18 December, Friday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 68

 1200 awake when Merry got a phone call from Eve, who was upset about M's handling of finances

Up, toilet, pills, 154, 22uB, coffee

Rewatched *Unicorn for Stitch, then Chase 4/11

Merry n Stitch out 1350 (drop Stitch at work, Merry shopping for E)

Signed 4 Xmas cards, put them in outgoing mail, filled in IRS app for earned income credit, also in mail...

*MMi 2/10 ...  

DVR list, then

*WFA 1/10,11,12,13

1705 Merry home

*Becker 1/4,5

NO 6PM, I'm still annoyed...angry...resentful

*TRMS but no RM

Fed Donna w/pill

*Jeop, WoF, tWL 1/10, 

Turned on wall heater behind couch

13uN, pills

Black beans n rice n linguisa n bacon

*MB 7/9, 10, 11

Merry out 2250, home with S 2340

*News

DJT did not concede

20uB, 0030 bedroom

*Becker 1/6,7,8

M... zzz 0230 

0530 10uN, PBChoc cookies n milk

Sunshine still up on couch, watching Fight Club, to bedroom talking about resentment

17 December, Thursday, Diary, Stitch 2-11,HFC 63

 1100 toilet, shower, shv, b/t, dry, dress, 23uB, toilet, 178, fill pill box, NO METFORMIN, pills, coffee couch

Three of us, out 1335

Drop me at PhyTHer 1350, exchanged angry words about her 'having to use reverse to get out'

She went on to drop Stitch at work, 

PT 14 to 1430

She picked me up, then Walmart, Eve's place to drop fruitcake, Smart n Final

1540 home

 put puppy pads, down in utility hallway

*Chase 4/?, MMi 2/?

No 6PM, I was... pissed

*TRMS, Jeop, WoF

LP 1R

*Young Sheldon, B Positive, 

Fed Donna w/pills

*Mom, Unicorn

*House 8/20

Merry out 2250, home with Stitch 2325,  44693 

emptied dishwasher, 13uN, pills, sweet rolls n PB PRetz

*News

DJT did not concede

*Colbert

*House 8/21   14uB

*House 8/22 finale

0307 bedroom

 zzz

0430 i.c.cone

16 December, Wednesday, HFC 70

 12:43 toilet, B/t, pills, 22uB, talk with Stitch, who was working on patio, then he brought Tree and box of decorations up from garage.

Merry ordered mattress pads on Amazon.

Merry, dressed and out to LaVerne to deliver fruitcake

I got the tree up, and started decorating. Stitch came in, showered, and helped me finish .. 1650

*Chase 4/9, MMi 2/?, TRMS, Jeop, WoF

Ordered pizza from PH, 2015

*HOuse 8/14

Merry home 2030

6pm missed...

Called about pizza 20:45

Pizza arrived 2110, with a coupon for a free large

12uN, pills,  pizza

*Bob H A (from 12/14)

*All Rise (from 12/7

2300 both of us to bedroom

*News

DJT did not concede

*Colbert

zzz

Donna in 0130, I helped her onto bed

0430 up for Heath and M D

0530 got Donna off the bed, and out of bedroom

15 December, Tuesday, Diary, HFC 70

 10:05 awakened by text from Dennis.

Merry to toilet, then me. Merry, back to bed. Put my shoes on, grabbed a fruitcake, downstairs, as Dennis and Shelly arrived in a new Kia Suv.

Talked with them until 11:15.

Upstairs, gathered laundry that Stitch would put in wash. 

Toilet, shower, shave, b/t, dry, dress, brushed hair..;

Pills, 23uB, talk, coffee, couch

1315, car with Sunshine; dropped me at PhyTherapy for 13:30 to 14:00. Picked up by Merry at 14:15.

To Walmart, 99c store, Alb's.

1610, home

nap to 18:15.

Intentionally missed "6 pm" by sleeping through it.

Why? A feeling of ..anger..and resentment... building up within me, based on my belief that she would rather be with B than with me.

*TRMS, Jeop, WoF

LP 2R

*Mis Index 2:17

Feed Donna with pill

13uN, pills

Rice,beans, linguisa, bacon

*Chase 4/16, Next 1/8?

Merry to bed, 2145

*MMI 2/?

*Mis Index 2/18

News

empty dishwasher

DJT did not concede

*Colbert

*Becker 1:1

Bedroom

*Becker 1:2

Merry Sunshine had an accident... complete change of sheets and mattress pad . 02:00

02:00 bedroom, zzz

04:00 up for PBCHoc cookies

14 December, Monday, Diary Stitch 2-11, HFC 67

 10:10 toilet, B/t, dress, woke up Merry, pills, 23uB, toilet

1040 car with M, she dropped me at Dr Yeh's office, and departed.

