OTC 0028 to 0557
Home 701
Fed animals
MDM baked chicken n lunchables.
Watched "Scorpion"
bed 0845
Up 1200? 1400?
Had a chat with Merry about spanking coupons.
Sitting up 17:15
Composed an email to Merry re "coupon rules"
Showered... Made a bet with myself that Merry would come into the bathroom while I showered.
She did.
Dressed
Packed.
Asked her to set up online account for credit card that arrived in Stitch's name.
Kissed her goodbye.
Day 6 locked up.
Car 18:07 Office 19:21
IN 19:28
At 9 pm, a chauffeur I've known a long time ... we call him "Uncle..." who recently left my company to go to another company (F-T) because he said he was guaranteed minimum 10 hour work days, called and asked if I would be interested in working there.
I asked him, if this was his idea, or did it come from higher up.
He said, there is an opening there, and mentioned a couple names there that suggested he call me.
One name was David, the current GM.
Now, David was GM at Ridewell, to whom I applied back in 2010 when I had just left Summit and had no job lined up yet, and I was turned down. I still hold a grudge about that.
Furthermore, the location of F-T is seven miles further from my house than my current employer. Erk!
So, I told Uncle, they'd have to pay me about double of my current pay for me to become interested.
*Reason to quit this job:
No cooperation. When I left on Tuesday morning, I told the a.m. dispatcher, "Jo is coming in to pick up a car, so have him sign his time sheet," and I left the time sheet on his desk.
He said, "Copy that" and went back to whatever he was watching on Netflix.
I came to work Tuesday night; the time sheet was not signed.
Management:
There's a general manager and a dispatcher manager. Neither one is capable of stepping into dispatch and doing this job, at all. Neither one has shown any ability to utilize our dispatch program.
Commute:
35 miles each way, thus 280 miles each week.
2.5 hours total commute each working day.
I leave the house at 6, return home at 7. I'm on the clock 10 hours and a 1/2 hour so called lunch. So, 2.5 hours spent driving to work, then home.
out 23:58
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Wednesday, March 7, 2018
Friday, March 2, 2018
March 1st, Thursday Diary
0029 to 0600
Car and rolling 6:29
Home 7:43
Fed animals
Changed to pajamas
MDM baked chicken and t-chips
Watched "Our cartoon President" #3
Bed 0900
Talking...
Sleep 945
Up 1245 to pee and snack on peanut butter
back to bed
Awake 1630
Up 1720
Showered dressed packed\
1730: 24 hours in chastity
Kissed Merry good bye
Car18:04 Office 19:32
In 19:39
Kinda busy night, but busier tomorrow (pre Oscar crap)
First BloodPressure pill taken 20:00
Out 23:59
Car and rolling 6:29
Home 7:43
Fed animals
Changed to pajamas
MDM baked chicken and t-chips
Watched "Our cartoon President" #3
Bed 0900
Talking...
Sleep 945
Up 1245 to pee and snack on peanut butter
back to bed
Awake 1630
Up 1720
Showered dressed packed\
1730: 24 hours in chastity
Kissed Merry good bye
Car18:04 Office 19:32
In 19:39
Kinda busy night, but busier tomorrow (pre Oscar crap)
First BloodPressure pill taken 20:00
Out 23:59
Friday, February 16, 2018
Feb 15 Thursday Diary
In 0028
Watched TWW 6:9-14
then
Driver had 3:45 pick up in Thousand Oaks, and reported being in Calabasas with a flat tire in 3:30
had a driver at base, ready to go... I called the client and said we could be to her at 0415; she was okay with it,and driver made it at just that time.
Then I had to readjust a bunch of other work....
Out 6:04
Home 7:13
Fed animals.
MDM Stir-fry and rice pilaf.
Bed 7;45, reading til 8:15
Up 11:00 morning wood and peed
UP 1500 morning wood and peed
up 1720
Showered .... device fell off in the shower,
Got out, dried, and reattached the device.
Dressed, prepped, kissed Merry good bye.
Car 1800
Office 1939
In 19:44
Did pm setup for Friday (total 76 rides).
Watched TWW 6:15, started on 6:16
Out 23:59
Watched TWW 6:9-14
then
Driver had 3:45 pick up in Thousand Oaks, and reported being in Calabasas with a flat tire in 3:30
had a driver at base, ready to go... I called the client and said we could be to her at 0415; she was okay with it,and driver made it at just that time.
Then I had to readjust a bunch of other work....
Out 6:04
Home 7:13
Fed animals.
MDM Stir-fry and rice pilaf.
Bed 7;45, reading til 8:15
Up 11:00 morning wood and peed
UP 1500 morning wood and peed
up 1720
Showered .... device fell off in the shower,
Got out, dried, and reattached the device.
Car 1800
Office 1939
In 19:44
Did pm setup for Friday (total 76 rides).
Watched TWW 6:15, started on 6:16
Out 23:59
Wednesday, February 14, 2018
Feb 13th Tuesday diary
OTC 0028 TO 0600
cAR 610, home 714
Stitch was home and up, so animals fed.
MDM lunchables, pb on crackers, chips ....
bedroom, changed clothes, in bd 8:20
Made sure Sunshine was getting up.
awake 1040 ... they were gone....
back to sleep until ....
1630 up
toilet shower dressed.
was wearing black jockstrap and socks, saw Merry in the living room. She said, "You ready?"
"Sure."
"Bedroom, FDAU."
I got ready, she came in with dogleg hairbrush, and smacked each of my cheeks some 25 times.
PIX here
out of shower, in chaswtity and spanked while FDAU
Packed and kissed her good bye
Car 1747 office 1919
IN 1928
20:00 72 hours in chastity
Out 23:59
cAR 610, home 714
Stitch was home and up, so animals fed.
MDM lunchables, pb on crackers, chips ....
bedroom, changed clothes, in bd 8:20
Made sure Sunshine was getting up.
awake 1040 ... they were gone....
back to sleep until ....
1630 up
toilet shower dressed.
was wearing black jockstrap and socks, saw Merry in the living room. She said, "You ready?"
"Sure."
"Bedroom, FDAU."
I got ready, she came in with dogleg hairbrush, and smacked each of my cheeks some 25 times.
PIX here
out of shower, in chaswtity and spanked while FDAU
Packed and kissed her good bye
Car 1747 office 1919
IN 1928
20:00 72 hours in chastity
Out 23:59
Tuesday, February 13, 2018
Feb 12th Monday Diary
Home 00:20
Went upstairs, greeted Merry who was fixin' dinner.
Changed to pajama bottoms only.
Fetched the Big paddle, went to a chair, and presented myself.
She took a 'before' picture,
Then landed 24 swats.
She took a couple more pix.
I said,"Got time for more?"
She looked at the clock on the microwave, and reckoned she did, and added another 10 swats.
I took a couple selfies, while she prepped dinner.
Pix: paddled-once-home-from-work-around-0100.html
We ate: steak n baked potato for me, steak n broccoli n bread for her, and watch one TBBT and one Young Sheldon.
Put away dishes, about to start another Young Sheldon when I saw that her eyes were closed, phone still in her hand.
I suggested she go to bed, and she did.
I found my pajama top and joined her.
Up 4:51, looking for something: found a Reese's cup... back to bed.
Up 830 to feed the animals.
Up 11:00; she was up before me.
Coffee
bill pay on the desk computer.
Reading...
She went back to bed.
I joined her 14:30
Awake 1545 to pee.
Up with alarm 1630
Showered n dressed.
Took pix of me in chastity.
pix me-in-chastity-02-12-1700.html
Dressed.
Back in bedroom, griped about her not wanting to get up.
She beckoned me to her, motioned me to get over her lap.
First she whacked the seat of my tights with ... a book, then pulled my tights down and whacked the seat of my jock brief with the book, then yelled out to Stitch to bring a hairbrush, and corrected herself to say, "Paddle."
