August 11th, Friday Diary

Out 00:06  in 00:36
All the porn sites I usually look at have been blocked. Had to amuse myself otherwise.
Put together a bills list for Robert, for an appointment much later Friday.
Put together a spreadsheet with our household budget.
Watched TNR season 3 ...1--6
out 0600
Car  6:06 to 6:53
MDM  cheesy quesa, lunchables
W TRMS - Thur
Talk with M
Contact OUT
Bed 0900
Up once or twice
UP 1630
Stitch was already home n showered
I dressed
Got Merry up  16:58
3 of us in car
Dropped Merry, down the street to invest in lottery tickets
Stitch n I to a place about a loan
home 17:55
w TRMS F
Dinner  pulled pork on buns n coleslaw
The loan place wanted phone calls from 2 of the  references Stitch gave, so I called in as one.
Bed 20:00
Up 23:00
Stitch was up, said his buddy Jeff declined to make the phone call as a reference, which really pissed me off.
Dunno why Stitch did not list Merry as a reference in the first place.
Now Stitch has to try Merry's #2  OR his own son.
See how that goes.... 


A Sunday:  she tells me, "Henceforth, every Sunday at 7 pm, we are going to discuss your misdoings for the week, and then I will give you a hard spanking to remember the discussion. But first, at 6, you will take a shower ...and be ready to present yourself to me, still naked, at 7."
And so it began that day.
I shower... and stand in front of her, right at 7.
She lectures me, then takes me over her lap
She spanks my bottom for a very long time.

August 10th Thursday Diary

Worked  00;29 to 6:02
W TNR 2:5--9
Car 6:11
Stopped for gas at 76 on PCH n Magnolia
Home 7:08
Fed animals
MDM  Pulled pork on buns, lunchables, chips
W  TRMS-Wed
bed 0800
Up 3 times to pee
Up 17:10
pill, alka/s  Toilet, shower, dress, pack
Kissed Merry good bye
Car 1800
Stopped for 2 filters
18:06 rolling
On the 101 18:26
Heard on KNX,  overturned car on 101 at Barham, 3 left lanes blocked
Jammed traffic on 101.
By the time I got to Barham, road was clear
Off 101  19:44
Office parking lot 19:50
In 19:57
Mostly quiet night.....

Fantasy for the Day
Role play:  before she agreed to marry me, I agreed to 'accept discipline whenever and however <she> chooses to apply it.
Wedding day...  we return home to change clothes before commencing a road trip for our honeymoon.
She says, "Take off your clothes."
I think, "Oh a quickie before the wedding night.."
Wrong.
I see the hairbrush in her hand.
She takes me over her lap and smacks my bottom long and hard.

I dress, and we get on the road, as I wiggle in my seat on a sore bottom.

August 9th, Wednesday Diary

So, if the evening was not 'so' bad, after midnight was a bitch.
Phone calls, screwed up ride in Vancouver,  major VIP that I was supposed to 'follow' in Dublin, where things went awry....
And the 1st morning rez agent who is supposed to be in at 0500 but rarely gets in by 515, usually by 530... called in at 0600 saying he just woke up, and the rez agent scheduled for 6 came in at 611, and I stayed with the morning dispatcher until a rez agent did arrive.
So worked  00:29 to 6:21
W TNR 1:8-10 then 2:1-2.
Filter 1 of 2
Car 6:26 home 7:18 
Fed animals.
MDM leftover fried chicken n lunchables n peanut-buttered-tortillas.
W TRMS-Tues, with RM back on the show.
Bed, 0800
talking with Sunshine...
Sleep 0900
UP 1145, 1400
17:05 up
Pill, alka/s,  toilet  shower dress  
Kiss Merry good bye
Pack...
out
Car 17:52
on 101 1819
Off 101  1902
office pl  19:08
IN 19:23  to 23:59
Fairly... easy night, with Thing 2.
Watched TNR 2:3,4


Fantasy for the Day
I come home from work.
She says, "Strip, and take a shower.  Stay naked.  Sometime this evening, I'm going to paddle your bare bottom."
I do so.
And wait.
We have dinner.
We watch some t.v.
Finally, she says, "Okay, it's time. Bend over the back of the couch."
I do so.
She fetches the paddle and beats my bottom to red and sore.

