Diary 5.21

No further emotional trauma at work, and I departed about 0835.
Had to stop for gas on the way home, and arrived 09.45
She called me earlier to say that Her son had left some important meds at home and She was on Her way, with him, to get them.
They returned about 10:10.  I assumed She was going to work, but She was not.  The boy got in my car, and we headed for his 10:30 appointment.
My initial plan was to NOT take the freeways... but I did, anyway, and made good time, as I parked and we were walking in the building by 10:35.
Up to the 3rd floor, in the lobby and checked in, waited a whole minute before being shown in to the general reception, then into a waiting room for the doctor, and were there 15 minutes before he came in.
Blah blah blah this and that,  and we left, headed down to get him a blood draw.
That was quick and painless, for me, and we left, and arrived home  11:49.
I took care of minor chores around the house.
She took the boy home, and I lay down for a nap,  16:30.
Awake 1950 as She was making dinner.
I did some paperwork...
She declared dinner as ready,
The three of us ate at the table, then we had a household budget meeting.
Then, I went into my room, and started making the bed,  as we had stripped it, and put the mattress cover, and top and bottom sheet, through the washer and dryer, earlier in the day.
Then I watched Fargo from 5/13.
She came in to join me...
And I was asleep around midnight.

HsLS  39
HsLo  216
HsLD  38
Hr UN  275
Her DO  ?  No
Did I offer? No.

from What Wearing A Chastity Device means to Me
Never wearing about being a crappy fuck.

from Five Basics for Keyholding
My hands should be bound before any release,  to facilitate an easy recapture.

from One Woman's Tips to Make Him a Submissive Man
Make him fully shave.... all over.  Full Body.

Diary 05.20

While I was at work, She sent me a text:

“You’ve been a naughty boy, and I’ve used the Random Punishment Selector.”

So 6:30 a.m., I headed home, a little bit nervous.

Once home, I took care of chores and took a shower.

I stood naked at the doorway to Her room.

She said, “Close the door, put on your briefs, and knock before entering.”

I did so.

“Come in.”

I opened the door, and entered, and stood in front of Her.

“You’ve missed quite a few days now, in providing me with D.O.  I understand, there have been good reasons and extenuating circumstances, but the fact remains, you have been amiss in your duty.  I’ve use the Random Punishment Selector to decide your punishment.  So, go get the cock and ball pillory, and bring it in here.”

I did so.
“Place it someplace where you will be less likely to fall over.”

I set it down, close to the edge of the bed.

“Now bring in the turquoise chair.”

I fetched it.”

“Put it there,” She said.  “Now, take ‘em down, and put yourself in the pillory.”

I took down and off my tighty-whities, and stepped up to the pillory. I put my ankles in the metal cuffs, adjusted the height on the post,  separated the metal bars enough to push and pull my ‘junk’ in between the bars, then squeezed the bars together, and tightened the wing nuts.

“Bend over.”

I did, with the palms of my hands flat on the bed.

She stood up and behind me, and applied forty two strokes of the short black Delrin cane, from the top of my buttocks down to just about the back of my knees.

“Unclamp yourself….now, bend over the back of the chair.”

I did so, and She picked up the Zombie Killer paddle.

And  She delivered four strokes of it  across the middle of my buttocks.

“Now, FDAU on the bed.”

I got on the bed, on my knees, my feet just dangling off the edge, then I bent at the waist forward, so  that my face was  on the bed,  with my butt pushed up.

She picked up a long plastic paint mixing rod, and applied eighteen strokes of it across my buttocks, and down my thighs.

She started to pull on my right leg, so that it seemed out of line with my left knee and leg, so I moved my left leg accordingly, and She whacked my thighs. 

“I did not tell you to move. I’m trying to adjust your backside to get even impact on both sides.  You get nineteen more for moving.”

And nineteen more strokes were applied.

