12.04 Diary

Somehow, I made it home....... several micro-sleeps on the way,  with the noise of my inadvertent lane changing waking me up.
More chores done....along with moving Her laundry from wash to dry....
Then a long shower, trying to wake up a bit.
I gathered up what She requested in chat,  a few hours earlier:   4 implements (medium paddle, wooden spoon, long cane, tawse), one chastity device,   one new-ish razor blade, one box of wipes... and entered Her room, and woke Her up.
She had me stand next to Her, while She inspected the job I did shaving my body in the shower,  then told me...something.
When I figured out that She wanted me in bed next to Her, She said, 'I wanted you to come OVER, not AROUND the bed."
I said, rather grouchily, "I can't hear you!  I don't know what your directions mean when you say, over here, or when you say 'okay' and assume I know what you mean."
"Watch your tone!"
"I'm sorry....  I am just ...so ... tired.   So sleep deprived.... micro-sleeps on the freeway...  I have one beg-of-you..."
"Yesssss?"
"I need to sleep.  Whatever you are going to do, please...be... expeditious."
"Mmmm.... lay on the bed, face down"
I did so, and She simply ran Her hands up and down my body,  along with a bit of a massage on my spinal column.
Then She got off the bed, I heard steps as She walked...  the closing of some cabinet door, and She said, "That chastity device is now Mine."
"Uh...why?"
"Because I can. Now, turn over."
I did so, and She inspected my body on that side, then got the razor, to touch up the shaving job on my pubes.
Then She opened the box of wipes, and found...  speckles of what was presumably feces on the edge of some of the upper wipes.
She was unhappy....  a severe understatement.
My only guess is, there was some on a finger as I reached in there for another wipe...
She said, loud and clear, "This is now your box. You will take it into your room with you, and take it to the bathroom with you.  Do you understand?"
"Yes, I do."
She stood at the edge of the bed, holding the wooden spoon,  and landed 10 hard hits of it on my upper right thigh, then walked around, landed 10 hard hits on my upper left thigh....then back to the right thigh for 5 more, then back to the left thigh for 5 more.
I was left gasping...
She said, slowly, loudly, "F D A U."
I rolled over, pushed my bottom up, with my head down.
She picked up the cane....I didn't see Her, but I knew by feel what it was.....
 She applied 20 strokes to my left buttock, then twenty strokes to my right, then 40 strokes across both cheeks.
Then She switched to the paddle, and applied seven smacks of it to each cheek.
"Turn over, flat."
I did.
She used the same paddle, and applied twenty smacks of it to my right thigh, then twenty smacks to my left.

"I'm done," She said, "Now, you can go on your way....or stay here and cuddle with me in bed for awhile."
"I'll stay here...".
"Good choice."
We lay together...
"This was a session to make up for what we missed, yesterday.  I thought I might get you to cry, but I guess you are too tired..."
"What happens is...I get angry?"
"Angry?"
"Yes, it's a defense mechanism....  I start feeling angry,  not at you, or anybody, just anger... it's like adrenalin,   and it helps block the pain."
"Oh.  And how do you feel now?"
"Annoyed..."
"Why?"
"Because I came in telling you how tired I am...dog tired... but it's like you don't care about my feelings or my general health.... because my lack of sleep is affecting my work."
"Yesterday you wrote how disappointed you get when you have expectations and nothing happens.
So I set this up ahead of time, by telling you what to be ready for.... You were upset because nothing happened yesterday, and today you're upset that something happened. I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't."
"I... I am sorry, I'm just so damn tired this morning...."
"Here's my offering.... in the future, you MAY say, you are very tired, and request a postponement...which may result in the next session being harder and or longer.  And I may decline the request.  But you may ask, and I will consider it."
"Okay."
"You may go."
I got up and went.
I made breakfast/dinner...went to my room,  ate, while watching "The Crazy Ones", and went to sleep, 11:45ish.
She got into bed next to me sometime....She told me later, around 15:45.
My alarm went off at 1645, and I hit snooze, again and again.
She woke up enough to say, "If it's okay, I'd rather not spank you now, but just lay here with you."
"That will be fine with me."
We lay there, until I really had to get up, 17:35...and showered. dressed made coffee, said Goodbye, and was out the door, in my car 18:30.
At the office 19:50.

Walked in to find out, our system that communicates jobs to drivers had been non-op since a couple hours previous, so the phones were non stop all night.

hr S last O   131
hr S last sx   86
Hr s last DD  15
Hr UN        158

My thighs had a very vivid red color, too bad we didn't get pictures.