5.07 Diary "Poor Poor Shilo.."

Two guys came in at 0900, so NO point in me staying til 0930.
I was out, in my car at 0910.
Home around 10:00.
Fed the menagerie and other minor chores....
Too tired to start the major house painting project.  Too wired to go straight to bed.
I was on FL, and saw that BDL had put of pictures of a new strap he just received, and I posted a note, suggesting that I would to be a test case for it.
We posted back and forth, but he said he was busy tomorrow, how about Tuesday? (Nope, working) or the following Thursday (nope, LICK munch). Oh, well.
I putzed around with my notebooks, reading a magazine, mindless tv,  leafing through the box of old spanking magazines that I brought in out of the garage....
BDL text me, saying that he could free up tomorrow, if I still wanted.
I did.  We set a time of 19:00.
I spoke to Her for a few minutes thereafter, and after some dinner,  went to sleep around 18:30, intending it to just be a nap.....    

HsLS  154 1/2
HsLO  712
HsLD   104 1/2
H&D Locked   15 1/2  + 4
Her DO   no  because
Her, OOT  4 1/2 days

Yes, Mistress, still locked up

Looking a bit better (after last Saturday)

from "Ten Rules of Enforced Chastity"
I shall take enjoyment in knowing that She takes the time to do this for me; I shall thank Her for locking me up; I shall tell Her my gratitude,  I shall show happiness whenever She extends the time of lock up; I shall tell Her how emasculated I feel.

from "A Dozen Rules for an Enchaste Husband"
I am not allowed to suggest sexual activity, ever.   

from "Her (another woman's)  Five Rules for Establishing My Submission to Her"
Directly after the evening cold shower,  I will be given 'thinking' or 'meditation' time.   In a quiet place.... in restraints, possibly while sitting,  hands cuffed behind my back,  or standing upright, my cock and balls squeezed in front of me into the cock n ball pillory and hands cuffed behind me,  or my balls pulled between my legs and behind me, and squeezed in the pillory, such that I have to bend over,  with my hands bound to a chair in front of me,  or with my nuts pulled behind me and locked into a humbler, my ankles bound together,  my wrists in cuffs, and ropes attached pulling them up to the ceiling, spread like a V.  I am left there, to think about a subject of Her choosing,  for as long as She deems necessary.
Once She releases me, I am to go to my computer, and post on my blog, thoughts and feelings that came to me on the selected subject.

5.06 Diary "Shilo's winkie, Still locked up...."

Off work  0630, in my car 0640.... home 0730.
Fed the menagerie....
Put yesterday's laundry away....
Dinner, reading the newspaper..
and OUT,  10 ish.

Alarm went off at 1715.
Stitched walked in my room  "Time to get up!"  at 1745.
I got up, 1800.
Quick shower, and dressed, and in car 1840.
Made real good time on the 710, the 5, the 101...off at Sunset, turned on Highland...
Blammo.
The street I turn left on was closed for some event.
The next left, Hwd, was closed for the same event.
Next street, Frank...no left turn allowed.
Finally a left turn on some small street, wound around, came down on Syc to Frank...turned right then left on Brea....then left on Haw,  and at work  1940.
And a calm peaceful stressless night at work/

HslS  134 1/2
HsLO  688
HsLD  80 1/2
H & D IC   15 1/2 + 3
Her DO   no   because
Her OOT   3 1/2 days



from Ten Rules of Enforced Chastity
 She has the right to tease me, and edge me, and tease me, and edge me, to take pleasure in my discomfort,  or for no reason at all.

From  A Dozen Rules for a Chastized Husband:
I am not allowed to ask to be released.
Doing so will result in an extension of time, or corporal punishment, or both.

from Her Five Rules for Establishing My Submission to Her
 Each day and each night, I must take a five minute cold shower, cold water only, at full blast.

05.05 Diary "... Still locked up"

She called me at 0130 MY time, to say She was going to sleep....
Good grief.
And text me, when She was getting up at 0510  to start her day.
Jeez.