“Get up, that’s the end of the physical portion.  Now go into the back yard, and bend over the hot tub.”

I did so, and She followed, and I heard the click click click sound  that my phone makes when the camera is being used.

We went back inside, and She handed me a black dress. 

“Put it on.”

I pulled it up, and over my head, and down.

“This part of your punishment includes forced cross-dressing, and corner time.  You might be able to think of something that could reduce the actual corner time.”

Well, I can take a hint.  “May I provide you with a D.O.?”

“Yessss,” She said, with the slightest of smiles, and She took off Her robe, and lay down on the bed, wearing only panties.

I got on the bed, on top of Her, and began kissing Her neck, and working my way down, then She said, “No, lower…”

I moved down, and pulled Her panties down, and off Her feet, and began working my tongue between Her tightly closed thighs. 

After gasping loudly a few times, She whispered, “That all you got?”

“Well, let’s find out.”

I pulled the dress up and off.

My penis was not showing interest,  but some manipulation of it against Her wetness woke it up, and soon we were performing the ol’ in-out.

It lasted maybe ten minutes, then my hard-on wilted.

I think, due to the pain in my nipples and thighs.

She told me to get up, wipe down my penis, and put the dress back on.

I did.

She took pictures of me on Her phone, so I don’t have them, then led me to the living room, opened the front door wide, with the security screen door still closed, and told me to stand in the corner created by the open front door and the screen door, such that anyone passing by could look in and see me there.

Well, it’s not that busy a street. But the mail had not been delivered yet, and was actually late, by his usual standards.

“Do not talk to anybody but me,” She said.

During corner time, I usually go into mantra meditation:  “I am … I am … I am… I am… I am…”

After a few minutes, She said, “Start singing, “Twinkle Twinkle Little Bat”.

In my off-key voice, I sang the four lines of the song, repeatedly,  some twenty times.

“Stop.  Now,  recite prime numbers from one to a thousand.”

“Two, three, five, seven, eleven……   

  …One fifty-seven…”

“Stop.  Turn around.  You’re done.  Go ahead and do whatever you need to do.”

I removed the dress, put on my briefs, and a robe.  With the front door open, it was pleasantly chilly.

I started fixing my dinner, as She started getting ready for work.

I was eating and reading the paper,  when She brought in a handful of handy wipes.

“Find a gallon freezer bag to put these in.”

I got up, and did so, and returned to the paper.

From inside the shower, She called out, “Bring me the plumber’s tape.”

I got up, found the tape inside Her room, and went into the bathroom and handed it to Her, and returned to the paper.

She was putting together Her lunch, and said, “Find a plastic bag for me to carry this.”

I got up and went into the kitchen, found one, and handed it to Her, and sat down again.

“These gallon bags don’t always seal tight.  Do we have any others?”

I got up, went into the kitchen and poked around.  “Um…no others.”

I sat down again.

“Go out to my car and see if it has gas in the tank.”

I got up, found her Keys, went out the front door, down the walk, out the gate, down the sidewalk to our driveway, opened Her car, put the key in the ignition, and turned it…. Yep, all good.

I returned, inside the house.  “Full tank.”

“Oh, good. “

I did not bother sitting down again, as I watched Her doing Her final preparations to leave.

She departed around 10:45, and I finally finished the paper, and was in bed by 11:15.

My alarm annoyed me at 17:00; I was upright at 1730.

And surprised that She had not tried to wake me as yet, so I guessed She wasn't home yet.

But, as I headed into the shower, I saw Her son, standing in front of Her tv in Her room, watching, and I stuck my head in, and saw Her, sound asleep on Her bed.

I showered and dressed and made iced coffee, then went in to to kiss Her goodbye.  

She woke up enough to say 'Good bye' back at me, and I left.

In my car, 18:00.   

On the 710 north....and almost at a dead stop, averaging maybe 5 to 6 mph... up to the 5, when it all broke, wide open.

At work, 19:28.

