the SB 5/EB 60.
So I stayed on the SB 101 into the EB 10, then SB 710, and had no significant problems other than the usual (traffic).
7.16 Home. 
I unlocked and opened the security/screen door.  
The wood door was locked.
Why? Who the fuck locked it? There are FOUR people inside the house, which idiot thinks this door needs to be locked, like the security door isn't enough... along with the two to six dogs that are inside the house depending on the time of day, who bark themselves hoarse when the mailman comes up the steps...
The lock on the wood door can be fussy. I don't have a problem, but sometimes it can take more than a second.  I had the key in the lock, and ... Stitch yanked the door open,  very nearly breaking off the key in the lock while I was holding it. 
Just what I needed  once I got home.
DM:   warmed up chicken breast and red beans /rice.
While watching "Nurse Jackie"
And playing 'Trivia Crack' on my phone against Merry. She challenged me, last night, and we've been going back and forth.
0915 to sleep.

I was awake ..off and on.... I guess...
She called around 3...to tell me to plan to take my car to work.
Alarm off 1745  Up 1755.
...In the living room, as Merry and Stitch arrived home.
Stitch brought in stuff from Wal mart.
I hit the toilet, showered...dressed....
 Merry told me that we are getting Babyman, this coming Friday, for the holiday week end.
  And he wants a haircut.
  I think he needs to be made aware of how short our money is. 
Then
A kiss goodbye...
And out, into my car 1844
710 OK, NB 5 ok, but crawling on the 101.
At work  1938.

At work...night work done, just 'babysitting'...
Lots of tinkering to do on the next day, though.

Then:
  She requested before I left home that I read "Dan's blog" and Her post on it, and I did.
  D-Supervisor came in late to update ADP and print out time sheets that we are 'supposed to' sign, before payday the coming Friday... and he asked if I would cover an overnight shift on 6/6.
That IS the night of  1) the Poly Meet up dinner and 2) the LICK party in OC,  
  and I agreed to work the shift.   
  IF Merry wants to attend either one of the events, She can go with Stitch.  Or figure out somethin' else.

D sl S  79 1/3
D sl O  85 3/4
D sl F/m 79 1/3
Dsl F/her ~ 59
D UN  49 1/2
D shlDO  ~58
D sl Ci  173


  

05.11 Monday Diary

Still at work....   input Diary for 5.10 (Sunday)....
And, watched "The Newsroom" season 2, eps 3 - 7.
06:12  Pill.
06:25, toilet...just before 'quitting' time.
6:28 off/out.  Car  6:34.
7:15 home.
In the house...
Put my mini-speaker on a charger.
Feed the cats, and then Cookie..
Then let Donna out.  
Was about to feed her, when Coco let HER four dogs out, and I was surrounded, prompting me to shout 'G..D..IT' which motivated her to corral the dogs long enough for Donna to gulp down the kibble I gave her.
In the kitchen: emptied the dishwasher, put in more dishes...
Started my DM:  a leftover chicken breast from last night,  the last of the stir fry from (Thursday or Friday) in a bowl with rice, leftover from last night or so.
Into the bedroom... Merry was awake when She shouldn't have been... She'd been awake ..and trying to sleep...most of the night...
I, or we, watched "Nurse Jackie" while I ate.
Took my dishes and tray into the kitchen, and spooned up some chocolate ice cream...
Into bed, to sleep  8:49.
1445 up to pee...   1500  Pill .... 
Eyes open 1545, 1645, 1715 ..
1755 Up. Spoke to Merry, who was at the computer desk, and She told me about Her shopping trip.
Toilet...shower, dress, toilet... 
Goodbye to Merry...who was laying down, supposedly only til 7 pm.
Drank a small glass of the just-acquired aloe vera juice
Toilet again...
IN car 1839
AT work  1925


The night work was tagged out, covered.
I just needed to do clean up on the morning work.

23:45  Pill

Days sl S  72 1/3
Days sl O  78 3/4
Days sl Fun/me 72 1/3
Days sl Fun/her  ~52
Days Unlokt  42 1/2
Days shlDO  ~51
Days sl Ci   166

04.27 Monday Diary

We watched Nurse Jackie and Happy-ish.

Finished all of The Newsroom season 3.
Then a movie called The Spy Game.
Which I knew I'd seen before.... took me a while to decide, it was at my parent's house, some visit there before I met Merry.

05:30 sleep
0715 Up to feed animals, snack, pill.
Back to sleep til 13:00

Awake on and off til

1800 up.
 Toilet, shower, dress...toilet....
Packed up,  said 'good bye'

Her car, 1850.
Work, 1933.

...Saw the week's schedule, I am not 'on' for the coming Saturday...  and not a big surprise, considering how (un)reliable I've been lately.

Spoke to Merry a bit about...
  ... 5th Wednesday munch
 .... M & M coming over Friday
....  Picking up Babyman to come to the house, Friday night
...   LICK party OR  Poly Munch, Saturday?
    Hope I'm up to doing any of this.  
  
HSLS  1398
HSLO 1554
HSmyF 1399
HS her F  911
hr UN  686
Her DO, H s:  N/910
D s l C  152

Diary 4.20 Monday

00:05, P.
06:20, P.
6:35, off heading home.
07:15, home.
Fed all the animals.
Prepped my dinner,
And watched Nurse Jackie.
8:15 Sleep.
9:30, up , painful need to pee.
10:45, as above.
12:10, as above.
13:15, ditto.
14:30, same
16:30, again.
17:30, repeat.
17:45 up.
Tumz and IBU
Pill
Toilet
Shower, dry, dress
18:43
19:25 at work
Tired beyond belief, in immense pain.
Called my supervisor
A relief arrived 2130, and I was out
Had to get some gas, and had $10 left on our 76 card, and I got 3 gallons.
22:20, home
Watched Scorpion.
Dinner was peanut butter on graham crackers.
0009 sleep.

HS 1230
HO 1386
HF 1231
Her 743
HUn 520
HDo N\742
DC 145

04.13 Monday Diary

00:30  Pill

One ride,  $7.45

03:56 Home and off duty.

Dinner...leftover from yesterday's family dinner:  chicken,  stuffing, green beans, sweet potatoes...while watching season's premiere of "Nurse Jackie".

05:00 done, to sleep.
05:55 awake for Pill.

07:50 Up to let Donna out, and feed the animals,  and Pee and snack. 

12:00  Pill ..and alka seltzer and gas-x.

Merry,  out to take Babyman home... go to OC court again ... get money from Ch account,. put it in WF account, then make a house payment...then go to Walmar for various this and thats.
..home around 1700.

I got up...showered...dressed.... packed up..
1800 ish..Pill...

Car 1839 , and at work  1926.

Two events going on,  cars tied up everywhere.
A regular client, well known actress (if you're into the whole Underworld series)... looking for a car and driver in 90 minutes tolerant of her smoking...
Along with other, than went on and on....

H s L S  1062  

H s L O  1215

H s L Fun 1063

H s HEr L Fun  575

Hr UN  352

Her DO? HR since  n/574

D s last ci  138