August 8th, Tuesday Diary

worked 00:49  to 0600
w the Newsroom 1:4,5,6,7
Car 6:05  home 6:54
Fed animals
MDM  spicy chicken soft tacos n lunchables
w TRMS-Monday but again no RM
Bed 0800
feeling very  stressful about the upcoming night at work, knowing it was gonna be a ballbuster
Up every couple hours to pee and worry
Up 17:05  toilet, shower, dress, pill, a/seltzer, pack, toilet
Kissed Merry goodbye
Car 1757
stopped for filters
on 101 1824 off 1904
office parking lot 19:10
Up and IN 1926

so yeah, the night was a ball buster, but  I am very grateful that Thing 2 came in as a backup.

out 'lunch'23:59



Fantasy for the Day
"Its about time you're up! I've been slaving in the kitchen, and you're sleeping the day away. I'll teach you..."
She picks up the round paddle, and says, "Strip and bend over, hands on the chair."
I do so, and she paddles my bottom long and hard.

Not entirely true for me, but I like the concept.

August 7th, Monday Diary

Slept and slept a lot more
up 945 to feed cats n dogs
Up to pee a few times
17:15 UP
 toilet shower dress toilet
Contacts IN,  toilet
Pill, pack,
Kiss Merry good bye
Car 18:10 
101 18:31, off  19:20
Office parking lot 19:25
Clocked in 19:40 to  00:01

Prepping for the Fox TCA (television awards) tomorrow.
200 rides. Oh my.   
I had to work with only Andre tonight.  If that's the case tomorrow,  I may jump out a window instead.

Damn I want this


Fantasy for the Day 
She says, "It's time.  Strip and come to me."
I strip, and stand in front of her, as she sits in The Chair, holding a wicked paddle. 
I stand there, arms behind my back, listening as she lectures on and on about my very misdeeds. I stare at the paddle, wondering how much it's going to hurt when she applies it to my bare buttocks.

I'm sure they do!

AUgust 6th, Sunday Diary

In 00:15
Finished  "The Accountant"
Started back on The Newsroom:  1:1, 1:2 1:3
Car 6:17
  gas
Home 7:00
Fed animals
MDM  Franks n beans
Read LA Times
contact lenses OUT
Bed 0800
   Merry went out shopping with Stitch
up 17:00
watched SUITS
Nap 20:00 to 23:00
Up
Dinner  fried chicken, Jo potatoes, coleslaw
watched  Zoo
Bed 00:15






Fantasy for the Day
 "Bedtime," she says, yawning. "Go to the bedroom, and present yourself."
 Reluctantly, I go to the bedroom, strip naked, and bend over, hands on a chair.
  She enters, undresses to her underwear, and picks up the big paddle.
 She applies smack after smack to my bare bottom.
 She stops, and says, "Now let's get into bed."

August 5th, Saturday Diary

Up a few times
Up 6:20  showered n dressed
Merry got up n ready
Car 8:15 headed for downtown LA for a  Fabric District meet up.
8 of us convened at a Starbucks
And started walking around 9:30
Around 1200, Sunshine n I discussed going to the Hello Kitty store about a mile away, but decided to let that happen as a first-thing-morning some Saturday.
We left, and discussed lunch
Wound up at a Golden Corral, around 13:00
Home 14:11
Nap 14:20 to 17:40
Up   toilet, dressed, pill, packed, toilet.. kissed Her good bye.
Car 18:07  stopped for 2 filters   
On 101  18:35
Off 101  19:02
Office p/l 19:07
Clocked in 19:12.... ran to the toilet.
Waited for Frank to leave...he did 19:30
In the chair.
Not a lot to do.   Other than Set up for Sunday pm.
At a loss for what to watch; 
Settled on starting on "the accountant"  at  2345.

Fantasy for the Day:
"I've told you about leaving the toilet seat up," she says. "Time for a lesson."  She fetches the leather belt (tawse) and says, "Strip, and bend over, hands on the chair."
I do so.
She applies stroke after stroke of the leather to my bare behind.

For sure it's a blessing to be married to such a woman.  
I just need to re-learn how to put her talent to good use.