He brought Big Red, and she whacked my bottom a few times,
while Donna barked in complaint.
I kissed her, and went to living room for a couple selfies.
a-brief-spanking-212-1730.html
Packed, opened the bedroom door for the cat, and she said, since I was there, I could kiss her again.
I guessed that I could.
Then out the door.
Car 1743 office 19:11
In 19:16 ....
as of 20:00, 48 hours in chastity
out 23;59
Went upstairs, greeted Merry who was fixin' dinner.
Changed to pajama bottoms only.
Fetched the Big paddle, went to a chair, and presented myself.
She took a 'before' picture,
Then landed 24 swats.
She took a couple more pix.
I said,"Got time for more?"
She looked at the clock on the microwave, and reckoned she did, and added another 10 swats.
I took a couple selfies, while she prepped dinner.
Pix: paddled-once-home-from-work-around-0100.html
We ate: steak n baked potato for me, steak n broccoli n bread for her, and watch one TBBT and one Young Sheldon.
Put away dishes, about to start another Young Sheldon when I saw that her eyes were closed, phone still in her hand.
I suggested she go to bed, and she did.
I found my pajama top and joined her.
Up 4:51, looking for something: found a Reese's cup... back to bed.
Up 830 to feed the animals.
Up 11:00; she was up before me.
Coffee
bill pay on the desk computer.
Reading...
She went back to bed.
I joined her 14:30
Awake 1545 to pee.
Up with alarm 1630
Showered n dressed.
Took pix of me in chastity.
pix me-in-chastity-02-12-1700.html
Dressed.
Back in bedroom, griped about her not wanting to get up.
She beckoned me to her, motioned me to get over her lap.
First she whacked the seat of my tights with ... a book, then pulled my tights down and whacked the seat of my jock brief with the book, then yelled out to Stitch to bring a hairbrush, and corrected herself to say, "Paddle."
He brought Big Red, and she whacked my bottom a few times,
while Donna barked in complaint.
I kissed her, and went to living room for a couple selfies.
a-brief-spanking-212-1730.html
Packed, opened the bedroom door for the cat, and she said, since I was there, I could kiss her again.
I guessed that I could.
Then out the door.
Car 1743 office 19:11
In 19:16 ....
as of 20:00, 48 hours in chastity
out 23;59
Monday, February 12, 2018
Feb 11 Diary Sunday
We left the party 0100, stopped at Denny's to eat.
Home 0215, more or less straight to bed.
I was up/awake 0800, 1000
Up 1100 while she was out, errands, having #2 son fix drivers side real turn signal.
Showered dressed prepped
Took selfies
02-11-noon-me-in-chastity.html
Kissed good bye
Car 12:20 office 13:13
in 13:22 -- 1809
as of 20:00, 24 hours in chastity
IN 1838 to 2341
Headed home
Sent Merry a text:
"On the way home, thinking about something to wake and warm me up."
Her reply: "Mmmmm!"
Home 0215, more or less straight to bed.
I was up/awake 0800, 1000
Up 1100 while she was out, errands, having #2 son fix drivers side real turn signal.
Showered dressed prepped
Took selfies
02-11-noon-me-in-chastity.html
Kissed good bye
Car 12:20 office 13:13
in 13:22 -- 1809
as of 20:00, 24 hours in chastity
IN 1838 to 2341
Headed home
Sent Merry a text:
"On the way home, thinking about something to wake and warm me up."
Her reply: "Mmmmm!"
Wednesday, August 12, 2015
8.11 Tuesday Diary
just F M L
A three-car order no-show at LAX at 01:30 ...
A little peace and quiet until 0300, when the phones would not stop.
I was booking three new SUVs for tonight, and changing 3 SUVS for the next day, when Merry called, and I had to tell Her, "not now."
A silly problem in Houston, when a px called to apologize for getting in a hotel car instead of 'our car'
A booker calling, wondering why the car for her boss was cancelled... (same as the above problem, it was cancelled because the boss was riding in the same car as an associate)...
The dispatcher in Atlanta called wanting to discuss the general fuck up from Monday morning...
Many chauffeurs calling in...
Fx News agent calling in, new order in Chapel Hill for 1230
Our BOS affiliate, calling about a rep for fucking-Oct 28th.
The CBS booker-bulldog, first call to see if her guest was picked up, then called again, to see if he made it to the studio...
Rez-agent FINALLY rolled in, 515. Before that, I was JUMPING every time the phone rang.
OUt 6:39
On the way home, I kept thinkin', I'm gonna quit the job or ask for a shift change.
Home 7.17
Inside, I let Donna out... fed dogs and cats... went into the bedroom. Merry was asleep... I asked twice if She was gonna wake up, as we were to discuss "Tuesday Morning Tease"
After telling Her just where my stress level was , and how tired I was from lack of sleep yesterday, She said, She's game, but did I want to?
Well, we've done two of the five possible scenes, and the three remaining just weren't grabbing me, so I declined.
I stripped ... showered.... dressed skimpily...
Came back to the bedroom and offered Her oral service 'before I eat and get too tired' and She accepted ....
Back to the kitchen to prep MDM ... crumbled meat loaf mixed with rice... and back to the bedroom with Cookie on my heels.
We watched "Major Crimes".
At the end of the episode there was a cemetery-funeral scene, and
.... I just started bawling.
She held me while I cried, until I was spent.
She told me, sometimes, some things will set a person off, and in time, I will get over it.
Sleep, 0945.
I felt Her get up around 14:00, enough to wake me, and realize of course I needed to pee, and it had become quite warm in the bedroom, and so I moved into BR2.
I slept there until 16:00, and was aroused by morning wood within my chastity device.
I got up, went to the kitchen, and got a cup with cold water, to deep the whole thing into, until it went down.
Back to sleep ...
Around 1730, She came into the bedroom, and began bouncing up and down on me, with Her top off (it's usually been off, around the house, anyway, during the summer) and put my hands to Her bountiful breasts (usually off limits to me) until She had enough and got offa me.
I got up, and got ready for work, minus the shower this time.
A couple in-chastity pix...
Went out to move my car away from the no-parking restricted area for Wednesday..
Back in, kissed Her goodbye and out to Her car.
Went back inside to get my phone that I had left in the bathroom.
Back in car 18:46.
Traffic oo-kay for a Tuesday, and at work 19:30.
With not much to speak of, to do.
End of a quiet night. Had to farm out some more rides we could not cover. Took in a new order for Kate Beckinsale with 2 hours notice. Made a few calls... one affiliate took the order, then rejected it, once he saw the notation about 'cigarette smoker'. Another affiliate took it, then almost kicked it back, saying the driver she had in mind might not finish a prior job in time... but ...he did. End of drama.
Otherwise, quiet night.
s l Sx 71 H
s l Or 71 H
Fun/me 32 H
Fun/Her 32 H
Lock 58 H
her DO 16 H
last CI 258 D
Glut-free 18 D
Her date 34 H
last P or M 13+ D
Getting ready for work:
A three-car order no-show at LAX at 01:30 ...
A little peace and quiet until 0300, when the phones would not stop.
I was booking three new SUVs for tonight, and changing 3 SUVS for the next day, when Merry called, and I had to tell Her, "not now."
A silly problem in Houston, when a px called to apologize for getting in a hotel car instead of 'our car'
A booker calling, wondering why the car for her boss was cancelled... (same as the above problem, it was cancelled because the boss was riding in the same car as an associate)...
The dispatcher in Atlanta called wanting to discuss the general fuck up from Monday morning...
Many chauffeurs calling in...
Fx News agent calling in, new order in Chapel Hill for 1230
Our BOS affiliate, calling about a rep for fucking-Oct 28th.
The CBS booker-bulldog, first call to see if her guest was picked up, then called again, to see if he made it to the studio...
Rez-agent FINALLY rolled in, 515. Before that, I was JUMPING every time the phone rang.
