5 march, Friday, Stitch 2-11, HFC 74

 1230 shower, b/t, shv, dressed

1315 LBM called for me 'checkin' to 1335

20uB, pills

3 of us out 1345, drop me at PT, Stitch at work

PT 14-1430

I took Merry home to pack

To Oncology, 1510 got my Eligard shot 317, out 1520

Toilet

Arco for 2 LP

1600 home

156 coffee

Talk with M as she packed

Merry out 1715 to LF

...Jockey white briefs

Chase 4/13

Merry reported, arrived 1830

*TRMS

took 100 mg Sildenafil

Tried to masturbate, no reaction from my penis: no sensitivity, no erotic feeling at all

*Jeop, 

Veep 4/6-4/10

2130 fed D with pills, 10uN, pills

PB and ham on EM, p chips, ic.cone

2302 S called, could not access Uber on his phone, so I ordered Lyft from mine... and home 2335

Watched GoBig while working on S's phone to get Uber or Lyft, but could not receive confirmation code... Lyft on his phone thinks its me because 6 years ago, I used his phone to drive Lyft.

So, I got Lyft rebooted on his phone

*Impractical Jokers

S to bed 155

*Veep 5:1-2 

20uN, bed 0245

 

4 March, Thursday, Diary

0400 Merry to bedroom

0900 i.c.cone

Stitch walked Donna

13:30 toilet, b/t,  talked to S and Donna

Pill box, pills, 171, 20uB, coffee

*Div, MMi, Chase

1400 M up

*MMi, Resident Alien

Now, to discuss Dan's blog about coercion and consent/non consent.

Merry wrote something that can be reduced to "spank first, discuss later."

KDP wrote "there's spank first...resent eventually...and divorce later."

I specifically remember once incident, just prior to the first LA Grue we attended, where she ordered me to take a spanking... and we did not discuss afterwards... and I resented it for nearly 2 days. 

I'm sure that separation/divorce crossed my mind then, as it has before that incident, and a few times thereafter.

Problems of that ilk resolved when we got away from D/s or FLR, and spankings were given and taken in Funishment, and for video-creating.

There was a time 2 1/2 months ago, when I was ... thinking about it, because of my jealousy about/over her current BF, B, but I realized that was my insecurity talking to me about my ED problem.

I 'ran out' to Arco for 2 LP.

TRMS, Jeop, Wof, (Young Sheldon)

10uB, pills, backed chicken, rice, carrots

*Unicorn, B-Positive, mom

*Resident Alien, 

2300 merry to bed

*Chase 1/8, 1/9 (finale), S to bed

*Veep 4/1-5, 20uB, 0300 bedroom

Merry was watching Flight Club

We talked about her upcoming visit to B

Sleep  0600 maybe

 

6th of July, Monday, diary, HFC 85

1000 Merry took Stitch to D's
1130 20uB, pills, coff
*Deal No Deal
*Unf 2:3,4
*Chase 4:18
1545 donut butter?
*masterminds 1:1
*Veep 4:4,5,6
 to living room, while M changed bedding
*Jeop
*WoF
*9-1-1 3,8
10uN, pills
baked chick, c/slaw, crkers
*9-1-1 Lonestar 1/0
*Titan games
 bedroom
*Veep 4:4-10
 4:10, POTUS election tieD
*Veep 5:1,2
0200 merry in
0200 zzzz

5th of July, Sunday, diary, HFC 81

1200 up to poop
12 uB, pills, coffee, to bedroom
*Veep 2 7,8,9
Merry n Stitch out 1330
Merry home 1420
Shower b/t, shv, w.hair, merry braided my hair, AFO
*Veep 2:10-12
*Veep 3:1
 trail mix
*Veep 3:2-8
10uN, pills
Stir fry n rice
*Veep 3:9, 10
 In 3:10, Selena became PoTUS when POTUS resigned .. while she was running for POTUS, 10 months away
*Veep 4:1,2,3
Merry out 2245, home with S, 2340
0100 zzzz
0330, Merry into bedroom