August 4th, Friday Diary

With Thing-2 working with me til 02:30, I had the luxury of finding a chair to take a nap in, from 00:30 to 02:00  
If I could have that nap every night-shift, I would mind this job much less.
Worked  00;20 to  06:08
Watched 30R 7:4-12, which finished the series.
Car 6:15  home 7:10
fed animals.
MDM  ham & cheesey tortillas, n lunchables
Watched TRMS-Thur  with no RM, so cut it short
Bed 0800  up 1100 n 1500
Up 19;45 in living room,  reading LA Times  while Merry n Stitch were out Walmarting.
Once they were home, 
dinner   franks n beans.
Watched one of the 2 Salvation  taped previous Wednesday
Bed 22:00


Fantasy of the Day
 Merry and I have talked about this, but sadly, it hasn't happened

I wanna be put, while naked, on the bench...  
Given a large enema with the double Bardex ...
And told to hold it.  
She times it.  And doesn't tell me how long, I just have to wait it out, while groaning and gasping.

August 3rd, Thursday Diary

Work  00:29 to 05:59
watched 30R 6:9 -- 19
Out 6:04
Stopped for 2 filters
Home 7:05
Fed animals
MDM  pork n lunchables
W TRMS-W,  with no RM  again
Bed 0800
Up 1100, and 1300
17:15 Up
Toilet, shower, dress, pill, packed
Kissed M Good bye
She asked me "You want a spanking when you get home?"
  "Well, depends on how my night goes, what kind of mood it puts me in, and the drive home...."
    But I had to commit to a yes-or-no, it would have been yes.
Car 17:50  
on 101 6:20
off 101 7:07
Office p/lot  7:13
IN 19:19
Relieved Frank
Still had the two Things working.
Made it an easy night
watched 30R  6:20,21,  7:1,2,3
Out 23:49
I knew that Merry had a date for noon on Friday...then she called me and say #2 Son asked her to take him to work...around noon, then come get him at night, 9 or 10.   I don't know yet what she's going to do.


Fantasy for the Day
The carpet beater.   
I wanna see what one feels like when applied to my bare bottom.
Of course, getting hold of one?  Well, I've seen 'em on Amazon for under $22.

August 2nd, Wednesday Diary

Worked  00:30 to 06:00
W 30Rock 6:1-8
car 6:08  home 6:57
Fed animals
MDM  pork n lunchables
W TRMS-Tue  but still no RM, so I cut it off short
Bed 0800; she was sleeping well.
Up to pee 1100 and 1500
She had been up and out, picking up Babyman and bringing him to the house, then later taking him home 
And she got gas for the car.
17:15  up
Toilet.... pill...showered  dressed  packed
Kissed M good bye
Car 18:07
On the 101, 18:35
Off the 101, 19:14
Office parking lot  19:18
IN 19:27
I relieved Thing 1, who did set up, with Thing 2 working with me for the evening, so non stressy night.
Out 23:59

Fantasy for the Day

While I'm out (at work, shopping, whatever), I get a text from Merry:  AS SOON AS YOU GET HOME,  STRIP - TAKE A SHOWER - AND BEND OVER THE CHAIR IN THE DINING ROOM - YOU KNOW THE POSITION - WHEN I AM READY, I WILL COME IN AND CANE YOUR BARE BOTTOM.
With my heart pounding in my chest, I return home, and do as told. 
Presently, I am ready:

I wait, and wait.
I hear the footsteps of her approaching.

"Are you ready?" she asks,  rhetorically.
"No, Mistress, I'd prefer to wait a bit longer," I say.
"Extra strokes for a smart mouth," she says. 
She winds up and begins.

The caning is long and hard and painful, and leaves strips up and down my buttocks.
"Get into the corner, I will let you know when you can come out."

August 1st, Tuesday Diary

W 0030--0601
Filter 2 of 4
car 605, home 6:57 
Merry was up ... after a cat peed on top of her in the bedroom.... we guess because the cat was locked in the bedroom with her, and could not get to the litter box.... so she had sheets in the wash
MDM leftover chicken n lunchables
watched some of TRMS-Monday but RM was not on it, so I cut it off early and went to bed, no sheets, just on top of a blanket  07:30
Up to pee 1145 and 1515
Awake 1645  up 1715
Toilet, shower, dressed
Pack, pill,  looked at mail  Kissed M goodbye
Car 1801  office 1917
In 19:25
Still working with The New Guy, so I did the work, while he answered phones.
Easy enough
Out for 'lunch' 00:00


Fantasy for the Day 

A little bit different from the previous one.
In a conversation about 'fantasies', I ask, "May I share my deepest darkest fantasy?"
She says "Yes."
I show her copies of "Ma'am" magazine, with depictions of F/m spanking.
"This is ..what you desire... ?" she asks, slowly.
"Yes, yes I do."
"Well..."  she goes and retrieves a large clothes brush, sits down, and says, "Get undressed."
I do.  I am probably not sporting an erection, as I am most likely more nervous than anything else.
She motions me to get over her knee.
I do.
She smacks my bottom, quite long and quite hard.