OUt 6:39
On the way home, I kept thinkin', I'm gonna quit the job or ask for a shift change.
Home 7.17
Inside, I let Donna out... fed dogs and cats... went into the bedroom. Merry was asleep... I asked twice if She was gonna wake up, as we were to discuss "Tuesday Morning Tease"
After telling Her just where my stress level was , and how tired I was from lack of sleep yesterday, She said, She's game, but did I want to?
Well, we've done two of the five possible scenes, and the three remaining just weren't grabbing me, so I declined.
I stripped ... showered.... dressed skimpily...
Came back to the bedroom and offered Her oral service 'before I eat and get too tired' and She accepted ....
Back to the kitchen to prep MDM ... crumbled meat loaf mixed with rice... and back to the bedroom with Cookie on my heels.
We watched "Major Crimes".
At the end of the episode there was a cemetery-funeral scene, and
.... I just started bawling.
She held me while I cried, until I was spent.
She told me, sometimes, some things will set a person off, and in time, I will get over it.
Sleep, 0945.
I felt Her get up around 14:00, enough to wake me, and realize of course I needed to pee, and it had become quite warm in the bedroom, and so I moved into BR2.
I slept there until 16:00, and was aroused by morning wood within my chastity device.
I got up, went to the kitchen, and got a cup with cold water, to deep the whole thing into, until it went down.
Back to sleep ...
Around 1730, She came into the bedroom, and began bouncing up and down on me, with Her top off (it's usually been off, around the house, anyway, during the summer) and put my hands to Her bountiful breasts (usually off limits to me) until She had enough and got offa me.
I got up, and got ready for work, minus the shower this time.
A couple in-chastity pix...
Went out to move my car away from the no-parking restricted area for Wednesday..
Back in, kissed Her goodbye and out to Her car.
Went back inside to get my phone that I had left in the bathroom.
Back in car 18:46.
Traffic oo-kay for a Tuesday, and at work 19:30.
With not much to speak of, to do.
End of a quiet night. Had to farm out some more rides we could not cover. Took in a new order for Kate Beckinsale with 2 hours notice. Made a few calls... one affiliate took the order, then rejected it, once he saw the notation about 'cigarette smoker'. Another affiliate took it, then almost kicked it back, saying the driver she had in mind might not finish a prior job in time... but ...he did. End of drama.
Otherwise, quiet night.
s l Sx 71 H
s l Or 71 H
Fun/me 32 H
Fun/Her 32 H
Lock 58 H
her DO 16 H
last CI 258 D
Glut-free 18 D
Her date 34 H
last P or M 13+ D
Getting ready for work:
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
07.20 Monday Diary
Our volume of orders has dropped off a cliff.
Usually does, in July.
And probably a good thing, as my mind is not 'here' much.
Finished an EZ shift.
Out 6:36.
Home 7:14
Released Donna; fed dogs n cats.
Stripped and took a shower, at Merry's suggestion when She called the previous night, it being so hot and humid at home and outside.
Went to the bedroom, gently woke Her up, asked if She was 'interested'.
She was, and down and off came Her red stretch lace panties, and She lay flat on Her back, legs closed, and I gave Her just a few minutes of oral before She said, "Enough!" ... "...for now..."
We talked a bit , and I lay there, knowing I should get up to make MDM, but also wishing She would read my mind about what I really wanted until She finally did.
"So, wanna spanking."
"Why, yes, dear."
"Fetch two short implements."
I really didn't feel like getting up, going to the BR2 where the bag of implements was, and so I reached over Her into the closest drawer of the chest next to the bed, and fished around among the implements still in the drawer, mostly hairbrushes, and pulled out the reddish plastic hairbrush, the one I first started self-spanking with, and handed it to Her. She propped up a bunch of pillows, and sat up with Her back against them, legs extended, and motioned for me to go over Her lap. I did, and She applied about 50 smacks ... not too hard, maybe even a hair light... to my buttocks.
She stopped, I got up, and said, "Want so more?"
She did, and off came Her panties, and I gave Her another couple minutes of oral, before She said, "Th....thank YOU! EnOUGH!"
I got up, and fixed MDM, pork chops from last night which I cut up, over rice, from last night... a handful of tortilla chips... another handful of baby carrots, and went into the bedroom, and after some desktop computer work, She followed me, and we watched the premiere ep of 'Sex & Drugs & Rock & Roll".
To sleep, 0930.
I woke up, hot as a jalepeno, 14:30, came out of BR1.
She was sitting in the easy chair.
I said, "Too hot," and went into BR2.
She joined me, later in the afternoon.
I got up, 17:30.
Went back to BR1 to get my phone, see if I missed anything.
Such as, a phone call from Dad.
I called him back, and we had a conversation about Friday.
I had seen his email about there being a 'celebration of her life' in Diamondhead, but he told me, this WAS the funeral.
Was I coming?
Well....
He said, he could pay MY way, but not Merry's.
I sighed, and said, I'd let him know, and said, good bye
Merry and I talked about alternatives.
She looked at flying out of Las Vegas.... definitely NO cheaper.
Flying out of Phoenix.... cheaper for sure, but $200 more than just for me out of LAX, plus 400 miles each way driving (so, Gas and Six hours driving).
She looked at going into Gulfport. No help.
I had to go.
IN car 1840.
Back in the house for my iced coffee mug that I left on the kitchen table.
IN car 1843.
At work 19:29.
97 Rides final for Monday, 65 to start, Tuesday, so EZ night.
Other than the last minute rush of nonsense that ALWAYS happens as the last rez-agent is leaving, at 22:00.
sl Sex 95 h
sl Org 95 h
sl F/me 15 h
sl F/Her 15 h
Lock 84 H
sHlDO 14
sl CIG 236 D
Glu-Fre 61.33 D
sHLD 6.5 D
Sl P/M 145 H
What I wore to work:
Usually does, in July.
And probably a good thing, as my mind is not 'here' much.
Finished an EZ shift.
Out 6:36.
Home 7:14
Released Donna; fed dogs n cats.
Stripped and took a shower, at Merry's suggestion when She called the previous night, it being so hot and humid at home and outside.
Went to the bedroom, gently woke Her up, asked if She was 'interested'.
She was, and down and off came Her red stretch lace panties, and She lay flat on Her back, legs closed, and I gave Her just a few minutes of oral before She said, "Enough!" ... "...for now..."
We talked a bit , and I lay there, knowing I should get up to make MDM, but also wishing She would read my mind about what I really wanted until She finally did.
"So, wanna spanking."
"Why, yes, dear."
"Fetch two short implements."
I really didn't feel like getting up, going to the BR2 where the bag of implements was, and so I reached over Her into the closest drawer of the chest next to the bed, and fished around among the implements still in the drawer, mostly hairbrushes, and pulled out the reddish plastic hairbrush, the one I first started self-spanking with, and handed it to Her. She propped up a bunch of pillows, and sat up with Her back against them, legs extended, and motioned for me to go over Her lap. I did, and She applied about 50 smacks ... not too hard, maybe even a hair light... to my buttocks.
She stopped, I got up, and said, "Want so more?"
She did, and off came Her panties, and I gave Her another couple minutes of oral, before She said, "Th....thank YOU! EnOUGH!"
I got up, and fixed MDM, pork chops from last night which I cut up, over rice, from last night... a handful of tortilla chips... another handful of baby carrots, and went into the bedroom, and after some desktop computer work, She followed me, and we watched the premiere ep of 'Sex & Drugs & Rock & Roll".
To sleep, 0930.
I woke up, hot as a jalepeno, 14:30, came out of BR1.
She was sitting in the easy chair.
I said, "Too hot," and went into BR2.
She joined me, later in the afternoon.
I got up, 17:30.
Went back to BR1 to get my phone, see if I missed anything.
Such as, a phone call from Dad.
I called him back, and we had a conversation about Friday.
