5 march, Friday, Stitch 2-11, HFC 74

 1230 shower, b/t, shv, dressed

1315 LBM called for me 'checkin' to 1335

20uB, pills

3 of us out 1345, drop me at PT, Stitch at work

PT 14-1430

I took Merry home to pack

To Oncology, 1510 got my Eligard shot 317, out 1520

Toilet

Arco for 2 LP

1600 home

156 coffee

Talk with M as she packed

Merry out 1715 to LF

...Jockey white briefs

Chase 4/13

Merry reported, arrived 1830

*TRMS

took 100 mg Sildenafil

Tried to masturbate, no reaction from my penis: no sensitivity, no erotic feeling at all

*Jeop, 

Veep 4/6-4/10

2130 fed D with pills, 10uN, pills

PB and ham on EM, p chips, ic.cone

2302 S called, could not access Uber on his phone, so I ordered Lyft from mine... and home 2335

Watched GoBig while working on S's phone to get Uber or Lyft, but could not receive confirmation code... Lyft on his phone thinks its me because 6 years ago, I used his phone to drive Lyft.

So, I got Lyft rebooted on his phone

*Impractical Jokers

S to bed 155

*Veep 5:1-2 

20uN, bed 0245

 

25 February, Thursday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 70

 11:50  toilet, pre shave, shower, b/t, shave, dry dress

184 fill pillbox, pilss, coffee

20uB, toilet

13:25 out with S, 1345 drop S

Physical Therapy, 1401 to 1435

Arco 2 LP, 1500:home

Merry brushed and braided my hair

UPS delivered 6 LP

*tNR 2:3,4,5

1715 out to market

*Chase 4/6, TRMS, Jeop'y

1945 M home

11uN, pills, Fed D + p

*WoF

Roast beef and baked potato 

*Young Sheldon, B-Positive, Mom, Unicorn, Chase

M out 2250 home 2330

*MMi, Div, News,

20uN, 

00:30 bedroom

23 February, Tuesday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 78

 0200, Merry bedroom

0300 NutBud, cookies

04 to 0430 oral O for M

1230 toilet, mouth wash, chgd diaper and socks

178, pills, 20uB, coffee in thermos

13:25 3 of us out, me to PT by 1340, she dropped S at work, then off to get Ev take to Kaiser)

MY PT 1345 to 1415

Lyft home 1445

coffee, couch

Div'd, MMi, 

1600 Merry home

*Chase, MMi

1800 Merry to bedroom

*TRMS, Jeop'y, WoF

2015 Merry up

*To TT Truth

10uN, PB/Muff, bugles, i.c.cone

Fed Donna w/pills

*All Rise

*2TTT

Merry out 2300, home with S 2330

*T Wall, News

20uB

0000 bedroom

12 February, Friday, Diary, Stitch 2-11

 03:30 m to bedroom

08:30 M out of bedroom to living room

12:00 toilet, shower, b/t, shv, dry,dress, deod, 

Merry asleep on couch, 

181, last Amoxi, 20uB, coffee, couch, 

1310 merry awake

13:30 out with S, drop S 1350,

PT 1405-1430

Gas for car,  2LP

1500 home

research 'dates'

couch

called Frontier, 70 minutes, DVR storage problem fixed

Chase 4:2

Merry to Ev 1700 to 1815

*TRMS

*Jeop, Wof, Divided

12uN, pills 

Smoky kitchen, due to fat dripping from ribs, set up fans

Ribs n bbq sauce, Fed D with pills

*MMi 2/1, The Chase, The Hustler, Impractical Jokers, 

Merry out 2300 home with S, 2350, 46147, 

News, 

(The Hustlers) 20uB

Merry bed 00:00

0100 bed

3 February, Wednesday, diary,

 06:30 trail mix n sweet tea

1130 toilet, shower, b/t, shave, dry dress

talk with Stitch n donna

201

pills, 15uB, coffee couch

1340 out to PT (toilet first there) 2 - 2:30

Rite aid for Bday cards for Dad and Fredda

Gas for car and 2 LPs

1525 home, toilet, coffee

*Win 2:35, Div 1:17, Chase 3:x, MMi 2:37

*TRMS, 

Merry nap 1730 to 1915

*Jeop

15uB pills

Pizza! Domino's

(9-1-1 LS again for S)