Out of the office 0700 or so.  (I left late, catching up on blogs).
...to the Fedex office in Laikwould,  because She needed two blank personal checks sent to Her.
THAT only cost $29 and change, to 'overnight' it to Her hotel.
And yet another stop for gasoline.
And home,  and She was calling me cell before I pulled up to the front door, and asked me to hunt around the house for a plastic bag of something that She feared She left behind.
I went in, and I hunted....  the other bedroom, the living room, the kitchen,  the bathroom, even our boarder's room,  and rummaged through the trash can in the kitchen, AND the trash can out on the street.
Nothin'.
I called Her back, and told Her so.
Then it was feeding time at the home zoo.
Then, I took some selfies to show the current State of The Bottom

And finally, my dinner time.
I still had Sunday's paper unread, and Monday's...  and became somewhat engrossed....
and finished...and looked up at the clock and hurried to bed, at 1230.

Alarm went off at 1730, and I just... turned it off
And woke up again at 1830.   Ah ... merde.
Got up and dressed, no shower... which I usually take just as a wake up aid, anyway.
Then I got stuck on the toilet.
Not literally stuck,  but just ... felt like I couldn't get up, like I wasn't done.
My joke to myself is that I was celebrating Cinco de Mayo by having Montezuma's Revenge.
Finally,  was able to get up, and get in my car around 19:15.
Fortunately, Monday evening is the lesser of the traffic nights.
I emailed ahead of time to the office, to let them know I was enroute, late.
And arrived about 20:00.
My primary partner on this shift was back from a medically related absence,  which meant me doing my job and a third of hers, as she is still new at set-up... but learning fast.
I do not begrudge her the questions she asks... but sometimes, it's just faster to tell her to 'step aside' and do it myself.
Otherwise, not much to report.

HsLS  110 1/2
HsLO  664
HsLD  56 1/2
H+D IC  15 1/2 + 2
Her OOT  2 1/2


from Rules for Enforced Chastity
She has the right to show me off, to show off my enchaste status, to order me to "show it"  to others.

from My Manifesto:
 The only way to terminate our agreement, and this Manifesto, is by terminating the marriage.
  <END of  My Manifesto>

from A Dozen Rules for a Chastized Husband
I am locked up until She decides otherwise.

05.04 Diary "... STILL locked up"

(after midnight)
I was still a spectator at the party.
Then Lady K suggested that She would find a Domme to give me some playtime,  or ...give it to me, herself.
So I continued to watch and wait.
Around 0100, She finished with the two subs she was doing,  and told me she needed to take a break to recharge batteries..
Then she returned to where I was sitting,  and said, that she really needed to wrap up and pack up for the end of the party, and I said, "No problem,  Merry gets home in a week, I can wait...."
And she said, "Hang on..." and went into the bar/kitchen area, and called, "Shilo, come here."
I did, and she introduced me to a Mistress I-forgot-her-name.
She asked me what I liked, and I said, 'Heavy impact play."
"Oh, I have a new paddle to try out."
"Game on," I said.
She pulled out of her bag a black waffle maker, and I started laughing.
"We have one of those in red AND pink.  Merry calls it  a waffle maker, because when she hits the front of my thighs, it creates a red waffle design."
"I see...." she said.
We went to a spanking bench, and I knelt on it.
She started with a table tennis paddle, which were laying around all over the dungeon.
My total lack of reaction to it suggested to her, "Okay using the new paddle now."
She began using the 'sharp' side of it... and PRESTO almost instant bleeding.  She grabbed some tissue, and told me to hold it in place, and she continued whacking with the other side of the paddle, quite high on my buttocks, possibly a bit too high... So when she said, 'Oh I have to go say good-bye to my slave before he leaves..."  I was at least a little bit relieved.
I thanked her, got up, and headed to the bathroom.
And managed to take these selfies:

I took off the thong, and put on cotton boxer briefs that I brought with me "just in case" and continued dressing ...and said good bye to whomever, on my way out.
Home about 0230.... took a selfie.