I had seen his email about there being a 'celebration of her life' in Diamondhead, but he told me, this WAS the funeral.
Was I coming?
Well....
He said, he could pay MY way, but not Merry's.
I sighed, and said, I'd let him know, and said, good bye
Merry and I talked about alternatives.
She looked at flying out of Las Vegas.... definitely NO cheaper.
Flying out of Phoenix.... cheaper for sure, but $200 more than just for me out of LAX, plus 400 miles each way driving (so, Gas and Six hours driving).
She looked at going into Gulfport. No help.
I had to go.
IN car 1840.
Back in the house for my iced coffee mug that I left on the kitchen table.
IN car 1843.
At work 19:29.
97 Rides final for Monday, 65 to start, Tuesday, so EZ night.
Other than the last minute rush of nonsense that ALWAYS happens as the last rez-agent is leaving, at 22:00.
sl Sex 95 h
sl Org 95 h
sl F/me 15 h
sl F/Her 15 h
Lock 84 H
sHlDO 14
sl CIG 236 D
Glu-Fre 61.33 D
sHLD 6.5 D
Sl P/M 145 H
What I wore to work:
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Monday, July 7, 2014
7.06 Diary (numbers added, late July 7)
She wanted to 'play', and I said, "Okay, lemme go to the toilet, first."
I went... and was a bit constipated. Oh well.
I returned to the yard area, and we moved the available spanking bench into better light.
She suggested I go pick out implements of choice.
Instead, I brought out the whole toy bag, laid it across a couple chairs, provided Her with a flashlight...
I was wearing an a-shirt, shorts, socks, shoes, and a kind of harness, that held up my jewels and only had leg bands behind it...I took off the shorts and shoes, and knelt on the bench.
She started with a bamboo rod, which we bought a bundle of at the 99c store....
About 20 whacks with that across my buttocks and on my sit spot, then a few that hit way too high, and the stick splintered.
She switched to the pizza board paddle, and some twenty hard smacks with that.
And then She switched to ...cane? spoon? I'm not sure which,
but She stopped when something popped and started bleeding. She sanitized the area, and applied a band aid.
Then She put a latex glove on one hand, and started inspecting in between my cheeks.
I guessed what She was ....considering...
And while I really really wanted (and want) to put a dildo in my ass, strap it on, and fuck the hell out of me, I felt I had to tell Her, "Not a good idea, you'd be hitting gold quickly."
"Looks like you're right," She said. "You want some more?"
"No, I'm good," I said.
"Go ahead and pack up," She said, "I'm gonna get ready for a D.O."
Subtle hint.
I packed up the toy bag, took it back to the tent...gave Her a few minutes, then entered the tent.
She was laying flat on Her back, topless.
I got nearly on top of Her, touching Her breasts and She started moaning.
She pushed me away and down, and I pulled down and off, Her tighty pinkies, and began gently licking the top of Her slit,and around it, and down into it, as She moaned, louder.
She moaned "P...lease..." and pulled me up to Her.
My penis was showing no signs of interest. I tried to wake it up, by manipulating the head in and around the wetness between Her legs, but nothin' doing.
She told me to get the vibrator and put a condom on it...which I did....and insert it between Her legs....and in the meantime, fondle Her breasts, while using my tongue on Her clit.
I did...and She moaned....again and again and again... until She whispered, "Take it out, take it out."
I did, and She leaned back, then rolled onto Her right side.
I crawled up, and laid down beside Her, and She was asleep in a minute.
I went outside, to hang out by the fire, a bit more, then went back into the tent, lay down by Her again, and went to sleep, around 0230.
Up for P&S, 0400 or so.
Awake 0830, and noticed She was already gone.
It was getting quite warm in the tent, so I was up to stay not much later.
I went outside, got some coffee from the mess area, and went to sit down beside Her.
She said, 'If I don't talk about this now, I won't.... so..."
"Go ahead..."
"I want you to stop masturbating."
"Ummm..."
'I think it effects your performance with me. The last two times you've been unable to get it up for me, and I think it has to do with masturbation."
"Well, I do have other reasons... like I do have a problem getting aroused directly after a BDSM scene, and other times, if I'm thinking that I should be sleeping for work, I can't get my conscious brain to shut off and let my libido brain engage."
"I understand that. But, I do want you to stop masturbating."
"Well, I have that untried chastity device... that would help."
"And that's a treat for good behaviour, and you're close, you're very close."
"Ummm.... erggh....okay." Add this one to my gripe list.
The campsite owner was cooking breakfast, and we partook of some share of pancake, scrambled eggs, bacon, sausage.
We had a nice chat with another fem domme, by the name of Pears or somesuch, which I initiated because I wanted to confirm I had seen her at a LICK party.
Then we decided to start taking down the tent, and packing up.
She was sitting in a chair, across the way from our tent.
I walked down the hill, to the street where the car was parked.
And She sent me a text: "Please bring me a cold drink."
I wrote back: "Sure, since I'm sitting around doing nothing. And by the way, I'm in the car, getting ready to drive it up the hill." Another for the gripe list.
First we took off the rain cover, and She took it away, to try to fold and compress it properly. I started pulling the contents out of the tent, before taking it down, which meant, putting away whatever I could first, like the sleeping bag into the case, the comforter into its case etc, then setting it all outside the tent, and getting the susceptible items out of the direct sunlight.
Then I started the actual take down,and She assisted.
We had all the poles out, and folded up, and in the storage bag, leaving us with a flattened tent, still staked, and I believed it would be easier to fold up, by leaving the stakes in.
She got yelled at, from across the way.
Sign language from this other woman, MJ who was over there, told Her, and She told me, "It's time for my flogging," and She walked off.
To Her credit, She asked MJ to send somebody to come over and help me.
In a few minutes, a couple guys came along: 'Hey man like... you need some help."
"Nope."
I continued, rolling up the tent, and packing it, by myself.
Then I carried the bags to the car, two at a time, some hundred paces each way.
Doesn't sound like much, other than ...it was hotter than all bugfuck.
And I was getting more peeved and annoyed with each step. Other one for the gripe list.
I was DONE, and sitting, catching my breath, when She came out of the dungeon, a slightly satisfied look on Her face.
She looked at my face: "What's wrong?"
"Loading everything in the fucking car all by my fucking self...."
"Sorry..... how can I make it up to you?"
"Blow me," I mumbled.
"What's that?"
"I didn't say anything. It's my fucking job to load the fucking car. It's just too fucking hot."
"Wanna go inside, it's cooler."
We went inside the dungeon area.
And watched... a very naked Pears, her hands rope-tied in front of her, was bending over a spanking bench, and a fellow who goes by the nickname "House" because he is as big as one, was giving her bare bottom all kinds of painful attention.
Merry rubbed my crotch through my thin shorts and asked if this aroused me.
No, watching a woman getting beaten like this does not arouse me, but it certainly appeals to my sadistic self.
I get aroused when I'm able to visualize that it's MY ass getting beaten.
House finished with her, and grabbed her by the hair and took her outside.
When she came back in a few minutes later, with wet hair, and a towel draped around her, I surmised that House had tossed her into the wading pool.
Merry went to the toilet.
I went to find House and remind him of the birthday spanking that Merry had asked him for, the previous day.
He grinned and said, "Soon as I finish this cigarette, I'll be along."
I went back to where She was, and told Her that House would be along.
She did not seem all that happy, but She did ask for it.
As House headed our way, She asked me for a snack bag of chips.
House said, "Come in when you're ready..."
And I stood and watched Her slowly eating chips.
I figured, "By the time She's finished, House will be involved with someone else, and ... then we're outta here."
She finished; we went inside, House was waiting.
They did some pre-negotiations.... hand or paddle? Warm up? Etc.
They went to a spanking bench, I followed video camera in hand. I asked him if it was okay if I videoed the action in tight close up, and he said, "Sure."