  Out of the frying pan and into the fire.

The night work I had to do, no problem.

But helping my relatively inexperienced coworker do set up for Wednesday,  the finale of "American Idol"...

Errrrrgh...

She likes 'surprising' me.

Now, I have a couple, for Her.

HsLS  15

HsLO  192

HsLD  16

Hr Un 251

Her DO  Yes

from What Wearing a Chastity Device Means to Me

The number of multiple orgasms ..more.. that She can have than me has gone up by one.

from Her Five Rules for Controlling My Orgasm

I will swallow every drop of my ejaculate, always, without hesitation, and without being told.

from Five Basics for Keyholding

Her teasing me builds my desire for Her. 

Epilogue:

 Not a bad overnight.  Would even say, a calm one.  

I could speculate, I'm not taking that stress leave, after all.  

It's 06:20 as I'm composing this, with another couple hours to go.

2nd epilogue:
Getting ready to leave work and no new drama to report.

05.19 diary

 As mentioned in yesterday's post, Monday morning at work was ... amongst the top three Most stressful, Most challenging, Most GRRRRR  shifts I've had... (for the last 3 hours or so) in the twenty years I've been doing this.

Out of the office  0730.

Home, 0830, and I called Her on the way, to make sure She was awake, and getting on the phone to make a doctor's appointment.  

I was ready to chew on a can of nails and kick a cinder block down the street.......

I fed the animals,  and She prepared scrambled eggs and toast for me, to which I added re-heated rice and re-heated chicken, and I ate and read the paper,  and excused myself to bed, around 10:00.

Up once around 15:00, to avail myself of the ice cream treat that She had pointed out to me, was in the freezer, and back to bed 15:15.

She woke me up around 1705 to make sure I was getting up, and observed, no time for a "D.O" but asked if I wanted a bottom beating.  I politely declined.

I got up 1730,  went to the toilet, took a shower, dressed... was ready by 1800, half an hour before I needed to go, so I told Her, I had time, if the offer was still good...

In my room,  She sat on the bed, legs out, back propped up by pillows, and I lay myself over Her lap.

She applied the small church paddle 10 times to each of my buttocks, four sets in all, then fifteen times on backs of my upper thighs.

I got up, and finished dressing, said goodbye to all, and was in my car 1840, and at work 1928.

The night was easy.   (Read on, below the pix)  

HsLS  168 1/2
HsLO  168 1/2
HsLD  6
Hr UN   227
Her DO  no
Did I offer:  no
           

from What Wearing a Chastity Device Means to me

Wondering if a finger in the ass is preferable to full balls.

from Her Five Rules for Controlling My Orgasms

If I ask permission to cum, and you continue, but I do not cum within thirty seconds, it is over, I am locked up, and the clock is reset as if I did cum, even though I did not.

from Five Basics for Keyholding

She decides WHEN:  When I will be unlocked, when I may cum.

     

Epilogue:
One driver that overslept ... his first pickup was for 0500; I called him at 0415 to see when he would arrive to pick up a car...he was still sleeping...which meant, a lot of juggling, taking a guy off a 515 job, to do the 500, taking a guy off a 530 job to do the 515,  taking a guy off a 545 job to do the 530...then the sleeping beauty arrived in time to do the 545.
And a personal assistant for a hot shot agent, traveling in London, calling every 15 minutes to get driver information in London, which I could not get from our London affiliate for the longest time.
And a client calling at 0430 to book an SUV starting in Middle-of-Fucking-Nowhere, CA, and it took 15 minutes to complete, because of the slowness of ..the computer, of her changing the credit card, the email address....   errrgh.
Okay that's two.... one more morning like this, and I'm probably going out on a stress leave.