*Circus,Misery Index, Resident Alien 1:1, the Wall

News

16uB, 

2345 bed

1 February, monday, diary, S 2-11,

0600 root beer and snacks 

11:20  toilet, shower, b/t, shv, dry new contacts in, dress

234

pills, 24uB, coffee

3 of us out 1325; drop me at PT, drop S at work, Merry to blood draw then Joannes, then pick me up 1430 on to Walmart, then dentist where she got her new fixture/appliance/mouthpiece, then DDs Discount, Grocery Outlet, Eve's, home 1715

groceries up

*Chase 3:15

*TRMS, Jeop, WoF

f/B, f/D + pills, 13uB, p;ills

stir fry beef n rice, p chips

*1st anti-D... Lexapro

*win'y 2:33

*9-1-1, 9-1-1 LS

*tWL

Merry out 2251, home with S 2335

15uB, to bedroom, DVR cleanup

...0045

25 January, Monday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 55

 12:30 ... toilet, shower, b/t,shave, dry, dress

172

pills, 22uB, coffee

couch...

13:30 3 of us out... me to PT, Stitch to work, Merry to Winco... 

done 1430, picked up by Merry 1440, to PO to mail birthday card to Marion, anniversary card to Dad n Marion, to Aldi's, home 1540

*Chase, TRMS, Jeo'y, WoF

Fed D with pills, 12uN

baked chicken with bugles

*9-1-1

*Bob H A

*All Rise

*the Weakest Link rr

*News

Merry out 2245, home with S, 2320  45726

*the Wall

*Colbert

22uB, bedroom 0215

03:20 M

Merry in 0340

0430 cookies, still awake to

0630, cookies

Merry and I closed bedroom windown

0700? sleep

18 January, Monday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 73

 11:20 toilet, shower, b/t, shave, dry, dress, brush hair

175

pills, 22uB, coffee, toilet

Out with S, 1325, drop S at work, to PT (toilet first), pt 2-230, home 242

Son #4 was just here picking up meds for #5. Merry did not look at the text he sent saying he was on the way...

Coffee, couch, 

*Div 2/20, Chase 2/?, MMi 2:22, 2:23

TRMS, Jeop'y, WoF

Fed Donna w/pill

12uN, F.C. and Mojos

*9-11

*BoBHA

*9-11 L.S.

*TWL

Merry out 2335, home with S 00:20, 45546

22uB

Bedroom 0030

Merry bedroom 0130

13 January, Wednesday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 72

 03:00 Merry, up to pee, and left door open, so Donna came in, annoying as all hell, because she can't get on the bed unaided...

I helped her on bed, then because she was taking up my leg room, I went to the couch and slept there

11:45 up, toilet, shower, B/t, shv, dry, dress, 

208

pills, 20Ub, coffee

Merry, up and showered

Stitch showered

toilet, toilet, 

3 in car, 1330

Me at PT 1341

Stitch to work, Merry to market

PT 2 to 232

car with Merry...

PO, drop mail, 

to Eve, drop beer

1515 home

Unloading car..I broke a Xmas decoration...by dropping it...one that Eve had given Merry

DVR check and update...

16:00  Win 2:?, Divided 1:2, MMi 2:21, Chase 2:?, 

Merry nap 1600 to 1830

*TRMS, jeop, 

Fed Donna w/pills

*WoF

10uN, pills, 

pork chops n cole slaw

*House 2:14, tWW 3:5,6,7

Merry out 2245, home with Stitch 2330 at 45401

*News, Colbert

Merry to BR 110, me in 0145

0700 10uN, c.ccookies

11 January, Monday, diary, stitch 2-11, HFC 69

 1045, moved to sleep on couch, so M could talk privately to Dr F

1230 up, toil, shower, b/t,shv,dry/dress

182

20uB, pills, coffee, toilet

1330 car with S, 1400 drop S at work, to PT office (TOILET), PT re evaluation, to 1432, then Arco for 2 LP, home 1455, found LP from Blu delivered (+12), 

1520 out with M to her dentist, in and out in 10 minutes...to 1545

to Smart n Final ...