She bent over, pulled up Her skirt, and took down the tighty pinkies. He warmed up Her buttocks a little, then delivered a number of spanks equal to what Her years of age will be, in a week, while She counted 'em.
He was done, and walked away, I continued filming, as She stood up, and turned around, and said, "Those weren't squeals of pain...well, some were, but also of orgasm."
Then we were ready to go, I guess, and got in my car, and headed for ... a gas station, where I filled up, and then we headed home... and I started a discussion relating to masturbation and chastity, offering the following points:
1. You don't want me to masturbate
2. Using a chastity device would be a simple way to prevent it.
3. I like wearing the CD, so I would not think of it as punishment.
4. It's a silicon device, so it can be removed and we can 'play' immediately; no problematic metal allergy issues.
5. Just because it's ON does not mean it can't come OFF, just whenever. And back ON again.
6. I could just put the damn thing on, even without Her express permission. It's not like we are currently living a real D/s or M/s or FLR dynamic.
And, She agreed. She even said, She was going to go for it, before I said all this. That I should plan to put it on, before going to work, this evening.
So..HOME. And unloaded the car, with a lot of help from Stitch, for which I am grateful.
And putting things away. I've got major OCD about that.
When She brings home a suitcase from a trip. She takes weeks to unpack it.
But it's the first thing I do, just about.
Even when I'm running late for work, although I did let 'em know ahead of time.
I didn't have much in the way of clothes in the one bag, so that was easy.
And I unpacked the whole of the toy bag.....
I spent awhile cleaning, loading, and re cleaning my e-cigarette....
THEN I showered, and dried, and put on socks, only, and went into my room, and put on this silicon device, and finished dressing, and went out to the living room, poured iced tea to take with me, and packed up, and kissed Her goodbye.
She squeezed my crotch...to see if I was wearing something. I pulled down my tights to show Her, and She scrutinized the number on the lock. HA!
Will She remember the six digit number? No.
Does it matter, am I at all likely to remove the lock, remove the CD, in order to do...something... while I'm at work? Um, no, no.
She asked if it's comfortable.
"I've had it on for ten minutes...."
No pictures were taken then, but I did take a couple selfies at work.
In car 16.15
Cruising along.
Text comes from the Boss. "How long to the office, Sam is getting antsy."
Crap. "On the 101 now, won't be long."
At the office 1700.
I usually do set up, but getting in so late, my partner (by which I mean, my co-worker who is there every evening that I work) had already started set up, and I told her to just run with it, while I dealt with the night work.
HslS 21
HsLO 191
HsLD 22
Hr UN 1347
Hr L 8
Her DO yes
from One Possible Set of Enforced Male Chastity Regulations
He agrees that he MUST ask permission to ejaculate.
from Corporal Punishment Implements: The Ruler
The ruler also has been used by mothers and fathers on their unruly offspring. And while it has seen use on the hands in families, its main area of usage here was ...is... the bottom. A thorough dose of the rule can be quite painful, though it would never be as effective as a slipper or spoon. A ruler is lightweight, so it does not bruise, it only stings. The only thing that can happen is that the sides of the ruler bite into the skin, which will leave nasty marks.
from How to Get the Spanking You Want
As distressing as this spanking may have been to you, your resistance is probably even more upsetting to your partner. S/he may feel like the "bad guy" who crossed a line, lost control, and hurt you without your consent...................
I went... and was a bit constipated. Oh well.
I returned to the yard area, and we moved the available spanking bench into better light.
She suggested I go pick out implements of choice.
Instead, I brought out the whole toy bag, laid it across a couple chairs, provided Her with a flashlight...
I was wearing an a-shirt, shorts, socks, shoes, and a kind of harness, that held up my jewels and only had leg bands behind it...I took off the shorts and shoes, and knelt on the bench.
She started with a bamboo rod, which we bought a bundle of at the 99c store....
About 20 whacks with that across my buttocks and on my sit spot, then a few that hit way too high, and the stick splintered.
She switched to the pizza board paddle, and some twenty hard smacks with that.
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| The pizza board paddle is about this size... |
but She stopped when something popped and started bleeding. She sanitized the area, and applied a band aid.
Then She put a latex glove on one hand, and started inspecting in between my cheeks.
I guessed what She was ....considering...
And while I really really wanted (and want) to put a dildo in my ass, strap it on, and fuck the hell out of me, I felt I had to tell Her, "Not a good idea, you'd be hitting gold quickly."
"Looks like you're right," She said. "You want some more?"
"No, I'm good," I said.
"Go ahead and pack up," She said, "I'm gonna get ready for a D.O."
Subtle hint.
I packed up the toy bag, took it back to the tent...gave Her a few minutes, then entered the tent.
She was laying flat on Her back, topless.
I got nearly on top of Her, touching Her breasts and She started moaning.
She pushed me away and down, and I pulled down and off, Her tighty pinkies, and began gently licking the top of Her slit,and around it, and down into it, as She moaned, louder.
She moaned "P...lease..." and pulled me up to Her.
My penis was showing no signs of interest. I tried to wake it up, by manipulating the head in and around the wetness between Her legs, but nothin' doing.
She told me to get the vibrator and put a condom on it...which I did....and insert it between Her legs....and in the meantime, fondle Her breasts, while using my tongue on Her clit.
I did...and She moaned....again and again and again... until She whispered, "Take it out, take it out."
I did, and She leaned back, then rolled onto Her right side.
I crawled up, and laid down beside Her, and She was asleep in a minute.
I went outside, to hang out by the fire, a bit more, then went back into the tent, lay down by Her again, and went to sleep, around 0230.
Up for P&S, 0400 or so.
Awake 0830, and noticed She was already gone.
It was getting quite warm in the tent, so I was up to stay not much later.
I went outside, got some coffee from the mess area, and went to sit down beside Her.
She said, 'If I don't talk about this now, I won't.... so..."
"Go ahead..."
"I want you to stop masturbating."
"Ummm..."
'I think it effects your performance with me. The last two times you've been unable to get it up for me, and I think it has to do with masturbation."
"Well, I do have other reasons... like I do have a problem getting aroused directly after a BDSM scene, and other times, if I'm thinking that I should be sleeping for work, I can't get my conscious brain to shut off and let my libido brain engage."
"I understand that. But, I do want you to stop masturbating."
"Well, I have that untried chastity device... that would help."
"And that's a treat for good behaviour, and you're close, you're very close."
"Ummm.... erggh....okay." Add this one to my gripe list.
The campsite owner was cooking breakfast, and we partook of some share of pancake, scrambled eggs, bacon, sausage.
We had a nice chat with another fem domme, by the name of Pears or somesuch, which I initiated because I wanted to confirm I had seen her at a LICK party.
Then we decided to start taking down the tent, and packing up.
She was sitting in a chair, across the way from our tent.
I walked down the hill, to the street where the car was parked.
And She sent me a text: "Please bring me a cold drink."
I wrote back: "Sure, since I'm sitting around doing nothing. And by the way, I'm in the car, getting ready to drive it up the hill." Another for the gripe list.
First we took off the rain cover, and She took it away, to try to fold and compress it properly. I started pulling the contents out of the tent, before taking it down, which meant, putting away whatever I could first, like the sleeping bag into the case, the comforter into its case etc, then setting it all outside the tent, and getting the susceptible items out of the direct sunlight.
Then I started the actual take down,and She assisted.
We had all the poles out, and folded up, and in the storage bag, leaving us with a flattened tent, still staked, and I believed it would be easier to fold up, by leaving the stakes in.
She got yelled at, from across the way.
Sign language from this other woman, MJ who was over there, told Her, and She told me, "It's time for my flogging," and She walked off.
To Her credit, She asked MJ to send somebody to come over and help me.
In a few minutes, a couple guys came along: 'Hey man like... you need some help."
"Nope."
I continued, rolling up the tent, and packing it, by myself.
Then I carried the bags to the car, two at a time, some hundred paces each way.