Checked in, paid $30 ...

Weight, blood pressure ..to examining room 11:23.

And down on the floor stretched out until Dr Yeh came in, about 12:45, talked about

*Metformin.  I will stop taking it when I finish what I have (which will be Wednesday) and return to monitoring my blood sugar

*Recent lab work...most numbers, pretty ok.'

*RX for a I dont remember shot. Measles virus. WTF is it... oh yeah, shingles

*Up the dose for sildenafil to 100 mg, rx sent

*Rx for whatever it's called for cholesterol.

*depression? wait and see

Out 14:05 Called Merry, she had just dropped Stitch at work and was inside Winco..or Walmart.

Waited outside in the cold strong wind.

She arrived, home 1420

Coffee, finally. Afraid to drink any earlier, because it helps move my bowels very quickly

Merry and I went over our Amazon lists and did our Xmas shopping, including for Stitch.

The pharmacy screwed something up, by renewing my Lotrel RX again (just got last week) and not filling the sildenafil.

Emailed Dr Yeh.

Text to Dennis about fruitcake, which he said he would come get tomorrow.

*Chase, MMi, 

Merry, nap 1645 to 1845

At 1845, I went to Stitch's room, undressed, knelt over bed. She rolled die/dice, came in, selected implements, and applied 6 (4,10,8,6,7,8).

Pix at the bottom of this.

Finish Ravens beating Browns

*TRMS

Fed Donna with pill

13uN, pills, cheese on ground beef on tort. chips

*Jeop, WoF

with Merry 2245 to pick up Stitch, home 2330, 44592

Electoral college voted, Biden wins! Shocker.

DJT did not concede...shocker.

*News, Colbert.

0430 bedroom

0530 up for PBnC cookies

13 December, Sunday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 67

1100 and 1115 tried to wake up Merry.

1120, Me up, Merry up 5 minutes thereafter

Merry at work in kitchen, on fruitcake

Shower, b/t, shv, dry, dress ... pills, 22uB, coffee

Desktop, paid a med. bill, applied for a CC, started diaries from 12-8 ...

Paused at 13:45 to take Stitch to work while Merry continues in kitchen, Home 14:22

Continued Diaries through 12:12 plus this much. ...........

couch, football and my diary notes.

LP - 3r

MB ?,?

18:30  spank 3 imp, 8,8,9, pix

Helped her in kitchen

*Bills v Steelers

Fed D + pill, 13uN, pills

Steak n rice

*Who wants to be a millionaire

*Card Sharks

Talked to M about Eve

DJT did not concede

2 of us out 2330, home with Stitch 0015  44511

0030 bedroom

*MB x 2

0330 Merry in

0430 cookies n MDew

 

12th of December, Saturday Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 64

 0530? sleep

up cinnamon cakes, back to bed

Donna out, 7:30

sleep to 12:30

23uB, pills, coffee

M&S out 1330, drop Stitch, then to Krispy Kreme for Dozen Day (she didn't wait, lines too long) then she went to Arco, LB&W for LPods for me

Meanwhile, twitter chat, wrote an email to Merry about "6 PM", 

OU vs WVU cancelled by WVU

*OSU crushed Baylor

pooop

talked to Merry about 6 PM.

Along came 6 PM.  

I went to Stitch's room, stripped down, knelt on ottoman over his bed.

She rolled one die for number of implements, and two dice for number of swats per implement...

She came into the bedroom, and used 6 implements, with swats numbering 3,4,7,6,6,8.

Pictures, at the end of this entry

I offered, and she accepted oral service, given to her in our bedroom.

I showed her my baby penis, and she told me about a song called "Small Dick Man" from the 90s which I had never heard, so we went to the desk top, and she played it for me on YouTube.

I nominated it to be 'our song'. Still pending

She sat at desktop, looking at recipes for fruit cake while I

continued on Twitter chat,

1930 fed Donna w pills

11uN, pills

Hawaiian chicken with rice

*Jeop, WoF

2250 Merry out, home with Stitch 2330 44485

while I emptied the dishwasher

DJT did not concede

*House 8:17, 

Got Buddha's new flea collar on him

*House 8:18

*SNL new

*last 1/2 of Fried green Tomatos

Donna went to bed with Stitch, 

M & me, to bed, 03:45