1650 home, t.v. on

CFB championships

Alabama 52, OSU 24 

   to 2045

(snack trail mix, p. chips)

Fed D with pills, 10uN, pills

Chili on mojos

*TRMS, Jeop (ken jennings), 

*tWeakestLink 1/11

Merry out 2250, home with S 2330 45372

*The Wall

  a piece of the K.Lime Pie she just made...    meh...

*News

20uB, Bedroom 0030

Merry in ...?

06 january, Wednesday, Diary, Stitch 2-11 HFC 66

woke up to see on t.v., the Capitol under siege, taken over while the legislators were trying to authorize the EC votes

1145 toilet, shower, b/t, shv, dry dress

171

coffee, pills, 20uN

on couch, MSNBC

Democrats win 2 of 2 in Georgia

Sunshine asked me to drive (stitch to work, me to PT).

I was annoyed but...

With Her driving, we drop me first (5 miles) then Stitch (3 more miles).

Without her, I have to drop Stitch (8 miles) then double back 3 miles.

Got ready early, AND

my bowels froze...stopped.

I had to go, but nothing was happening, just plugged. On the toilet 15 minutes.

1348, car with S

Drop him 1405, on to PT

Arrived 1415, had a session to 1442

Then WF drive through, deposit check from Dad.

Pulled in, too far from RediT, had to back out, pull in. Pulled in too far forward of RediT had to back out, pull in.

On to Vet. Easy enough. Called Vet, gave credit card number, in a few minutes the RX was brought out to me

1508, home

In between watching the news at the Capitol...

*Chase 1/4, MMi 2/15?

West wing 1/16-21

After an exchange of emails with caged lion that I didn't like, resolved to quit reading MCJ.

Fed D with pill, 

10uN, pills

S&S chicken, with rice

*Jeop'y, WoF

*WIn, Div

Legislators back in business, some debate and voting after objection to Az

Merry > 2245, home with S 2330

News

 DJT did not concede

Colbert

0100 Congress wraps it up, the EC has been ratified/authorized; it's official for Biden/Harris

*WW 1/22, 2/1-4

0300 20uB, Merry to bed

0400 bed, up every hour to pee

04 January, Monday, Diary, HFC 63

 23:59 end day 2.25

00:00 start day 3.25 no C/W

0900 Merry, up and awake

10:00 took Stitch to David

I got out of bed, on the couch, in case F. repairman came over anyway

11:00 Merry home

both of us, sleeping

12:50 toilet, shower, shave b/t dry dress

170

pills, 20uB, coffee, toilet

1345 out by myself to PhysTherapy (2-230) 

bowel distress on the way home ... 1450

Called vet to refill Donna's rx

*T WW 1-6,7

Stitch home 1700, M&S out 1800 to market for Eve, home 1900

C/W ON 1930

so 74 hours, NO C/W

read MCJ 6/20

WoF

10uN, pills

 steak, baked potato, candy

*Jeop, Bob hrt A, All Rise, the Wall, News, Colbert,bull

DJT did not concede

1:30 20uB, MCJ to 7/20

to bedroom, reset box

Merry in 0200, while I was sorting socks, insisted on remaking bed covers while I was doing that...

DVR guide

*Win'y 2/11,2/12

Merry left door open, Donna in 1440

We helped her onto bed

0345 PB n triscuits

28 December, Monday, Diary, HFC 55 and RAIN

1200-0100 thunder and lightning...

11:30 toilet ... shower, b/t, shv, dry dress, 

169

22uN, pills, coffee, toilet

Called Delta Dental for Stitch

was raining ... pouring...but by 13:40, a break, some sunshine, I drove self to Physical Therapy 2-230

Pouring when I came out of PT, let up by the time I got home 14:50

Out with Merry to Winco, some shopping for us, beer for E, took beer to Ev, home 1700 44943

DJT signed legislation, allowing for a $600 stim payment for eligible people

 but wanted the Stim. to be $2000

*MNF NEPats vs BuffBills

LP 5r 

Gave up on watching game.