And dinner.
Sleep... 0400.
Awakened by morning wood, straining against the cage.

Up, feet on the floor 1130, with this selfie:

then quickly dressed,  motivated Stitch to get moving, and we went to my car ....to get to the supermarket.
We shopped,  we checked out, he paid, we went home, and unloaded and unpacked.
Then I stripped for a shower, and took these:

And I showered, and dressed in this, to start with:

then continued dressing,  and packed up.
She called while I was in the shower, and was on the phone with Stitch as I got out of the shower.
Then She called me back, and I said, "Let me get my hands-free plugged in, and I'll talk to you on the way to work."
Which I did, all the way to work

I'm supposed to remind Her to tell me about the "murder mystery".
At work about 1450.
I would say, work was smooth as ... my bottom, but currently that does not work well as an analogy.
Anyway,  Murphy's Law was on hiatus; all went well.
She text me around 2300 MY time, saying She was still awake.
Good Grief.

HsLS  86 1/2
HsLO  640
HsLD  22 1/2
H Locked  39 1/2
Her, out of town   1 1/2 days, more or less

from Rules of Enforced Chastity
She is entitled to tease me, arouse me, deny me, all for Her own pleasure.

from My Manifesto
This Manifest represents guidelines, rules, and regulations that are to remain in place for the duration of our marriage.

5.03 Diary "Shilo's winkie, all locked up..."

She was up all night, packing and prepping and cooking and what not.
She woke me up around 06:45, by saying, "F D A U, and take your briefs off."
I took 'em off, and knelt on the bed, FDAU.
She left the room, returned, and sat on the bed behind me.
I felt ... something enter my anus and rectum, and more of something, then more,  until I moaned, "UGHHHHHHHH...."
And She withdrew Her hand, saying, "Oh, by the way, you're constipated."
She had gotten most of Her hand in my rectum, up to about the knuckle on Her thumb.

I helped Her as much as I could with Her packing, and I fed the animals, and we showered.
Then She said, "It's lock up time."
I got out the Spartacus Deluxe, and squeezed my scrotum through the ring, followed by my penis, and slipped the cage over my penis, and attached a plastic security lock,  then asked Her to check it to make sure it was secure.

Then we packed up the car, and set off to pick up Her traveling companion.
On the way, we discussed the fisting.
I asked, if this was a make-up for NOT doing what She suggested She might do, Thursday morning.
She said, I did not really fulfill my part of the bargain in that I did not completely manage to convert Her jpg form into a usable format.
But, She thought it something I would like, before Her trip.
So we had a brief discussion about 'scales' like a scale of 1 to 10
Which I've since decided , should be from 0 to 10.  (my pleasure scale)
Where 0 is NO pleasure at all, such as eating macaroni and cheese.
5 would be dead center.  I'm okay if 'it' happens again, I'm okay if it doesn't.
10 would be the max...  like, for pastrami,  or chocolate and peanut butter candy.
And I told Her, fisting rates about a 5 and a half.
But it's situational....
To begin with, if I AM to be penetrated at all (which I do enjoy), and given the choice, I would prefer some kind of plug or dildo, and MUCH prefer a strap-on.
And for this fisting scene,  THAT I was groggy and not very awake put points against it.
And I needed to go pee, but She did not give me a chance.  Negative points.
Not knowing what She was going to do.  Negative points.  Had She told me, I could have. cooperated better, pushed against Her, opened my ass so to speak, but I did not know what was coming.
She does like to surprise me, but sometimes it  helps if I know what to expect.
Huge positive points could be added IF
.... We were to set up the videocamera, and called it a teaching video, "How to Fist Your Man"
..... It happened at home, with an audience...
....  It happened at a dungeon,  with whomever that wanted to watch, watching....  (that has happened twice).

