09 May, Sunday, Diary

0545 Morning wood, no pic

M & S, shopping

1545 pee, b/t, change u n s

151  20uB, pills coffee

eye drops 1600

1900 eye drops

*AFHV

carve ham... 10uN

Baked ham, sweet potatoes, rolls

Merry bed 1930

*Debris, Clarice, Zoey EP, American Ninja Warrior

2325 eyedrops

*BBT x 3  

*Cyber 1/8

0220 eye drops

*house 1/10

10uN  ham n p/c

0315 Merry up

14uB, b/t  b/room 0400

 

06 May, Thursday, Diary, Stitch 2-11

 10 am Morning wood

Merry out with Babyman, then home

Merry out with S to work, home

Bus picked up babyman, and home

1445  up, pee, shower, M washed my hair, b/t, shave, dry dress

175, 20uB, pills, i coff, poop,

eye d 1530 poop

Merry brushed and braided my hair  

*Chase 4:10, poop

*TRMS

eye d 1830

Merry to Ev and back

*Jeop

She spanked me, 50 with small paddle, 12 with ZK

*WoF, Young Sheldon

2100 10uB, chili n crackers

*US of ALL, Mom, B-Pos

Discussed going to Shadow Lodge Party

*BBT/5

Merry out 2235, home with S 2330

*BBT 9/10

*News

20uB

0000 Bedroom

zzz to 0300

up

0530 ..

3 May, Monday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 74

 12:40 awake, morning wood! Wow, when was the last time?

I looked it up. Feb 4th

It went away as I peed

Shower, b/t, shave, dry, dress, AFO

Merry & S out 1340

I coffee

240

pills, 20uB

1400 eye d

*Chase 4/1

1530 M home

*America Says, TRMS

1815 eyed

*Jeop, Wof, Neighborhood

10uN, Fed D+pill

baked chicken

*Bob h A

*ALL rise

2115 eye drops

*FOx news

Merry out 2225, home with S 2345

*CBS news

00:15 eye-D

*9-1-1, 9-1-1 LS,   Colbert

0215  161

20uB

bedroom

DVR etc.

eye shield  0300

cookies 0600 

4 February, Thursday, Diary,

 0200 Merry in bedroom

0530 woke up with morning wood! or a piss hard on. Maybe a third of what I used to get, but nice to see it might work. Anyway, it got me up to pee

0545 ice cream cone

1045 toilet, filled pill box..pills

173

16uB, coffe couch

*Win 2:36, Div 1:18, Chase 3:12, MMi 2:38, Murphy 9:3-12

Merry out 1730 to 1807  45958

*Connors, TRMS, Jeop, WoF, 

Call Your Mother

15uN, pills

Pork chops n baked pot.

*Mr Mayor, Go Big, Resident Alien 2

Merry to bed 2130

15uB

bedroom 2315

30 December, Wednesday, Diary, Stitch 2-11, HFC 66

09:30 woke up with morning wood, a piss hard-on. It has been a LONG time!

1045 Merry asked me to drive Stitch to work, myself to PT, then home.  

Up, pee, shower, b/t, shv, dry, dress 

159

pills, 20uB, coffee

Turned on tv to whatever college football game is on...

At desk computer, diary entries, 12/25 to NOW  

Sunshine up, 1255

Me, out with S to work, 1330, drop S, race to Phys Therapy, rushed in to get key to bathroom ... in time for a very satisfying poop

PT, 2 - 230.

Gas at Arco, almost across the street (San Antonio). I still don't know how to reset the 'trip' milage to zero.

1455 home

Merry was getting ready, while I was compiling a list of 'punishments' as found in my diary.

Me driving, out 1545... arrived her dentist 1601.

She was shown in 1605.

and came out 1650, minus her two lower front teeth.

Made an appointment to begin appliance fitting, Jan 11, and appt for me, checkup or cleaning, Jan 22 and paid $300 of  a total bill of $455

and out

TO Walmart, as she just got script for antibiotic...

Add to that a bottle of Naproxen, and ONE whipped yogurt...and for Eve, two kinds of ice cream, and Scrubbing Bubbles..