Tuned in TRMS, but no RM, so didn't watch

*Chase 4/x

*watched some LedZepellin sound alike band on ch.3 from Cerritos Center

12uN, pills

Pork roast, rice, green beans

2100 to bedroom

2200 Masturbated to a fantasy of a wedding night, New wife becomes 'Aunt May' who tugs my penis til I cum, then puts me over her lap for a hard hair brush spanking, puts me in corner while she showers... then leads me to bed for hot n heavy sex (or as we used to call it, WMS)

DJT did not concede

2300 12uN, PB/Choc ookies, then choc pop tart

0100 Merry to bedroom

0200 up for a NutBud

 

23rd December, Wednesday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 68

 12:20 toilet, shower, b/t, shave, dry, dress, toilet

210

pills, coffee, 22uB, toilet

1342 3 in car. Drop me at Phy Ther 1356, in 2 - 230

She dropped S at Walmart, went to Winco, back for me 1435, then to Aldi (me to toilet, thought I pooped in diaper, but no...only gas), then Von's .. i went into Starbux for iced coffee, back to car... WF to deposit check from Dad (100), then to Walmart for rx and other, 

1612 home, groc up and away

Sorted through my purses, 

Rec'd 6 LP from Bllu

1645 Merry nap

*DnD 4/16b

*MMI 2/x, TRMS

1955 Merry up

*Jeop-rr, Tues, then Wed

12uN, pills, fried chicken n celery

*WoF - Tues

Fed Donna w/pills

WoF today, MB 8/2

car with M 2245, pick up Stitch, home 2325 44839

20uB, br 2330, NEWS

DJT did not concede

could.not.sleep

0500 most of a Dark Choc bar

sleep maybe after 0600

This marks seven full days of No Metformin.

Blood sugar... okay (222 to 146) surely because of insulin.

No episodes of diarrhea

Some of what seems like constipation, or maybe that's 'normal'? when not effected by the Metformin?

At any rate, I am pleased

21st December, Monday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 80

 Donna, out of BR 0730

1145 toilet, shower, b/t shave, dry, dress, pills, 160, 22uB, coffee

Sunshine up 1240 

Three of us in car 1340

Me, Phys Thera 14-143-

Sunshine dropped Stitch at work, was waiting for me when I came out.

1445, home. Toast and butter

*Chase 4/4

1545, SUnshine ...nap

*MMI 2/?

*MB 7/19,20

Sunshine up 1730, and in shower after ...accident

OUtside to look at Jupiter/Saturn, and get mail

Sunshine, back to bed

*MB 7/21,22,23,24,25,26

Fed D with pills, fed Bud

2030 12uN, pills, pastra and mustard on SD toast, celery, po.chips

*TRMS, Jeopardy rr, WoF

2250 car with Sunshine, home with S 2330 47803

*News (DJT did not concede)

*MB 8/1, 22uB, hot choc

0130 BR, 

0330 choc n almonds

then...talking to Merry

 having reached an agreement with Sunshine, to have a 'truce' until after Christmas

17 December, Thursday, Diary, Stitch 2-11,HFC 63

 1100 toilet, shower, shv, b/t, dry, dress, 23uB, toilet, 178, fill pill box, NO METFORMIN, pills, coffee couch

Three of us, out 1335

Drop me at PhyTHer 1350, exchanged angry words about her 'having to use reverse to get out'

She went on to drop Stitch at work, 

PT 14 to 1430

She picked me up, then Walmart, Eve's place to drop fruitcake, Smart n Final

1540 home

 put puppy pads, down in utility hallway

*Chase 4/?, MMi 2/?