We picked up Her traveling companion, and headed for the airport.
I dropped them curbside, about 0930,  and pulled out of the airport, and went off in search of gasoline.
Went from there directly to a bank nearby home to make our house payment...
Then went home...   to use the toilet  (interesting, how off I feel the need to 'go' after I've had a fist in my rectum), and take the selfies shown above...
Then I got back in my car, and headed for a dungeon for the Moonburn party.
There, I just had pulled into the parking lot, was sitting in my car, and another car pulled up alongside of me, and out of it stepped Will,  my favorite Top from  April of '13,  until that relationship went to hand in a hellbasket... my fault for creating expectations...  which, in the ensuing months, we talked over and resolved.
Anyway, I went in, and nodded at Devo,   who was my Top during March of '13, until THAT relationship went deep south...  and we never talked to resolve those issues, so now we're on a 'nodding' status only.
And eventually,  Stewii came in, whom I've played with a number of times, as Top and bottom, and we still message back and forth on Fet....and we chatted a bit, then he went on in to the main room.
I spent a great deal of time, watching.
Will was constantly involved with one bottom or another.  He always has quite a following there.
I saw Stewii giving, in one scene, and receiving, in others.
Towards the end of the party, I was standing at the doorway to the room Will was in, just finishing a workout he was giving to some bottom, then he looked at me, and said, 'Your turn, big boy."
I stripped to black jock-briefs,  put my hands on the spanking bench, and bent over slightly, pushing my butt out.
And he whacked my bottom, hard and proper.
And stopped, about when I could see one droplet of blood fall to the floor.
He wiped my bottom with alcohol, and said, "Okay, we're done."
I stood up, thanked him, and dressed.
It was quitting time at the party, and I left.
Home, about 1700, and I went straight to my bedroom, to take a nap.
Up around 1845, and showered,  and dressed ... for the next party I was attending.
The dress code for the party was "thong", and I had purchased, long ago, a lovely women's thong, just for this party.... but I noticed that the thong does not contain my package at all, when it's caged. 'So I had to figure out something else.
Like this:

Over that, I put on my favorite style of black tights, and a zip front shirt...  and off I went.
I arrived at the dungeon at 20:03.
The newbies class was schedule to begin at 20:00, and I walked in,  and sat down and it had not started, as Lady K said, they just opened the door at 2000, so she was waiting a few minutes, before beginning.
The class started at 2010 or so, and ended at 2030 or so... at which point, social hour began, for the subs, of which there was a major preponderance,  to meet and greet the Dommes.
Social hour is not my thing. Fact is, it's my anti-thing,  the sort of thing that has, in the past, triggered... and is still quite capable of triggering, a panic attack.
So, I stayed away of socializing.
I had no intention, in attending this party, of  trying to get playtime with some Domme, anyway.
I was there, by my own intent, to scope things out and report back to Her, what all happens and when, and to participate in the spanking line.
I will write up a more formal report, in a journal entry.
Around 2200, Lady K began setting up chairs for the spanking line, that started in the first medium size room, and snaked through the second medium size room, and included the slightly elevated stage, and said, "Heavy masochists up front, and on the stage... paddles included if you're willing,  medium subs this way, and around this way for lightweights."
I hurried to a place on stage, and bent over the examining table on the stage.
The Dommes started coming around.
The second to approach me said "Hello" and asked if it was okay if she used a rubber baton-like paddle on me.
SURE.
Yeah, it stung a ...little...bit...and also drew drops of blood on the spot weakened earlier in the day.
The next Domme up put a paper towel in my hand, and told me to hold it there.
Later, Lady K came up and said, 'You boys getting enough attention up here?"
"NO," I said, emphatically.
"Well, let's try Ol Betsy," she said, referring to a wooden paddle, not at all thick,  maybe 5" by 8" overall.
She smacked my butt a few times, and I all but chuckled.
"How does that feel?"
"Have you started yet?' I asked.
"Oh, such a smart mouth, I'm going to tell Mistress Merry on you."
"Oh, She knows already," I said.
A couple more smacks... and there was blood on the paddle.
"You got blood on my paddle!" she said, in mock indignation.
"Happens quite often, ask Merry," I said.
In the course of the evening, every time I bumped into Her, She said, "YOU got blood on my paddle..."
The spanking line event ended about  22:30,  and it was time for all the other scenes,  whether by Dommes using their dance cards, and by Dommes who brought their subs for play.
I saw, in one smaller room, a short Domme pegging a BIG black fellow, as he lay back, with his legs up and spread....
And another scene, as a Domme had her slave over a bench, inserting numerous plugs into his rectum, then finishing with a long hard pegging...
And some rope bondage, and puh-lenty of impact play scenes.

