She told us that subMike had put forth some new hard limits: no cum eating, no impact play, no tickling...
Her reaction: so, nothing to play with him left, anymore.
She asked if I was ready....
I said, "Let's go outside and talk."
I told Her about this jealousy > anger I was feeling, though I still admitted, "I know you're coming home with me..."
I told Her, this scene we're considering...might be better if we wait til we can video it for a clip for the clips4sale studio I hope to open.
I told Her, I still can't get the acid out of my stomach, that if I get on a bench, I might 'lose it'.
She said, "Maybe ...in the morning."
I said, "Maybe." Yeah, right.
We gathered the crew. Kaimi asked if he could get it ride.
We said yes, if he wanted to sit in the cargo area.
First, we went to dinner or dessert.
Our favorite place was closed.... for some reason that got past us.
We went on to a Denny's.
Sunshine took over. Very amusing.
Then...we returned to the house, to drop subMike off, to get into his car.... went on to South LB to drop HLB off, then on into Cyp. to drop Kaimi off. Kaimi revealed, he has narcolepsy, and can't drive, so that led to an interesting discuss....
And we went back home.... arriving at 0430.
I just made to the toilet, before mybowels exploded...
And in bed, 0445.
Up around 0600, pee and snack.
Back to bed.
She woke me up, 1215.
I offered Her a DO, She declined, saying Her stomach was 'off'.
It was ...no surprise ...too late to conduce a MerryThree....
She offered me, and I accepted, coffee and buttered toast.
I ate, surrounded by the dogs, while reading Saturday's paper.
Then I got up, and showered and dressed...and headed out to the car.
1333...
At office 1415, and rushed in to the toilet.
My coworker EJ had started on notes and stuff for the morning work, which was my job..he had just started it.
My head was not into it, and I told him to run with it.
Good thing; it was a prickly bear of a night.
If he had been running the night, I would have had to constantly pause morning set up, to help him.
I went through our bank accounts and budget, and felt my stress level popping up through my head.
I read a wonderful story She wrote on Fet, about us, and felt a tear well up in my eye.
I spoke to Her on the phone, a bit after midnight, and said "I Love you," and "Goodnight."
HsLS 225
HsLO 326
HsLD 81
H UN 242
Her DO? offered/declined
AFter many trips to the toilet, while seemingly pooping out every iota of food that's passed my lips in the last month...
off work 1935.
She called me just as I was getting in the car, to go over the evening's plan.
Did I mention previously, that I sent Her an email, with an idea I had for 'MerryThree' at the upcoming party?
Have I mentioned that, just about whenever we make plans, God seems to laugh at us, and say, "Oh yeah?"
Home about 2040.
I unloaded my car completely, planning on taking a total of five to the party.
Stitch met me, and told me, he was not going, and tallship was not going.
SubMike arrived, as expected, as he was going to caravan to the party with us, and was shown in to wait, as Merry had gone to pick up HLB and bring him to the house, to go with us.
I stripped, and showered, and squirted into my butt a couple shots from a bulb enema, until I was running clean, and dressed in my party wear, and was packing the toy bag, when She returned, with HLB.
I took our bag, and his, to the car, and figured we were ready.
Since we had an extra seat, subMike rode with us.
We arrived oh ten-ish at the BoD, and went in, and She went looking for Kaimi, another new and young sub that we met at the last LICK munch, and found him sitting outside in the ring around the fire.
She brought him in, and introduced him to a spanking bench, in view of where HLB and I were sitting, and asked me to pull out three of the lightest paddles from the bag.
Well, I didn't bring any 'light' ones, but I gave Her the least heavy ones.
I watched..we watched...as She 'played' with Kaimi, which meant, beating his bottom, but lightly...
and as I related to HLB, I was feeling .... jealousy.
Why?
Logically, I was able to tell myself, it does not matter who She dances with at a party, because I KNOW She is coming home with me.
And yet... I felt the jealousy that was turning to anger.
Which is what happens with most of the negative feelings inside me.
And my stomach hurt. Lots of acid, no food all day....
I think, in part, the jealousy came from the Way She was playing with him. Playful. Gentle, almost.
NOT the way She plays with me, where the only gears She seems to have are "Hard" "Harder" and "Hardest".
Finished with Kaimi, She went on to play with subMike.
She plays with him in a whole different way.
It's not a way that evokes jealousy within me; I've seen it before at other parties... BUT that She was playing with YET another one, did spark some bad feelings with me.
She finished with him, and come over to join us......
HsLS 201
HsLO 302
H un 218
Hsld 57
Her DO yes
