July 3, C = 13

Home, about 0630.
Fed my furbabies, took Cookie out for a walk.
Called Her, or She called me, while She was picking up a prescription.
Continued talking,  right up to when the battery on Her phone died.
I went about fixing my breakfast, and was upstairs, sorting 4 days worth of newspapers when She called back.
I mildly chastized Her for not having a car charger.
She said, She has one, but did not have it plugged in, and couldn't reach it while She was driving.
Then, we were discussing, and I just don't remember what,  but I was saying something, and She interrupted, and I tried to say it again, and She interrupted, and I said, in my louder attention-getting voice, "Let me finish!" and I finished.
Oops.
She said, quietly, " I am the Dominant. You will not raise your voice to me.  NO masturbation, today or tomorrow.  Now, I'm going to hang up.  If you want or need to call me back in 30 minutes or so, you may."
"I apologize, Mistress, I will not do it again...and I won't be calling back, I'm way too tired, and going to sleep quite soon."
"Very well."

She sent me an email:  "I love you.  I'm not angry anymore. But the punishment stands."
I read it, but did not reply.   I doubt if She expected a reply,  after I told Her I was going to sleep.

The punishment ... did not bother me.   I was way too tired to consider masturbating today, and I could get through tomorrow, too, without it.
The principle did bother me, due to the circumstances.

I went to sleep, with the whole thing nagging at me.
I woke up, 2 ish, to go pee, and saw a text from Her, asking me to call Her, 'good news'.
I almost didn't, but I did.  She said a family member was leaving a day early than planned, giving Her much more free time than She had previously expected.
I went back to sleep
Up at 17:00,  meditating, then dog walking,  and talking to Her on the phone.
I sent Her a message, requesting permission to express my feelings about the ..situation.
She permitted it, and I sent an email, expressing my concerns about how I felt, how tired I was, the space I was in, the clarity of cell to cell conversations..
She replied, quite thoughtfully, in a nicely worded reply, that She would give me a pass, THIS TIME, and was rescinding the punishment.

Moving on...to while I was at work:
She let me know that I could change my status from "submissive" to "slave"
And that I was 'dating' Her, and vice versa.

Wow.
Just Wow.
My life is taking a rather dramatic shift from sometime boring, sometimes anxious, sometimes depressed,
 to ... just Wow, What's Going to Happen Next.