as of midnight:
HsLS  62 1/2
HsLO 616
HsLD  9
H Un/Locked  8 1/2 / 15 1/2
Her, OOT  (from, leaving the house)  15 H
Her DO   no
Did I offer?  No, for lack of time.  She kinda suggested it, but in retrospect, I think it woulda made Her late for the flight.



from Rules for Enforced Chastity
She is entitled to tease me, deny me, and generally kept me aroused for as long as She deems fitting.
from My Manifesto:
No part of My Manifest is intended to interfere with my career, or Spiritual, or family life.

5.02 Diary

Working an extra shift today so
UP 0700.
And to the toilet, then feed the animals, and showered and dressed, and in my car -0800, arrived at work 0920.

 One of those days when Murphy's Law was working overtime.
Vehicular failure.
 Client making unreasonable requests, and becoming extremely pissy when we couldn't comply
 Chauffeurs having mental lapses.
 I felt severely worked over by the time I left, at 1940.
Home, 2045  and exhausted.
She was still out, shopping.
I hit the shower for a good soak, and she had returned, with dinner, from KFC by the time I got out.
She had brought along the friend with whom She had spent the day shopping, who was also at the dining room table, unbeknownst to me.
I came out of the bathroom wearing black boxer briefs and black socks, and it did not bother me a bit for her, or Her, or Stitch to see me wearing such. I simply went to my bedroom, and found a shirt to put over my bare chest, and returned to the dining room table.
After dinner, I excused myself, and went to my bedroom, and was asleep by 22:00

HsLS  38 1/2
HsLO   592
HsLD  38
H&D UN  16 / 3
Her DO? No
Did I offer?  No

from Rules of Enforced Chastity
I shall keep Her informed of my experience; how it feels, how much I suffer 
from My Manifesto
She may discipline me, command me, train me, and love me, as She sees fit, at any time, at any place, under any circumstance.

05.01 Diary

Woke up around 0545.

She was not in bed....found out, She couldn't sleep, and was antsy about a project that She had to do before Her upcoming convention...and She was in Her bedroom, at Her computer, doing so.

Meanwhile Stitch was up and ...in the bathroom.      SIGH

Had a snack, went back to bed.

Both of us awake, 0900.   She wanted the DailyOrgasms that She missed yesterday, and for today.

I started by servicing Her orally, then got on top of Her, for a good session of intercourse....

until She said, "I've had enough..."

And I had to stop and withdraw.

Would I have cum had I continued?  Maybe.  From the way I felt at that moment, don't know.

Does it annoy me that She told me to stop?

No. 

 Just the other day, I suggested this sort of thing, as a form of tease and denial, or male orgasm control.

She kinda rolled to the side when I got off, and I took the opportunity to smack Her buttocks a few times, with my hand, and even applied the newish plastic thingee to Her bottom.

Shortly after that, I was stretched out, naked, on my stomach, and She brought out the bath brush, and applied about 30 smacks of it to my bottom.

Up, and I went to the toilet...and this time our young female boarder was in the bathroom, taking a shower.

SIGH....

Eventually I was able to get into the bathroom.

Then, turned on my laptop, and got online long enough  to pay bills that were due today.

Then we showered and dressed....and went out to my car, 11:11,   and we headed to Burbank for a weekly text-study class.

We were late, but no big deal, it's very informal.

We left there at 1305, and headed for the Hysteria Galleria.  

First stop, JCP.    Nope.

Then Macy's where She found two suitable dresses....

and I took this picture  

And She found jewelry for Her septum....

And we left there at 15:55,   starting the 25+ mile ride home in the fangs of rush hour.