Doesn't sound like much, other than ...it was hotter than all bugfuck.
And I was getting more peeved and annoyed with each step. Other one for the gripe list.
I was DONE, and sitting, catching my breath, when She came out of the dungeon, a slightly satisfied look on Her face.
She looked at my face: "What's wrong?"
"Loading everything in the fucking car all by my fucking self...."
"Sorry..... how can I make it up to you?"
"Blow me," I mumbled.
"What's that?"
"I didn't say anything. It's my fucking job to load the fucking car. It's just too fucking hot."
"Wanna go inside, it's cooler."
We went inside the dungeon area.
And watched... a very naked Pears, her hands rope-tied in front of her, was bending over a spanking bench, and a fellow who goes by the nickname "House" because he is as big as one, was giving her bare bottom all kinds of painful attention.
Merry rubbed my crotch through my thin shorts and asked if this aroused me.
No, watching a woman getting beaten like this does not arouse me, but it certainly appeals to my sadistic self.
I get aroused when I'm able to visualize that it's MY ass getting beaten.
House finished with her, and grabbed her by the hair and took her outside.
When she came back in a few minutes later, with wet hair, and a towel draped around her, I surmised that House had tossed her into the wading pool.
Merry went to the toilet.
I went to find House and remind him of the birthday spanking that Merry had asked him for, the previous day.
He grinned and said, "Soon as I finish this cigarette, I'll be along."
I went back to where She was, and told Her that House would be along.
She did not seem all that happy, but She did ask for it.
As House headed our way, She asked me for a snack bag of chips.
House said, "Come in when you're ready..."
And I stood and watched Her slowly eating chips.
I figured, "By the time She's finished, House will be involved with someone else, and ... then we're outta here."
She finished; we went inside, House was waiting.
They did some pre-negotiations.... hand or paddle? Warm up? Etc.
They went to a spanking bench, I followed video camera in hand. I asked him if it was okay if I videoed the action in tight close up, and he said, "Sure."
She bent over, pulled up Her skirt, and took down the tighty pinkies. He warmed up Her buttocks a little, then delivered a number of spanks equal to what Her years of age will be, in a week, while She counted 'em.
He was done, and walked away, I continued filming, as She stood up, and turned around, and said, "Those weren't squeals of pain...well, some were, but also of orgasm."
Then we were ready to go, I guess, and got in my car, and headed for ... a gas station, where I filled up, and then we headed home... and I started a discussion relating to masturbation and chastity, offering the following points:
1. You don't want me to masturbate
2. Using a chastity device would be a simple way to prevent it.
3. I like wearing the CD, so I would not think of it as punishment.
4. It's a silicon device, so it can be removed and we can 'play' immediately; no problematic metal allergy issues.
5. Just because it's ON does not mean it can't come OFF, just whenever. And back ON again.
6. I could just put the damn thing on, even without Her express permission. It's not like we are currently living a real D/s or M/s or FLR dynamic.
And, She agreed. She even said, She was going to go for it, before I said all this. That I should plan to put it on, before going to work, this evening.
So..HOME. And unloaded the car, with a lot of help from Stitch, for which I am grateful.
And putting things away. I've got major OCD about that.
When She brings home a suitcase from a trip. She takes weeks to unpack it.
But it's the first thing I do, just about.
Even when I'm running late for work, although I did let 'em know ahead of time.
I didn't have much in the way of clothes in the one bag, so that was easy.
And I unpacked the whole of the toy bag.....
I spent awhile cleaning, loading, and re cleaning my e-cigarette....
THEN I showered, and dried, and put on socks, only, and went into my room, and put on this silicon device, and finished dressing, and went out to the living room, poured iced tea to take with me, and packed up, and kissed Her goodbye.
She squeezed my crotch...to see if I was wearing something. I pulled down my tights to show Her, and She scrutinized the number on the lock. HA!
Will She remember the six digit number? No.
Does it matter, am I at all likely to remove the lock, remove the CD, in order to do...something... while I'm at work? Um, no, no.
She asked if it's comfortable.
"I've had it on for ten minutes...."
No pictures were taken then, but I did take a couple selfies at work.
In car 16.15
Cruising along.
Text comes from the Boss. "How long to the office, Sam is getting antsy."
Crap. "On the 101 now, won't be long."
At the office 1700.
I usually do set up, but getting in so late, my partner (by which I mean, my co-worker who is there every evening that I work) had already started set up, and I told her to just run with it, while I dealt with the night work.
HslS 21
HsLO 191
HsLD 22
Hr UN 1347
Hr L 8
Her DO yes
from One Possible Set of Enforced Male Chastity Regulations
He agrees that he MUST ask permission to ejaculate.
from Corporal Punishment Implements: The Ruler
The ruler also has been used by mothers and fathers on their unruly offspring. And while it has seen use on the hands in families, its main area of usage here was ...is... the bottom. A thorough dose of the rule can be quite painful, though it would never be as effective as a slipper or spoon. A ruler is lightweight, so it does not bruise, it only stings. The only thing that can happen is that the sides of the ruler bite into the skin, which will leave nasty marks.
from How to Get the Spanking You Want
As distressing as this spanking may have been to you, your resistance is probably even more upsetting to your partner. S/he may feel like the "bad guy" who crossed a line, lost control, and hurt you without your consent...................
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| I wanna be spanked by a woman, dressed like this |
Saturday, April 26, 2014
04.25 Diary (Back in the cage....again....)
Up, 0900, and running to the toilet with diarrhea.
I fed the animals...
AND
She said, "It's time for your lock up, get a device, and get it on."
I did.
She tried to shut the plastic lock in place, and couldn't, so I did that too.
She started getting ready for Her trip, packing and such, and I helped as much as I could.
Her friends that were supposed to arrive at 1100, arrived at 1045. I saw them walking up the walk to our front door, as She was coming in the back door from the laundry area, still half naked, and I told Her to 'hurry up'.
She got dressed, and came into the living room, and addressed the two ladies there, telling them that ...
in fact, She has been divorced from Stitch for some time now, and is married to me, as of September last.
One of the ladies said, "I thought you were gay...."
I whispered with a smile, "She ... lied."
Then added, "That was just...the cover story."
I helped Her get Her bags to the vehicle, and aided in navigation, and the three of them, with Her driving one of the other's van, departed around 11:30.
I went in, for another sit down on the toilet, and self-administered a couple bulb's worth of enemas, in an attempt to get it all out at once.
And I dressed, and filled out the time sheets that arrived weeks ago, with Her hours of working at HLB's house.
Then I went out to my car..... stopped for gas... and drove to HLB's house, to get his signature on the sheets.
Which resulted in much conversation, at least on the listening end, as HLB always has much to say on any given subject.
At a moment when he stopped long enough to take a breath, I got up and excused myself out.
We're the joke of the neighborhood, but why should we care if we're feeling good, and I took the long way home.
....Stopping at Her bank, to deposit the checks that came in the day before, then CVS for various prescriptions, then home.
..cleaned out the porta-potty in my bedroom, and scooped the litter box, and took a shower, and started Her laundry, and emptied the dishwasher, and measured the front yard, and drew a diagram, and cut down the spanking-yardstick, and continued with laundry, and gathered a bunch of trash to take out, and went out to the garage to count another box of comics, and brought in my box of spanko magazines, and then watched an episode of BBT from which I wanted to write down some dialog...
And I made dinner for myself.... and I finished off watching the Archer series....
And asleep about 0130, which was kinda stupid, as I was getting up kinda early to go to work.
HsLS 131
HsLO 422
HsLB 99 1/2
H Un/L 10/14
Her DO? No
Did I offer? No
From "Ten Commandments"
I confess all my transgressions to You, and I never lie to you."
From My Manifesto
I will never leave Her room without permission at any time unless it is a life threatening emergency.
I fed the animals...