July 31, Monday, Diary

In bedroom...
 watched TBBT reruns
 Watched the last episode of House available on demand
 Sleep   awake to pee, sleep, awake to pee,  sleep, up for M&Ms

Merry got up, checked the mail; the check from FLF arrived.... super WOW!
I sent a text to FLF saying I finally got it.  (she had mailed it priority, and it was routed by way of Chicago from New Jersey)
Merry went out to drop a check at SFI,   deposit this check, went to Walmart and bought a new dress ...
I got up to fill dog n cat water bowl...
To set up Stitch's account to receive direct payments from my Chase account....
Toilet, several times.
Up 15:00
Showered and dressed
Contacts IN
Car 15:45,  to Dr Bell's.
Quite a crowd there.  Had to poop again while waiting.
Dr Bell said, I gotta change my diet.   Blood tests indicate I AM now diabetic.
AND he said he's get me a referral to a neurologist.
On the way home, deposited cash in Stitch's WF account.
Home,  toilet again.
Packed, pill, changed shoes, Kissed Merry good bye
Car 18:06
Office 19:11
Hurried upstairs to poop again.
IN 19:25
  Working with Andy, the newest guy,  who really has yet a clue about reading the board,or email, or the Grid...I expected a cluster fuck.
Well, with 81 rides total today, and starting with 54 tomorrow,
   Really, not a bad night at all.
 OUT  00:00 




Fantasy for the Day

Read Tommy's caption first.
This is a what-if fantasy for me.
What if I had not come into my current relationship with Merry, with my desires for spanking unknown to her?
This would be a role play, wherein she accidentally stumbled on my f/m spanking magazines and confronts me, and says, "So, you want a spanking?  Why didn't you just say so?"

July 30th, Sunday diary

UP 0900   coffee 
Read last Sunday's Times, then last Thursday's Times, then today's Times.
Watched
  The Spirit
   Clerks'
   Jason Bourne
 took contacts out
  Dinner  baked chicken n rice
Watched TBBT reruns
Bedroom 2200

Fantasy for the Day  
I 'crave' plain ol HARD OTK.
Merry doesn't do OTK ...well.   Whether it's her size matching up with my size... or the type of chairs we've used... Me, over her knee, has just not generated an effective spanking.
Furthermore, she doesn't always aim for the meat, the center of the buttocks.   
That's where I want it, in the center of the buttocks, created round red cherries there, like this:

July 29th Saturday Diary

Snack  0300   up a few times
9:45 up ...coffee
Merry checked mail; we received an unsolicited check from Dad... Wow.
Worked a budget.
Exchanged texts from FLF who said SHe was sending a check.
Talked to FIOS about changing cable companies, back to them.
Was told, they wanted $145 deposit, I said "never mind". The CSR said, "well hold on, I'll see if I can get an override, and call you on Tuesday."
Shopping list...
3 of us in car 14:11
Albertsons...
99c store
Walmart,   (+ 4 filters)
7-11 (lottery ticket for Merry)
Von's
Winco
Von's again
Home  18:00
Groceries up n away
MDM leftover stir fry n rice
W
  Salvation
  Suits
  Preacher
    and to bed. 



Fantasy for the Day 
Merry invites some girlfriends over to the house.
Conversationally, she asks them, "So, who else here spanks your husband or boy friend when needed?"
They looked, generally, surprised, and Merry says, "Really?  It does him and me a world of good.  Let me demonstrate....  SHILO!  Strip and get over my knee!"
Blushing, I do so... and she spanks my bottom as the other girls look on and giggle.  