05.17 Diary

..still awake ,  finally got up at 0015, for chocolate cookies and to read Thursday's paper.
Back to bed, still not sleeping, and noticed She had some kinda strange movie on.
I asked, and she (not She) answered, "The Devil's Rejects."
I started watched it with her, as we talked.
..about how She prefers crunchy peanut butter, but is okay with creamy, if there's no crunchy, but with creamy, it depends on the brand.
Movie ended, and I finally managed to get to sleep, 0315.
Up unaided, 0722.
 I thought I had set my alarm for 0700, and I did, but for Sunday.
Anyway, up and showered and dressed,  and kissed Her goodbye, and She asked, in some puzzlement, "Did you watch the Devils Rejects last night?"
I chuckled, "Yep."
In car  0819, and clocked in at work  0902.
Glanced at me email, at work, saw a statement from my bank, saying I was overdrawn.
I hurriedly took a look,  realized that my budget had not allowed for bills paid recorded in my previous pay period as actually being paid this period, and, yes, I was quite overdrawn.
I sent an email to Her, and in the afternoon, She went to my bank, and made a deposit.
She asked, by text, "Does this mean I get anything I want tonight?'
I asked, if She wanted a Rolls Rolls.
She sent by text, "No I want your brand of smooth peanut butter."
Ah, so.    Very well, then.

Off work and out, 20;00
Home 2100.
She wasn't home yet, helping a friend in another part of LB.
I took a shower...  dressed...  finalized a blog entry.... was having dinner, as they arrived home.
Around 2245, I went into the bedroom, and just laid flat,  hot and tired.  
She came in, lay down, and we talked a bit...  before I went to sleep, about midnight.




HsLS  110 1/2
HSLO  110 1/2
HsLB   62
H UN  179
Her DO  No
Did I offer?  No.



from What Wearing a Chastity Device Means to Me
I learn to make choices, whether I prefer a crushed erection, or having my balls ripped off.

from Her Five Rules for Controlling My Orgasms.
If I ask to cum, but you stop, I will receive merciless post-orgasm torture.

from Five Basics on Keyholding
She holds the key.  I should not forget that, She will not.  She is in control. I have none.

05.16 Diary

After the show, I offered Her a DO, and She accepted.
I was still too full and bloated to do anything more than that.
Asleep around 0100.

Up 1030 for coffee, pills, snack... feeding animals..toilet, helping Her with tape...toilet... then She dressed and went to run errands,  and I continued with painting the front porch.
At 11:00, it was 84º  in the living room, 78º in Her room, 86º in my room, and 95º out on the porch.
She was going through some drama with Her group and a possibility of it being shut down, along with Her second oldest son coming by.
I continued painting until 14:30, when it was 90º in the living room, 88º in Her room, 95º in my room, and 98º out on the porch.
I sat down to cool off and catch my breath.
Then got onto my laptop, to check some things out.
Then I showered and dressed, and went out to my car, to go pick up M, and brought her back home.
Then I packed up the car, and four of us got in it, and we went to Her dinner/meeting.
She and I set up the meeting room, then sat down to dinner.
The members convened for their meeting, while I busied myself with an essay,  then they came out, and dessert was served, then I went to the meeting room, to disassemble it.
We departed, around 2140.
I dropped M off first, then we went home.
Brought the stuff in....
And I undressed and got into bed.
She came along,  and I offered Her the DO.
She accepted.
I provided.
She wanted more, but I declined, just too tired or pre occupied, thinking about going to work the next day, so my winkie was not responding.  It usually responds when I'm giving oral, but it did not this time, and I knew it would be useless.
She said, "I wanted to have you inside me, then beat your ass, but...."
"Yeah," I said, regretfully, rolling away.
She lay down, on Her side, Her back to me.
"Is there something here that needs resolution before we go to sleep?"
"I ... don't think  so, "She said.
I lay down, turned off the lights, and She asked me to find the tv remote control.
I did, and handed it to Her.
She turned it on to the news....and was snoring within minutes
So I reached over and turned the volume way way down, and tried to go to sleep.