She went up front to pay, and said (I'm guessing, she was REALLY hard to understand with gauze where her teeth were...)"I'll pay for this and meet you at the car"

By the time ... 4 minutes... I got back to the pharmacy, the tech was waving..."It's ready!"

Great. I paid for the Amoxi and Naproxen there, and went to the front self check out, and caught up with Merry at a register as she was finishing.

Where, as she turned, she caught the metallic latch on her metal purse on something, so it opened, and the contents of her purse went ... all over the floor.

After PT, I could not bend over if Benjamin was down there, looking up at me, so it was on her to pick it all up, get it back in the purse...and off we went.

Next Stop, Ev's... she called Ev to come down to front door and meet her; Ev did, and Merry handed off what we bought, plus one of the packs of beer we keep in the trunk of the car.

And home, 6:15

Shoes off, fed Cat, made coffee, sat down...

and started game, OU vs Florida, which I had on recording since it started at 5 pm.

I really tried to not get any prior knowledge of what was happening in game...but feeds from CBS sports continued to show up on my phone...  17 - 13, later 41-13..etc.

Ah well.   Final OU 55, FL 20.

During game, I casually mentioned to Merry, playing SpankShiloDuring FootballGame, but she was so completely "meh" that I have chosen to purge the idea from my head. 

To be fair, not always my go-to thing to do, she just had extractions, the numbing agent they used was worn off, so she was feeling it, and did not want to commit to feeling up to such an exertion anytime real soon.  

But I'm not a fan of being fair, so I choose to take umbrage, and pretend like I did not suggest it.

Merry made dinner for herself of some kind of pasta and Donna was demonstrative in her desire to take part, so ... I fed Donna with pill...

*Chase 1.1

Merry Sunshine to bed 22:30

Me, out for Stitch 2250 ...

In the car, he announced to me that he had been 'hired', moving from temporary worker to permanent, and got a 50c/hour raise, but I think that's just in lot with this state's minimum wage laws. I'll research when I care enough about it. 

Other benefits for Stitch? Dunno. He said he would look into it.

home 2330.

Turned on News.

Couldn't find my shoulder bag (phone, wallet, etc). Did I leave it in, or worse, on ... the car?

Put on my shoes, went downstairs... nope, not on or in car. 

Back upstairs, looked at where I hung my hoodie. Purse was there on table under hoodie.

*News,  DJT did not concede

LP--4R

*Div 2/57, 2/58, Win'y 2/10

20uB

bedroom 2:25

Merry woke up as I got in bed, realized she had slept through alarm to take meds, so she asked me to go get her Amoxi, Naproxen, daily-pill box, and a cup of choc pudding.

Since I had, you know, absolutely nothing better to do, I got up and fetched it all, and brought it back, and helped her partake.

Lights out, sleep?

Not happening.

Read 1st half of July 2020, MCJ

Didja notice, nothing mentioned for dinner?

Nobody's fault but mine.

04:30 up, 10uN, PB out of jar, some kinda choco-toffee bar...

Back to bed... some sleep, couple times up to pee

Feb 15 Thursday Diary

In 0028
Watched TWW 6:9-14
then
Driver had 3:45 pick up in Thousand Oaks, and reported being in Calabasas with a flat tire in 3:30
had a driver at base, ready to go... I called the client and said we could be to her at 0415; she was okay with it,and driver made it at just that time.
Then I had to readjust a bunch of other work....
Out 6:04
Home 7:13
Fed animals.
MDM  Stir-fry and rice pilaf.
Bed 7;45, reading til 8:15
Up 11:00 morning wood and peed
UP 1500  morning wood and peed
up 1720  
Showered .... device fell off in the shower, 
Got out, dried, and reattached the device.

Dressed, prepped,   kissed Merry good bye.
Car 1800
Office 1939
In 19:44
  Did pm setup for Friday (total 76 rides).
  Watched TWW 6:15, started on 6:16 
Out 23:59

8.04 Tuesday Diary

Now that it's 24 hours later as I write this, I don't remember what Tuesday morning was like at work, from midnight to quitting time, which is probably a good thing.
Off work 6:29 ... stopped for gas,  home 7:23.