July 28th Friday Diary

Worked  00:29 -- 0529
Started filter 4 of 4
Left early ...
To get gas for car
Pick up Stitch
Drop him off
And go back home
Fed animals
MDM lunchables and grilled cheese on toast
TRMS-Thursday
talked to One Main.
They still want to talk to Stitch who's a co signer
Sleep on couch
Bed
UP 15:45
Found out One Main wanted Stitch to own a car, so no dice.
Up 17:45
NO Trms-F
Dinner Frank n beans
W  Zoo
Back to bed 2100


Fantasy for the Day 
In a roleplay,  I bring my fiance to my mother's house.
In conversation, Mother asks her, "Has he told you about the spankings that I still give him?"
She giggles, "No...."
"Well, if you have any trouble with him, it's the best way to keep him in line.  Let me show you.  SHILO! Get ready."
I blush... and I strip, and I go over her lap, and she administers a hard spanking with a hairbrush as the fiance giggles and smirks.

July 27th Thursday Diary

Worked  00:30 to 05:31
Car 5:40  home  6:20, Stitch on board, dropped him 6:35 and home 6:54
Fed animals
MDM finished the pulled pork, on tortillas
W TRMS-W
To bed
Talking with Merry
Who requested, and I obliged her, with a 'gasm.
Sleep 0900
Up 3 x to pee
Up 17:20
Went to take my pill so I wouldn't forget again
Toilet...shower...dressed
packed
Kissed Merry good bye
Car 18:02
work 19:30   
In 19:40   
Night work wasn't AS bad as I feared, but still .... bad.
AMGEN board of directors meeting, keeping us too busy.
Once the night was covered, I had to set up the next night.
Was working with Thing2: a good Thing.  


Fantasy of the Day:

I come home from work-errands-whatever, and she is waiting in The Chair, holding The Brush, and tells me to strip and get over her lap.
I do so...and she smacks my bottom hard and long. 
Maybe she gives me a reason for it, maybe not.

July 26th Wednesday Diary

Worked  00:29 to 06:05
W 30Rock 5:10--22
Car 6:12, wiped windshield
6:18 to home 7:16
Fed animals
MDM  Stir fry n rice
W TRMS-Tues
Bed 0800
Up three times to pee
17:25  up 
toilet, shower, dress
Packed, forgot pill
Kissed M goodbye
Car 18:12  
Office 19:32
Worked 19:39 to 0000

Denny left at 2130, very tired, leaving me with the new guy/trainee Andy.   No big deal, for THIS night
Thursday night is going to be  fukt up.  Very busy with the worst guy possible in lead.

Fantasy for the Day 

Now that we have a couch, I fantasize about laying across her lap, while she sits on the couch, as she goes to town on my bare bottom.

JULY 25TH TUESDAY dIARY

WORK:  0030 to 0602

W:  Independence Day-Resurgence, then The Dark Knight

Car 6:08  home 7:00  
Fed Donna...mdm PP on buns
W TRMS-Monday
 Merry was up n moving, getting ready to go on a breakfast date.
Bed 8:15
Donna was on the bed already, and in a bit of a playful mood, rolling around, barking at nothing...I finally had to sternly suggest she leave the bedroom.

Up a few times to pee

Merry came home, said her date went well; it might turn into ...well, something.

Up 17:25 then 17:35
Showered  dressed
Merry handed me her phone, for an incoming call from OneMain, to whom I had applied.  I told the person, I was not ready to talk about it, as I was getting ready for work, that I would be in touch when I am ready.
Saw an email that my work HR dept had agreed to cash out 20 hours of my vacation hours.
We spoke to Stitch about talking to his boss about maybe cashing out some of his vacation time.
Merry had opened a GoFundMe page.  We already had a $50 donation  (from Stitch's ex wife) and we got another $100 donation, from the woman who used to be our roommate at the other house.
Car 18:14
Stopped for filters
Moving 18:21
LOTS of traffic
At office 19:32
IN 19:39
Working with Denny, which meant things were under control, but a few things to be sorted out for the night.
Denny told me that his wife had been home for over a week (from being in isolation/rehab with a diagnosis of Mersa) and was doing well with hopping around or using a walker, and all of his in-law-relatives had departed for home, earlier today.
"out"  23:59

On any given day, I tend to have one recurrent fantasy in my head. Not the same fantasy each day, but some singular fantasy for that day.... call it
Fantasy for The Day
   Being required to cum before a spanking.
   This almost says it all:
  

The pinkish buttocks suggest he has already had a dose.
Now she masturbates his cock until he cums. 
Then he's getting another dose of the hairbrush.