HsLS  86 1/2
HsLO  86 1/2
HsLD  38
H UN 155
Her DO   Yes, very early a.m. and very late PM

from A Dozen Rules for a Chastised Husband
Failure to meet Her satisfaction in any regard will result in Corporal Punishment.

from What Wearing a Chastity Device Means to Me
I learn how many nocturnal erections that I am capable of. 

from Her Five Rules for Controlling My Orgasms
I will ask permission to cum BEFORE the  point of no return.



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05.15 Diary

Awake around 0930...
She told me to go get on the spanking bench.
I got up, went to pee, first,  dragged out the bench, took off my briefs, and knelt on it.
She started with 25 strokes of the Delrin cane across my buttocks, then 25 smacks of a wooden brush to each cheek, then 50 strokes of a long plastic paint mixer across my cheeks.

She said She was done.
I got up, and took some 'selfies'.  She was getting ready for work; I helped Her with Her laundry, then sat down for coffee and pills.  She left for work....
I started some laundry, then I started the painting-the-porch project,  around 11:30.

At 1330, temperatures around the house showed:  94º in the living room, 84º in Her bedroom,  97º in my room, and 104º on the porch where I was working.
Enough already.
I went in and made the bed, cleaned up the kitchen,  started the dishwasher, put my laundry in the dryer, put a rug from my room in the washer,  and sat down to try to cool off.
She arrived home, 1415.
She sat down, and I took off Her shoes and socks, and put a cold wet towel over Her feet, with a bag of ice on top of it.
Then I went about sweeping, then mopping, the living room...  and went out, and put the rug in the dryer, and brought my dry laundry inside,  and sat down.
I started reading Science of Mind, and got caught up for the last month.
And I went to my laptop, and started checking on credit card balances, and making payments.
Then it was time to get ready.
I showered and dressed, and She showered and dressed,  and got in my car by 1730.
We picked up another young woman on the way, as we headed for a munch  in Huntington Beach.
We arrived, and entered, and ate and ate and ate.....
By which time, I could not sit straight anymore, and excused myself, and went out to my car to recline for a bit.
I went back in as it was wrapping up, and waiting for the ladies, and went back to the car.
First thing was to get gas.... then I dropped off our guest,  and headed home.
We pulled up in front of the house, and She asked if we could just in the car, and talk.
Her first topic: Do I want to be in chastity to Her?
Well, yes.
We decided... that She would put me in chastity, whenever She goes out of town....not that any such trips are currently on the calendar.  And She might do so,  while still at home, if there's extended periods where She might be able to do without me.   The primary issue is, Her hypersensitivity to metal, and if I am wearing metal, and it rubs off,  it creates a swelling in Her nethers.
So, other part of the decision was,  She granted permission for me to go shopping for another CD, one of polycarbonate or silicon.  With that, She would be inclined to lock me up, anytime.
We also discussed, how hurt She was when I talked about how strange it is to think of Her as my wife, and me being Her husband, and I tried to explain, that this is how I feel about marriage in general, this doesn't feel like marriage, because it doesn't not fit into my long standing image of marriage... but I will adapt to it.  
At one point, She said, "This is not about YOUR desires."
After a shocked pause, I said, "Then what the fuck am I here for?"
By way of explanation, I figured out, I hope, She mean, this is not about HER desires, either, but OUR desires, and what all works in the relationship.
We went in.
I got on the bed, still overstuffed or worse from dinner.
After a bit, She came in, and we watched the Big Bang Theory series finale.

HsLS  62 1/2
HsLO  62 1/2
HsLD  14
H UN  131
Her DO  no

from A Dozen Rules for a Chastised Husband
When driving, with Her in the car, I can not get upset with other drivers.

from What Wearing a Chastity Device Means to Me
I'm learning to love moisturizers and baby oil.

Her Five Rules for Controlling My Orgasms.
I will be restrained whenever the chastity device is removed. 