We discussed what had to be done, and what didn't.

Walmart for specific shampoo...tomorrow.

Von's for general shopping.. tomorrow.

Home Deport for plumber's tape and paint  ...  tomorrow.

She dozed off during the later part of the ride.

I was heading for Her bank.

Heading south on the 710, I planned to go west on the 91, and get off at Atlantic, to go south...and managed to go east on the 91 instead.   

I got off at LBB, just like I was heading home...continued south, and turned left on Delamo. Cruising along there, She woke up, looked around and said, "You get lost again?"

"It's not the route I planned, but it'll work out," I said, turning right on Atlantic.

I pulled into a big parking lot, and suggested, "I'll get our prescriptions at CVS while you go into the bank."

"Sure."

I went in, bought and paid for five prescriptions, and returned to my car.

Eventually, "she" returned to the car, carrying an ice cream car.

And we went home.

I took care of some chores, while she started making  phone calls; she had a list of about 60 to go through.

Around 1930, little-s, Stitch and I went out to dinner at HTB.

The primary topic of conversation was ...  locking Stitch in a chastity device, or not.

Little-s was implying that Merry planned to do just that.

I was left to explaining to him, the benefits of it.

I had to admit, I really had/have no idea how compatible the device is with lots of bicycle riding.

And I did point out....   Stitch and Merry are NOT married AND  Stitch and Merry do NOT have any kind of agreement that Merry and I have, so it was my opinion that Stitch was under no obligation  to accept the chastity device;  I did not believe that he could be required to do so.

We had dinners, we finished,  we made a note to NOT go to this HTB on a Thursday before 8 pm, and we went home.

She was feeling quite full, as I was,  and after minor preparations, we went into the bedroom.

I started watching Fargo, while doing some notebook reorganization, and she came along, and simply fell asleep next to me.  

Fargo ended, and I left the tv on with whatever else was one, while I finished what I was doing.

She woke up, as Her, ready to eat a little something, to go with Her evening pills.

I had an early shift (0900) at work the next day, so my alarm was set for 0700, and we were heading into sleep around  00:00.

Now...  I refer to the statement/email She sent me,  Tuesday night,
   "I will make an attempt to do this to/for you....."
By reading this entry, you can see that no attempt was made, even if you don't know what She was referring to,  but you can see that nothing out of the ordinary happened.
For me, when I tell someone that I will do something, if at all possible, then I move heaven and earth to do it.  I write myself notes, I set alarms, I do whatever it takes.
But    that's     me.
I have learned, through some emotional trauma, during my experience with kink & BDSM,
to NOT have ... expectations.
When somebody says to me, that she/he  might do this, or expects to do that  or plans to do the other, well, I hear it, I listen to it, but I do not set an expectation to it.
That way, I don't get disappointed when "it" does not happen.
Which is good for my emotional-well being.
However, what seems to happen when the event does not happen is, that I mentally file the non-event into a folder titled "It didn't happen".
And that folder is in a bigger folder labeled 'Passive aggressive possibilities".
And should it happen that the person who first suggested the event, which became a non-event,  decides or suggests  to make it into an event, like right here, right now,
I tend to pull the non-event out of the 'P-A-P' folder, and react by saying, "No, thanks, I'm not interested in doing that, anymore."
Whether I'm interested or not in it,  or I should say, no matter how much I really want to do it.
I think this is my way of telling the other person, "See!?  It did not bother me at all when you suggested doing this early and did not follow through.  I set no expectations on you, for it, and now I just don't want it."

HsLS  14 1/2

HsLO  568

HsLD  14

H unL   15 H + 3 D

Her DO?  Yes

from Rules of Enforced Chastity:

 My genitals are Hers only.  I must learn to leave them alone, unless I have permission otherwise.

from My Manifest:

 I will physically pleasure Her, as She requests, and as often as She requests.

