12.03 Diary

Home...  chores...  shower...
And  naked, I entered Her room, and asked if I could get into bed with Her, and She smiled, and said, "Yes."
We lay together awhile, just talking...   about work, about Her errands for the day.... 
Then She said, "No spanking this morning, but you will get one this afternoon."
We continued there, while under the covers, Her right hand stroked my cock, into varying degrees of stiffness, then not.
She said, "I'm not interested in having sex, just think of this as an mild or erotic form of tease and denial."
"Mmm," I murmured.  

After a bit, She said, "Go away," indicating I should go, have my meal, and get to bed, and off I went.
To sleep, around 10:45.
She woke me up once...or maybe She thought I was awake, as I might have been at the moment, around 15:00, asking me where the peanut brittle was.  I motioned, 'over there', and went back to sleep.

Up with my alarm at 1645, followed by two 'snoozes.'
She wasn't home, at the time.   
I was stripped, ready for a shower, when She called, about 1710, saying She would be home, before I leave.
I showered.
She arrived as I was out of the shower, dressed in my open-bottom briefs and socks, heading back to my room, and She stopped me in the doorway to my room,  and applied a brief hand-spanking to my exposed buttocks, then sent me on my way.  

I finished dressing, made coffee,  said goodbye to Her (actually Little-S at this point) and R, and went on my way.
...arriving at work around 19:27.

Not much to write home about, from work. 
Busy enough for the first hour or so, but it usually is.
Then plenty of time for...nuthin' much.

She came online, and joined me in the s-chat room, and we chatted there for awhile.
She told me ... in the morning, to bring into Her room  4 implements, a chastity device, a razor, and wipes.
I would say, this is something to get ...excited about? 
But ... I know it creates 'expectations'.
And with expectations, CAN come disappointment.
Such as, when She told me...earlier in the morning,  that I WOULD get a spanking in the evening.
So, yes, I am annoyed.
I don't want to have expectations....only to arrive home, and find out, She is too tired... or too cold...or too sick... to do anything.
So I'm trying to clear my mind of it.

Hr S L O   107
Hr s L  sx   62
Hr S L  Sp   31
Hr UN       134