05.14 Diary

Finished with work, 909.
Walked across the street to CVS... had to get an anniversary card (eight months!).
And bought some spray-on hair remover.
Back in my car, arrived home 1045.... pulled in the driveway, just as She was getting into Hers, and yelled at me (by 'yelled' I mean, loud enough for me to hear Her, otherwise I couldn't) to shut down Her computer, as She could not...and She departed, and I went in.
I got Her laundry out of dryer, put some in wash, and took it in...folded it, it away.
Fed the residents of my room...
I glued this, glued that, glued another thing.....
Sat down, and had lunch, which was what She brought home for me, from the munch She attended the previous night,   and fell asleep in the chair.
I think...I moved to some bed, and She woke me up around 1730, to get up and get ready to go out, for dinner, Her surprise, and Her treat.
In the shower, I sprayed on the hair remover.
And I think, rubbed it in, against directions, on my belly...
Which resulted in quite a bit of burning, and a rash that still persists.
Dressed and in the car....
And She told me to put on a blindfold, to make the destination a total surprise.
Turned out to be a Sizzler, which was  wonderful.

Home about 22:00.
88º in the living room....

She had computer work to accomplish.
I went to my room, and watched Fargo from the DVR.
She came in, told me She had been on the computer, then talking to Stitch, getting some oral from Stitch... then she told me to get over Her lap.
I did, and She took down my briefs,  and smacked my bottom with the medium church paddle,  20 on my left cheek, then my right, then my left, then my right.

She told me to get up and off Her, and I did,
and I offered Her the Daily Orgasm, which She accepted.
I provided a few, orally, and She wanted me to come up and mount Her, but I told Her, my chest was still on fire from that idiotic depilation spray, and She said, "Well, okay."

And we went to sleep, around midnight.

HsLS  38 1/2
HsLO  38 1/2
HsLD  1
H UN  107
Her DO  Yes.

from A Dozen Rules for a Chastised Husband
I am responsible for keeping my housekeeping dresses and aprons cleaned and pressed.

from Seven Benefits a Man Gets with Enforced Chastity
The wife calls the shots...when it comes to sex, when it comes to Her pleasure, when it comes to His pleasure.   She is the boss. 

from What Wearing a Chastity Device Means to Me
I learn how to shave, very closely.

05.13 Diary

A helluva busy night...
During which, She met me in a chatroom, and told me to bring two implements when I come into the bedroom (once I get home).
So, great.
Trying to get through all this work, and thinking about THAT at the same time.
Finally done with work ...0700 in car, and home  0750.

Fed the animals,  took a shower....

and I wrote a blog entry on spanko for what happened next:

I was told, in a chat room here, by Her, to bring two implements with me.
I work graveyard, and what She said is shorthand for ,  once I get home in the morning, to take a shower, and come into the bedroom, naked, bringing two implements of my choice.
After the shower, I picked out a plastic rubbermaid paint stirrer, under a foot long, with three holes along the length, great for paint stirring...or spanking; and a wooden paddle,  roughly 4" by 6" on the spanking surface, multiples holes bored into it.
I entered the bedroom, and waited instructions.
She told me to get into bed with Her, next to Her.
I did, and we pillow talked.
She told me about Her sexual activity with the other guy, some hours prior,  who had left for work a couple hours before,  which kind of aroused me,  and I started getting frisky, and She asked, "Now or later?"
"Um, which and what?" I asked.
"Your spanking, now or later."
"Later," I said, smiling, getting down to business.
Her breasts are extremely sensitive and erogenous, and She was laughing and shrieking as I squeezed and fondled them, trying to protect them from me,  then yelled, "Now!"
I pulled down Her panties, the only thing She wore in bed,  and was about to begin oral service,and She said, 'Not necessary, get up here."
I did, and Her right hand guided my hard penis into Her warm nethers.
We did the ol in-out for quite some minutes.
She came, numerous times....  and I finally came!
This is a rarity. I've noted on my personal blog, that it's been 832 hours, since my last orgasm.
Prior to Her, I had gone over ten years without having intercourse, and knew how to pleasure myself through masturbation.
I met Her, and She forbid me to masturbate,  telling me I can only cum during intercourse.
It's been a whole different issue with sensitivity, so my orgasms during intercourse have been infrequent.  But it happened this time.
I was not wearing a condom.  She gives me a choice, with or without.  I go without,  as my sensitivity is even lower, with one.
But, because of surgery She's had, the back of Her vagina is closed off.  There's no place for my output to go, but out the way it went in.
So, I am required to clean Her out.
Which, I actually enjoy!
Once that was done, the sheets were quite wet, between Her juices and mine,  and we got up and She stripped the bed, and took the sheets to the washing machine.
I have long hair, down to my shoulder blades,  and it was hanging loose this whole time, rather than tied back in a pony tail; and I have a medium length goatee and beard.... and She said I had cum dripping off my beard, and in my hair, and it was time for another shower.
We showered together, then dried off, and returned to the bedroom.
She told me to get on the bed, Face Down and Ass Up.
Actually, all She said is, "FDAU."   I knew what to do.
On the bed, close enough to the edge that my feet were just hanging off, on my knees, bent over, face on the mattress,  ass pushed up, legs spread.
She began with warm ups, with the plastic stirrer,  really just trying it out, to see how it felt in Her hand, see what kind of impact it made on my flesh.
Then She said, "Now getting serious...."
She applied the wooden paddle,  ten to my right cheek, ten to my left, ten to my right cheek, ten to my left.
She told me to relax, so that my torso was pressed down against my thighs.
She applied the plastic stirrer to front of my thighs, ten on each side.
'Stay there," She said, leaving the room.
She returned, with another new implement, a yard long plastic stirring stick, with a flapper at the end, similar in shape and design to a spatula, but smaller.
She whacked me buttocks ten times a cheek with that.
Then had me stand up, straight, and applied it ten times to the front of each of my thighs.
Just to test it, She whacked my chest with it, once just above each of my breasts,  then a few easy whacks on my pubic mound, then had me turn around, and gave my upper back a number of hard whacks with it.
Then She tossed it on the bed, had me turn around, gave me a hug and a kiss, and said, "Ready for breakfast?"
First, I took a half dozen selfies with my cell phone,  then we started making breakfast.

Continuing 'live'.... breakfast, newpaper, and sleep at 1145, in a bedroom with a warm 84 degree temperature.
Awake 1615 for pee, drink, snack,  back to sleep...
Up 1730...
Shower  dressed
in car 1823
At work 1920
and felt like I was wading through an alligator-filled swamp.
(The company finished with slightly over 200 rides on Tuesday, and started Wednesday, with 170 on the books).
Errgh.

HsLS  14 1/2
HsLO  14 1/2
HsLD   13 1/2
Hr UN  83
Her DO?  Oh yeah

A Dozen Rules for a Chastised Husband
Each week, I will wash and clean my everyday housekeeping dress for chores.

Seven Benefits a Man gets from Enforced Chastity
I experience heightened and greater sexual intimacy with Her.

Wearing a Chastity Device Means
Feeling and hearing the lock tap-tap-tap as I walk.