In the house, let Donna out, let the other two dogs out of CJ's room ... she is out of town a few days ... fed our two dogs, and various cats...
Went into BR1 to talk to Merry.
We discussed the Tuesday Morning Tease game (TMT) which we may or may not be about to begin.
It starts with Her deciding if She feels like playing or not.
She did, and asked me if I felt like it.
I did.
She told me to unlock and take a shower.
I did, and returned, naked.  We both knew, this is a black-out day, a work day for me, so I was going to have to re-lock after the game, and wait AT LEAST one more day for my actual 'release day'. 
Then I rolled a die.  I rolled a 5.  I thought it meant, No Game. 
She shrugged, and told me to go ahead and re-lock. Then She looked at Her phone, Her blog, and realized I had it backwards.
A low number was to indicate, No Game; a high number meant, Game On.
However, I had already started to re-attach metal to the base of my cock n balls, so I had to take it off, and go shower again.
I returned.
She showed me the card She selected. 
It was for "WMS".
So we began, with me giving Her oral service, until She pulled me up to mount Her.
I did so.  At this point, She would not stop me.  It was up to me to stop.
If I did not stop, and 'came', she would roll a die and add the indicated number in days to my current period of lock up, with that number skipping over my black-out days.  
If I withdrew and spurted in a ruined orgasm, then She was to roll a die, and if an odd number, no days were to be added to my sentence, and if an even number, it was to be treated like a full orgasm in the previous rule.
If I stopped short of any orgasm, then no days were to be added.
As it happened, my dick-brain took over.  'IT' decided it wasn't interested, and it wilted, shriveled up during the intercourse, so I stopped. 
We talked about it a little, then She picked up the foot long church paddle ( that I had brought into the bedroom, earlier that morning) and said, "Over my lap."
I clambered over Her legs, extended straight on the bed.
She applied 20 swats to one cheek, 20 swats to the other; another 15 swats to each side; 21 swats to the middle of the lower curves, then another set of 8 swats to each cheek.
"I'm done," She said, "Get up and lock back up."
I did,  then went off to prep MDM.
... Cut up leftover chicken, in a bowl of rice ...with onions and carrots ... and a topped of crushed tortilla chips.
I took the bowl into BR1, and we watched "Major Crimes".
Then, I went into the cooler BR2 to sleep ... 1045.
I was aroused at 1430 painful morning wood, straining inside the cock cage.
I had to get up and put an ice bag on it to get it down. 
Back to bed 1450...up 17:30.
I unlocked this constricting device, and re-locked with my ol' reliable.
Showered and dressed, made iced coffee.
As of 18:00, it's been 8 full days in chastity.
Kissed Her good-bye and out 
Car 18:33,  work  1924.
Not a busy night at work, not a dead one.  

s l S                15 H
s l O             454 H
s l F/me          15 H
s l F/Her         15 H
Locked             8 days, 6 hr
s H l DO       15 H
s l C               251  D
Gluten free       11 D
s Her last D   21.5 D
S l P or M        6+ D

  Re-locked, about 09:00, with a reddish bottom:

14:30  hurting like hell: 

18:00 getting ready for work

8.02 Sunday Diary

Home from work,  00:32.
She was in the kitchen, hair dripping from the shower.
I stripped off, and went and showered.
Came out, and prepped MDM ...  leftover beef stew, and potato chips.
We went into BR1 to watch "Proof".
She fell asleep 15 minutes into it, and she work up, 15 minutes before the ending.
I started to go to sleep, while She watched the parts She missed.
We were both awake around 04:30, and talking...
First about the email misunderstanding, during which I clarified what I meant and what She misunderstood about the scene-for-video I had emailed to Her, some 7 hours prior.
Then I provided Her with oral service, 
and back to sleep 06:45
I was awakened by some tight morning wood,  0945.

I was able to urinate and get rid of it, and go back to sleep, around 10.                                                                                                 

Up for 'good'  1315, and got ready for work.   We talked a bit; I showered and dressed and got ready.  