No 6PM, I was... pissed

*TRMS, Jeop, WoF

LP 1R

*Young Sheldon, B Positive, 

Fed Donna w/pills

*Mom, Unicorn

*House 8/20

Merry out 2250, home with Stitch 2325,  44693 

emptied dishwasher, 13uN, pills, sweet rolls n PB PRetz

*News

DJT did not concede

*Colbert

*House 8/21   14uB

*House 8/22 finale

0307 bedroom

 zzz

0430 i.c.cone

15 December, Tuesday, Diary, HFC 70

 10:05 awakened by text from Dennis.

Merry to toilet, then me. Merry, back to bed. Put my shoes on, grabbed a fruitcake, downstairs, as Dennis and Shelly arrived in a new Kia Suv.

Talked with them until 11:15.

Upstairs, gathered laundry that Stitch would put in wash. 

Toilet, shower, shave, b/t, dry, dress, brushed hair..;

Pills, 23uB, talk, coffee, couch

1315, car with Sunshine; dropped me at PhyTherapy for 13:30 to 14:00. Picked up by Merry at 14:15.

To Walmart, 99c store, Alb's.

1610, home

nap to 18:15.

Intentionally missed "6 pm" by sleeping through it.

Why? A feeling of ..anger..and resentment... building up within me, based on my belief that she would rather be with B than with me.

*TRMS, Jeop, WoF

LP 2R

*Mis Index 2:17

Feed Donna with pill

13uN, pills

Rice,beans, linguisa, bacon

*Chase 4/16, Next 1/8?

Merry to bed, 2145

*MMI 2/?

*Mis Index 2/18

News

empty dishwasher

DJT did not concede

*Colbert

*Becker 1:1

Bedroom

*Becker 1:2

Merry Sunshine had an accident... complete change of sheets and mattress pad . 02:00

02:00 bedroom, zzz

04:00 up for PBCHoc cookies

11 December, Friday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 61

 Donna off bed, 7:30

Merry up, 12

Me up 12:55

Toilt, shower, b/t,shv, brushed out hair, dry, dress

3 in car 13:40

Drop me at P.T., 13:50

She dropped Stitch at work, went shopping at Winco

I did various exercises on my right shoulder... done 1440

15:10 picked up by Merry, then Von's n Starbucks (I did not go in),Aldi's (I went in), Smart n Final (I did not go in),Walmart (I did not go in)

1730 home

Groceries up and away

and Donna was stretched out on OUR couch

got her moved off and

TRMS, while paying her Cerulean, my Fortiva

*Jeop'y, WoF

fed Donna with pill

13uN, pills...

Chili on pastrami on texas toast

*tWeakest Link 1/8

  pooooop

Merry nap 2109-22:45

*Win'y, Div'd, Chase

In car with Merry, 22:50.

Arrived for Stitch 23:10, then Merry found a text from Stitch, stating that he was working til 23:45. LOL

Home 00:10 44453

Finish Chase, theh MMi 2/x

News (DJT did not concede

Colbert

LP--? R

Merry, me, Donna in bedroom 0400

8 December, Tuesday, diary, HFC 81,

 06:00 zzz

09:00 Jon called ...wakee wakee. Merry up and showered, Donna off the bed

Merry back to bed, up 11:00

Merry n Stitch, out shopping (sears?) 12:06

12:07 me, up. still in Stage 1 Silent Treatment

Toilet, pils, 20uB, coffee

Diary entry for 12/7

Shower, wash hair, b/t, shv, dry, dress, gather laundry, brush hair, coffee

M&S home, 1400 

Sunshine n me, 1455, Arco 2 LP (which did not function, grr)

to Physical Therapy.

S to Walmart

My appointment was just an assessment.  Done at 16:10, waiting

Picked up at 1645, to WF for deposit, then Eve's to drop groceries, and home, 17:40.

Laundry in dryer.

*Win'y 2/4, Div'd xx, Jeopardy

13uN, pills Chili n Buns, ritz crackers

*WoF   poooop

Laundry away

*The Transplant 11,12,13 (Done)

*News 

 DJT did not concede

*Colbert

0130 to bedroom

0300 cookies n milk

zzz

I should have saved this for April 27, but I couldn't wait