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05.12 Diary

Off work 0630.
Stopped for gas,  home 0730.
Little-s was up and awake and sitting at her computer.
I told her, I just wanted to take care of business and go to bed.
She told me an interesting tidbit about what transpired between Merry and Stitch, the previous night.
 Which Merry has yet to mention, herself.....
I fed the animals....
Then She came along, offered to make breakfast, and I accepted.
We ate,  while I read the newpaper.
She asked if I wanted to sleep in Her room, as it would be a lot cooler during the day, and I accepted.
In bed about 0915.
Up around 1300 for snack and a drink and a pee.
She said She had been napping and reading and napping in an easy chair, and came to join me when I went back to bed.
Awake again, 1500.
She began stroking my penis, then sucking on it.... then She got on top of me, female superior,  then got off, as She said She doesn't have the muscle tone to stay on top, like that, very long.
She rolled off me, and I rolled onto Her.
We did the ol in-out a few minutes, and I stopped, and rolled off, and She said I should try to go back to sleep.
She got up to get dressed to go run errands.
I got up for some water....and realized that was the end of my sleeping.
I piddled around for awhile.
She came home from the market, etc, and I went out and assisted with the loose items, as She did not have any bags.
Then I showered and dressed, and bid all a good night.
In the car 1840,  realized I left my phone on the charger, went back in for it, and on my way 1844.
Gosh, I love Monday lack-of-traffic. Arrived at work 1915.
With all hell breaking loose.
Too fukkin busy for the newish guy and gal working on shift, to handle it all.
Busy night.... and Tuesday looks even more so.
Ugh.

HsLS  9
HsLO  832
HsLD 36
H UN  59
Her DO   Yes


from A Dozen Rules for  a Chastised Husband
I only wear my formal housekeeping dress with Her approval.

from Seven Benefits a Man Gets from Enforced Chastity
I learn and train to be a devoted husband.

from Wearing a Chastity Device Means:
Never wondering if the other guy's is bigger.

05.11 Diary

Awake 0930...
We started with me, giving Her oral,  then intercourse, and a break, then me, using a vibrator, and oral, and intercourse, and more oral for Her....
And during another break, I called Mom for Mother's Day.
Then we got up and headed into the living room, and She said, "Get the spanking bench out."
I did...and took off the briefs that I had just put on, and got on it.
She went into the bedroom for implements, and returned.
And told me to count as She applied:
 25 of the medium church paddle to each of my buttocks;
10 of the foot long black Delrin cane across my buttocks from left to right.
Then 10 of the same, from right to left.
Then 25 of the same, on my left cheek,then my right.
Then 10 of the same, from left to right, on my sit spot and upper thighs...
Then 10 of the same, from right to left.
Then She had me stand up straight, cover my package with my hand, and landed 10 strokes of it, first on my front and inner thigh, then my left one.
Then She told me to go stand in the corner in the entry way.
I did, with feet close enough together for the ankle bones to touch, my nose in the corner as far as my forehead would allow.
And She told me to start singing... anything.
I sang "I release and I let go" and number of times, then She told me to sing "Twinkle Twinkle Little Bat", which I did, several times.
Then She said, "Come to the table, breakfast is ready,"
And I joined Her at the table.
We ate, while reading the Sunday paper....
And She said, She wanted to go into Her room, and watch mindless t.v., just kinda vegetate.
Which She did, while I went about minor chores:   scooping the litter box in my room, emptying the porta-potty,  fixing the ramp, collecting newspapers for pick up day,  taking Her stuff from my room to Hers...
When I went in to Her room, She had shifted to little-s, and was watching "Mrs Doubtfire" on t.v.
In my room, I lay down for a few minutes.
Stitch came in around 1320, to remind me of the time.
I got up, and took a shower...and dressed, and packed,  said good bye to her and Stitch, and went to my car, departing around 1350, and at work  1435.
 Much more volume at work than I expected for both Sunday and Monday, but nothing stress-inducing.
I did not hear one word or text or message from Her,  the whole night....

HsLS  13
HsLO  808
HsLD  12
H UN  35
Her DO?  Many

from  A Dozen Rules for a Chastised Husband
I comply to all requests She makes, not matter how humiliating I may find them to be. 

from Seven Benefits a Man gets from Enforced Chastity
Without my own sexual desires to consider, I focus on Hers.

from Wearing a Chastity Device means
Waiting for an empty cubicle or stall,  rather than a urinal, in order to pee.