04.3O Diary

In the course of the previous night, She asked me to look at a file that was sent to Her in jpeg format, and try to convert it to some kind of word document, to which She could copy and paste other data.
As part of that request, She wrote this:
 P.S. Remember that thing we discussed this morning? If you manage to fix this, I will personally make an attempt to do it to/for you Thursday morning after everyone leaves for work ~J
 (She always uses a larger font for Her emails)
I put some work into it, during the night,  but could not convert it to a proper word doc, but was able to convert it to a readable format, then print it out, and then I asked Her to forward to me the data, and I would fill it in. 
I got off work at 0930, and found a table, and began filling in the data.
Then I was ready to go, got in my car, and saw the low fuel light blinking.
I went down LaBrea to the Chevron at Beverly,  just to use the per-gallon discount I had available ...   10 cents a gallon.  I put in about 11 gallons...and realized I went down to that station to save, oh,  a dollar and ten cents.  Then I had decide, which way home,  and chose going east on Beverly, expecting to turn left on Vermont, then right onto the 101...
But it's posted No Left Turn from Beverly onto Vermont.  
So, I kept going, as Beverly turned into Temple, and east on Temple to Alvarado, left, and then right onto the 101.
Then sailing along, onto the 5 south....and  1/2 mile from the transition onto the 710 south, I saw the sign, saying  "Accident at Imperial Highway, 710 down to one lane"  and I didn't have much time to consider options....and so bit the bullet, and merged onto the 710 south.
And came to a near stop.
For the next many many miles, it was stop, go a few feet, stop..... 
I did not go through any lane closures.
By the time I got to Imperial, the whole freeway was open and moving.  
Home, about 1215.
Took care of minor chores.
Ate a minor snack.
The outdoor temperature was in the 90s....  and the temperature in my room tends to run cold when it's cold outside, and hot, when it's hot outside...  and really, too hot to sleep. There are overhead fans in the two bedrooms,  and the dining room, but not in my room.
All of which is to say,  I say down in my reclining chair, to take a nap.

I was asleep when She came home, when Stitch came home...
At some point, She asked me if I wanted to go to the "5th Wednesday" munch, and I did not.
Found out later, She did not really want to go either. 
I continued dozing, until about 20:00, then went into my bedroom, to continue.
She came in, with a yearning to watch TBBT.
I said, "Let me get some dinner together first."
I did, and we watched...   
And I fell asleep, not too long thereafter.

HsLS 38 1/2
HsLO  542
HsLD  38
H UN   15h, 2 Days
Her DO?  No
Offer? NO

Rules of Enforced Chastity:
 I will keep myself clean. I will keep the device clean. I will maintain my personal health,  and accept prostate massaging and milking, when She calls for it.
from My Manifesto
 At restaurants, I will order food and beverages for Her, unless She otherwise indicates. I will sit to Her left,  or directly across from Her, with my back to the door.   

4.29 Diary

Another  wonderful shift at work.  (Sarcasm intended)
Out 6;49, and home 7:47.
She was wide awake, and waiting for me.
I fed the animals, and got in the shower for a quick one, then got into bed with Her.
We talked for a bit, then I gifted Her some DOs, orally, until She pulled me up onto Her, and we engaged in some hot fucking.
I begged Her to tell me to stop before I 'came', and She did, in a weak voice.
We lay there for awhile, until She suggested that She would not mind another go round, and I was happy to comply.
After a bit, I stopped ...fucking Her...of my own accord...and we lay together until She had to get up, to get ready for work.
I helped while She was in the shower, picking out Her clothes, and as I stood, facing Her bureau,  She came  out of the bathroom holding Her recently purchased plastic hairbrush,  and smacked my buttocks with it, some twenty times.
Then She dressed, and went on Her way to work.
I fixed and ate dinner, and went to my room to bed.
And slept a little bit, until the outside temperature rose to like 90 degrees, which meant it was not much less in my room, and I went out the living room, which was much cooler, and slept in my easy chair.

I don't think I heard Her come in from work.
I got up at 1700...