AND
She said, "It's time for your lock up, get a device, and get it on."
I did.
She tried to shut the plastic lock in place, and couldn't, so I did that too.
She started getting ready for Her trip, packing and such, and I helped as much as I could.
Her friends that were supposed to arrive at 1100, arrived at 1045. I saw them walking up the walk to our front door, as She was coming in the back door from the laundry area, still half naked, and I told Her to 'hurry up'.
She got dressed, and came into the living room, and addressed the two ladies there, telling them that ...
in fact, She has been divorced from Stitch for some time now, and is married to me, as of September last.
One of the ladies said, "I thought you were gay...."
I whispered with a smile, "She ... lied."
Then added, "That was just...the cover story."
I helped Her get Her bags to the vehicle, and aided in navigation, and the three of them, with Her driving one of the other's van, departed around 11:30.
I went in, for another sit down on the toilet, and self-administered a couple bulb's worth of enemas, in an attempt to get it all out at once.
And I dressed, and filled out the time sheets that arrived weeks ago, with Her hours of working at HLB's house.
Then I went out to my car..... stopped for gas... and drove to HLB's house, to get his signature on the sheets.
Which resulted in much conversation, at least on the listening end, as HLB always has much to say on any given subject.
At a moment when he stopped long enough to take a breath, I got up and excused myself out.
We're the joke of the neighborhood, but why should we care if we're feeling good, and I took the long way home.
....Stopping at Her bank, to deposit the checks that came in the day before, then CVS for various prescriptions, then home.
..cleaned out the porta-potty in my bedroom, and scooped the litter box, and took a shower, and started Her laundry, and emptied the dishwasher, and measured the front yard, and drew a diagram, and cut down the spanking-yardstick, and continued with laundry, and gathered a bunch of trash to take out, and went out to the garage to count another box of comics, and brought in my box of spanko magazines, and then watched an episode of BBT from which I wanted to write down some dialog...
And I made dinner for myself.... and I finished off watching the Archer series....
And asleep about 0130, which was kinda stupid, as I was getting up kinda early to go to work.
HsLS 131
HsLO 422
HsLB 99 1/2
H Un/L 10/14
Her DO? No
Did I offer? No
From "Ten Commandments"
I confess all my transgressions to You, and I never lie to you."
From My Manifesto
I will never leave Her room without permission at any time unless it is a life threatening emergency.
Monday, December 23, 2013
12.22 Diary
Awake around 0815, with her as S, at my door.
Was I still mad at her?
Yes.
I got up, fed my cats, took a quick shower...which filled the stopped up tub....put in some drain cleaner, started getting dressed....
R came in, carrying a message from her: "S wants to know if you're taking her with you?"
"Sure."
He delivered the message. I heard the water starting in the shower, and ran into the bathroom.
"Don't use the shower, that's very strong drain cleaner in that standing water."
"I can't go like this, I'm dirty, my hair is greasy..." She started crying and went to her bedroom.
I continued getting dressed, and made my way out.
Off I went..... arrived, went inside, and Rev A was the first to greet me with a hug.
We talked, I went inside.
Service was good, with Rev A giving the lesson, for Her last time, as She is leaving this Center as of 12/31.
Afterwards, I went to the market across the streets, for paper towels, and more drain cleaner....
then I stopped for gas and coffee, and headed home.
And I had time to sort out a few things.....
My anger...or whatever the emotion I was carrying....was based on what, exactly?
If anything, on expectations I had of Her.
Wrong expectations, really.
I sort of realized that yesterday was going to be traumatic, being a one year anniversary for Her.
And She had this .... thing to deal with, not a thing that comes up often, infrequently would be the most often it occurs.... and all the time, She was trying to cope with.... the anniversary.
I should have had no expectations, and simply let Her do what She needed to do, to cope and handle, and get through the day.
SO, I released expectations, I forgave Her, I let go. My anger and everything else dissipated, and...
I arrived home.
She was napping.... I took care of getting the trash out.... checking the shower drain, still clogged,
then I lay down on my bed, listening to music with ear buds in.
After a while, She was at my door.
"May I join you?"
"Of course!"
She came in, and we chatted for quite some time.
And I set up my laptops, trying to 'fix them' as up to that point, both of them were getting crappy internet connections, to the point of being unusable.
In the process, we discovered that S had .... been in conversation with guy on sp-o, going so far as to set up a meet between him and Her; and she had logged in as me on sp-o, and answered a private message, and had commented on a few things on fet, in Her place.
Busy little girl....
Meanwhile, I logged in as Her on sp-o, and amused myself, chasing off all the guys that were sending PMs to Her.
Then it was time for me to get up and dress and get moving......
In the car 1815 or so, at work 19 20 or so.
A very quiet night so far (composing this at 2200) but I'm hesitant to say too much.....
Well, nothing happened, work wise.
She came into chat at some point....
She started making fun of me, saying I should take lessons from 'obedienthusband' for not being such a smart ass....so I left.the chat room.
Hrs S l o 199 1/2
Hr s L S 99
Hr s L B 62
Hr locked up 86
Was I still mad at her?
Yes.
I got up, fed my cats, took a quick shower...which filled the stopped up tub....put in some drain cleaner, started getting dressed....
R came in, carrying a message from her: "S wants to know if you're taking her with you?"
"Sure."
He delivered the message. I heard the water starting in the shower, and ran into the bathroom.
"Don't use the shower, that's very strong drain cleaner in that standing water."
"I can't go like this, I'm dirty, my hair is greasy..." She started crying and went to her bedroom.
I continued getting dressed, and made my way out.
Off I went..... arrived, went inside, and Rev A was the first to greet me with a hug.
We talked, I went inside.
Service was good, with Rev A giving the lesson, for Her last time, as She is leaving this Center as of 12/31.
Afterwards, I went to the market across the streets, for paper towels, and more drain cleaner....
then I stopped for gas and coffee, and headed home.
And I had time to sort out a few things.....
My anger...or whatever the emotion I was carrying....was based on what, exactly?
If anything, on expectations I had of Her.
Wrong expectations, really.
I sort of realized that yesterday was going to be traumatic, being a one year anniversary for Her.
And She had this .... thing to deal with, not a thing that comes up often, infrequently would be the most often it occurs.... and all the time, She was trying to cope with.... the anniversary.
I should have had no expectations, and simply let Her do what She needed to do, to cope and handle, and get through the day.
SO, I released expectations, I forgave Her, I let go. My anger and everything else dissipated, and...
I arrived home.
She was napping.... I took care of getting the trash out.... checking the shower drain, still clogged,
then I lay down on my bed, listening to music with ear buds in.
After a while, She was at my door.
"May I join you?"
"Of course!"
She came in, and we chatted for quite some time.
And I set up my laptops, trying to 'fix them' as up to that point, both of them were getting crappy internet connections, to the point of being unusable.
In the process, we discovered that S had .... been in conversation with guy on sp-o, going so far as to set up a meet between him and Her; and she had logged in as me on sp-o, and answered a private message, and had commented on a few things on fet, in Her place.
Busy little girl....
Meanwhile, I logged in as Her on sp-o, and amused myself, chasing off all the guys that were sending PMs to Her.
Then it was time for me to get up and dress and get moving......
In the car 1815 or so, at work 19 20 or so.
A very quiet night so far (composing this at 2200) but I'm hesitant to say too much.....
Well, nothing happened, work wise.
She came into chat at some point....
She started making fun of me, saying I should take lessons from 'obedienthusband' for not being such a smart ass....so I left.the chat room.
Hrs S l o 199 1/2
Hr s L S 99
Hr s L B 62
Hr locked up 86
Sunday, December 22, 2013
12.21 Diary
Awake around 09:00.... and the morning began with me giving Her oral, and watching Her moan and twitch, and push me up or away after each orgasm..... and then I suggested She go see R about 'finishing the job' for Her (since I'm still locked up, and She is adamant about waiting for Christmas).