I departed 1430 and arrived work 1530.

What a fukkin night. 
At least I kinda expected it.  I saw from the set up I did the night before, that I should expect a muthah, and I got one. 
With two other guys working the nights' work, which including bookoo work for the closing ceremonies of the Special Olympics,...
I was able to concentrate on Monday's setup, which included another slew of van jobs.
Meanwhile, the three of us went through sixty minutes of drama, trying to cover one SUV job, and once that was covered by one of my guys, then covering other ones he was assigned to.

The show started breaking ... with drivers clearing their jobs, around 21:00.
Uneventful up to 23:30 when we got reservations calls. Fortunately my associate stayed over to help.

s l Sex     407 H
s l Org     407 H
s l Fun/me 79 H
s l Fu/Her  79 H
Locked    150 H
S h l DO    19 H
sl CI        249 D
GlutenF      9 D
s h l Date   19.5 D
s l P or M     4+




   

05.04 Diary "... STILL locked up"

(after midnight)
I was still a spectator at the party.
Then Lady K suggested that She would find a Domme to give me some playtime,  or ...give it to me, herself.
So I continued to watch and wait.
Around 0100, She finished with the two subs she was doing,  and told me she needed to take a break to recharge batteries..
Then she returned to where I was sitting,  and said, that she really needed to wrap up and pack up for the end of the party, and I said, "No problem,  Merry gets home in a week, I can wait...."
And she said, "Hang on..." and went into the bar/kitchen area, and called, "Shilo, come here."
I did, and she introduced me to a Mistress I-forgot-her-name.
She asked me what I liked, and I said, 'Heavy impact play."
"Oh, I have a new paddle to try out."
"Game on," I said.
She pulled out of her bag a black waffle maker, and I started laughing.
"We have one of those in red AND pink.  Merry calls it  a waffle maker, because when she hits the front of my thighs, it creates a red waffle design."
"I see...." she said.
We went to a spanking bench, and I knelt on it.
She started with a table tennis paddle, which were laying around all over the dungeon.
My total lack of reaction to it suggested to her, "Okay using the new paddle now."
She began using the 'sharp' side of it... and PRESTO almost instant bleeding.  She grabbed some tissue, and told me to hold it in place, and she continued whacking with the other side of the paddle, quite high on my buttocks, possibly a bit too high... So when she said, 'Oh I have to go say good-bye to my slave before he leaves..."  I was at least a little bit relieved.
I thanked her, got up, and headed to the bathroom.
And managed to take these selfies:

I took off the thong, and put on cotton boxer briefs that I brought with me "just in case" and continued dressing ...and said good bye to whomever, on my way out.
Home about 0230.... took a selfie.

And dinner.
Sleep... 0400.
Awakened by morning wood, straining against the cage.

Up, feet on the floor 1130, with this selfie:

then quickly dressed,  motivated Stitch to get moving, and we went to my car ....to get to the supermarket.
We shopped,  we checked out, he paid, we went home, and unloaded and unpacked.
Then I stripped for a shower, and took these:

And I showered, and dressed in this, to start with:

then continued dressing,  and packed up.
She called while I was in the shower, and was on the phone with Stitch as I got out of the shower.
Then She called me back, and I said, "Let me get my hands-free plugged in, and I'll talk to you on the way to work."
Which I did, all the way to work

I'm supposed to remind Her to tell me about the "murder mystery".
At work about 1450.
I would say, work was smooth as ... my bottom, but currently that does not work well as an analogy.
Anyway,  Murphy's Law was on hiatus; all went well.
She text me around 2300 MY time, saying She was still awake.
Good Grief.

HsLS  86 1/2
HsLO  640
HsLD  22 1/2
H Locked  39 1/2
Her, out of town   1 1/2 days, more or less

from Rules of Enforced Chastity
She is entitled to tease me, arouse me, deny me, all for Her own pleasure.

from My Manifesto
This Manifest represents guidelines, rules, and regulations that are to remain in place for the duration of our marriage.