Toilet  and shower and dressed, and presented Her with a couple gifts that arrived in the mail, include a breast and clitoris pump and vibrator, which She was amusing Herself with as I continued getting ready.
She was half asleep, when I came in to kiss Her, goodbye.
She came in the kitchen, and put her teeth marks on my chest, above my nipples.

In the car 1840, and at work  19:18.\
I had just parked, when one dispatcher came out to me and said, "Please hurry on in,  Sam needs your help putting out fires."
Crap.
I went in, and ... put out fires...then went to the toilet  and came back in the room, to settle in.
The evening was ...a bitch,  and just got worse....   with new orders put in...   and the other guy even apologetically left, while we had one ride at 06:15 with NO idea of how it was going to be covered.

Fuck Me.

HsLS  14 1/2
HsLO  518
HsLB  14
D Un    1
Her DO:  Many, She said.

from Rules of Enforced Chastity
 I will not try to circumvent, get around, or remove the device of my own accord.
from My Manifesto
I will not be sexual with any play partners, at any time

She loves to leave Her mark on me

She loves to leave Her mark on me

Getting ready for work

Nice backside view, I think

4.28 Diary Locked until I got home from work

Another a pinche culero of a night.... in my car 0700, home 0800.
Fed the animals....and got in the shower for a long one.
She joined me, around 0900, and told me to cut the plastic lock and take the device off.
If I seemed disappointed, I was.  Oh well.
I dried off, She got out of the shower and dried off, and we went to Her bed, and got on and in it,  just for cuddling and pillow talk.
Then we got up..and She got up and ready for work, and left around 10:30
And I ate dinner, and read the paper...and went to bed.

She came into my room around 1615,  to tell me that She had ordered a surprise for me... and to make sure I didn't order it for myself.
She was preparing to leave, and let me sleep a bit more, and I had rolled onto my stomach, over the covers, and She looked at my butt, deliciously covered in thin skimp skamp panties, and grabbed a few implements on the table on Her side of the bed, and smacked my butt for a bit, with them.
Not nearly long enough, not nearly long enough, but it was sweet, nonetheless.

I dozed another hour, and got up and moving, and showered and dressed.
In car 1845.
At work  1937.

The Manager was filling in for the woman who usually does set up on Mondays.
Which meant,  I did not have to answer too many questions about morning set up, but it also meant, he always leaves in the evening, when the primary job is done, in this case, around 2230.
Then the last reservation agent leaves at 2300.

And I got 'slammed', every which way but loose.

ME COME!

HsLS  203
HsLO 494
HsLD  7 1/2
H L/UN  9/15
Her DO?  No
Did I offer? No, She was having abdominal distress.

from Rules of Enforced Chastity:
No reason is required of Her to lock me up. It is entirely at Her discretion.

from My Manifest:
I may attend parties and events without Her accompanying me, at Her discretion.

After a few whacks with various implements, but lousy lighting

Unlocked just a couple hours earlier.  I didn't touch it!!

After a few whacks with various implements, in lousy lighting

Getting ready for work, sans chastity device

Getting ready for work,  sans chastity device

4.27 Diary Still locked up

Up 11.45
It woulda been nice to get up in time to go to Service, but I wanted?need? the sleep.
Went to the toilet, cleaned the porta-potty, fed my Cookie, checked the hot tub, sprayed flea spray around my room, ate something, took my pills, read the newspaper....
Showered and dressed and left my budget/spreadsheet on Her desk... and packed up,
...was in my car 1417, and at work 15:16.

Just a crappy night at work, mostly due to my feelings of ...rage...towards my co-worker.
Fudeu caralho!

HsLS  179
HsLO  470
HsLB   147 1/2
H Locked 62
Her DO?   not applicable

from Rules of Enforced Chastity
She owns me, including all my genitalia.  She decides what to do with any and all of me, and of it.  She has the right to secure it and lock it up, if that is Her desire.
from My My Manifesto
 I may not seek any other Mistress or Master or Dominant or Top or lover without having Her express consent and permission, and any I may find must meet with Her approval.

Just woke up, a little on the 'full' side

Love these briefs when wearing a device

When wearing a device, I love these briefs.