So, She did, and came back later, saying , "He couldn't get it up."
She was up and moving, as She had another meeting to go to, and was taking R with Her, and I had a long list of "do's"...not necessarily "honey do's" but just "things that need done".
Starting with drain cleaner, as our only shower...drain was not draining.
She suggested OSH as having the best, and I researched, and there was one, adjacent to the supermarket we regularly go to.
I went there...and it evidently has not been open for some time. So I went into Rite and bought a couple bottles of store brand, and a mop, and returned home.
I accomplished a great many things..... too mundane to list here....
Around 1730, She called me....
paraphrase: "Leaving now, lots of traffic, still going to PO, get dog food....bank... home 9 ish, I think."
Oookay...
Well, it wasn't really okay, with me. I was .... upset? Annoyed? Disappointed?
I've been getting 'only' two nights off a week, this whole month, and that She chose to spend this entire one of my days off, away from home, away from me..... I did not like it.
I finished whatever I was doing..... went out and spent half an hour in the hot tub.... came in, and took a quick shower.... had dinner (leftover ham on muffins)....and was in bed, oh, 20:45.
She came home.... Ten-ish?
But it was her little, S, not Her.
Found out later, it had been S, most of the day.
She asked me if I wanted to go into the hot tub with her.
No.
She asked me to come look in the trunk, she had a surprise.
No, thank you.
She asked if I wanted her to get into bed with me.
Her choice, but not really my desire.
She went off to her room.
HR s L O 175 1/2
Hr s L sx 75
Hr s L DD 38
Hr LOCK 62
So, She did, and came back later, saying , "He couldn't get it up."
She was up and moving, as She had another meeting to go to, and was taking R with Her, and I had a long list of "do's"...not necessarily "honey do's" but just "things that need done".
Starting with drain cleaner, as our only shower...drain was not draining.
She suggested OSH as having the best, and I researched, and there was one, adjacent to the supermarket we regularly go to.
I went there...and it evidently has not been open for some time. So I went into Rite and bought a couple bottles of store brand, and a mop, and returned home.
I accomplished a great many things..... too mundane to list here....
Around 1730, She called me....
paraphrase: "Leaving now, lots of traffic, still going to PO, get dog food....bank... home 9 ish, I think."
Oookay...
Well, it wasn't really okay, with me. I was .... upset? Annoyed? Disappointed?
I've been getting 'only' two nights off a week, this whole month, and that She chose to spend this entire one of my days off, away from home, away from me..... I did not like it.
I finished whatever I was doing..... went out and spent half an hour in the hot tub.... came in, and took a quick shower.... had dinner (leftover ham on muffins)....and was in bed, oh, 20:45.
She came home.... Ten-ish?
But it was her little, S, not Her.
Found out later, it had been S, most of the day.
She asked me if I wanted to go into the hot tub with her.
No.
She asked me to come look in the trunk, she had a surprise.
No, thank you.
She asked if I wanted her to get into bed with me.
Her choice, but not really my desire.
She went off to her room.
HR s L O 175 1/2
Hr s L sx 75
Hr s L DD 38
Hr LOCK 62
12.20 Diary
Home....chores....shower...
Dressed in black socks, and sheer black briefs, and carrying a short cane and hairbrush, I went into Her room.
She got up, and told me to stand in the corner, while She went to the bathroom, and returned with a razor blade and wipes.
She started by shaving spots on my chest that I said I was 'afraid to shave too close'.... then had me drop my briefs, and get on the bed FDAU, while She shaved my inner cheeks, at my request, because I couldn't reach there very well, myself.
Then, while I was FDAU, She began using the cane and hairbrush....100+ times... while telling me, the one thing She expects me to do on my work nights, is write a journal entry on my blog, and She was quite disappointed and unhappy that I did not do so, the previous night.
Then She had me get into diaper position, and applied another 100+ between the two implements, and I do believe, but I will ask for Her verification, that I was the most vocal about this beating as I have EVER been.
Then She had me stand in the corner, and took an upper picture, showing a little bit of pink on my upper buttocks.... then had me get FDAU again, and took pictures showing where the REAL damage was.
I'd publish the pictures, but She took them on Her phone, and still hasn't sent them to me... some 60 hours later.
Then, off for a quick snack, and a nap..... 1030.
She got me up around 13:30, I got dressed, and we went grocery shopping, for the week, and for the dinner function She had to attend to, in the evening.
We returned home, and unloaded, and She started putting a ham in the oven, while I went to pick up R at work.
We got home, and She was not home, as She went to pick up another woman and bring her over for that night.
In due time, we were gathered, and ready, and drove a few miles down the street to the venue of the dinner/meeting.
After dinner, while the private meeting was in session, I found a quiet place to take a nap, and got an hour of sleep.
She called me when dessert was ready, and I returned to the living room.
After cleanup we returned home in the two cars we arrived in.
I parked my car, R went inside, I got in the car with Her and the other woman, as we took her home,
and returned home...
And we went to bed..... out with the lights around 23:30.
Hr S L O 151 1/2
Hr s L S 51
Hr s L Dd 14
hrs Lock 38
Dressed in black socks, and sheer black briefs, and carrying a short cane and hairbrush, I went into Her room.
She got up, and told me to stand in the corner, while She went to the bathroom, and returned with a razor blade and wipes.
She started by shaving spots on my chest that I said I was 'afraid to shave too close'.... then had me drop my briefs, and get on the bed FDAU, while She shaved my inner cheeks, at my request, because I couldn't reach there very well, myself.
Then, while I was FDAU, She began using the cane and hairbrush....100+ times... while telling me, the one thing She expects me to do on my work nights, is write a journal entry on my blog, and She was quite disappointed and unhappy that I did not do so, the previous night.
Then She had me get into diaper position, and applied another 100+ between the two implements, and I do believe, but I will ask for Her verification, that I was the most vocal about this beating as I have EVER been.
Then She had me stand in the corner, and took an upper picture, showing a little bit of pink on my upper buttocks.... then had me get FDAU again, and took pictures showing where the REAL damage was.
I'd publish the pictures, but She took them on Her phone, and still hasn't sent them to me... some 60 hours later.
Then, off for a quick snack, and a nap..... 1030.
She got me up around 13:30, I got dressed, and we went grocery shopping, for the week, and for the dinner function She had to attend to, in the evening.
We returned home, and unloaded, and She started putting a ham in the oven, while I went to pick up R at work.
We got home, and She was not home, as She went to pick up another woman and bring her over for that night.
In due time, we were gathered, and ready, and drove a few miles down the street to the venue of the dinner/meeting.
After dinner, while the private meeting was in session, I found a quiet place to take a nap, and got an hour of sleep.
She called me when dessert was ready, and I returned to the living room.
After cleanup we returned home in the two cars we arrived in.
I parked my car, R went inside, I got in the car with Her and the other woman, as we took her home,
and returned home...
And we went to bed..... out with the lights around 23:30.
Hr S L O 151 1/2
Hr s L S 51
Hr s L Dd 14
hrs Lock 38
12.19 Diary
Home...
Chores, unlocked gate, for swimming pool guy...
Showered....
In Her room, with two paddles, as She had requested in chat....
Face down, prone on bed, She gave me about 100, between the two paddles...
Then with me FDAU, She gave me another 100 or so swats.
Then She went to my room, and returned with a chastity device, and had me put it on, and She put on two plastic locks, and said, "I'm not opening this until Christmas morning."
Then it was my dinnertime, and sleep around 11:00.while She went to work.
I got up around 17:30, showered, dressed, and in car at 18:15.and was at work 19:20 or so.
It was a slow, quiet night, expected at this time of year in this business.
She came into chat, along with a newbie, "Paddle...something",
and I spent most of the night chatting with Her, and after She left, with him...
instead of writing this diary/journal entry.
Hr S L O 127 1/2
Hr s L sx 27
Hr s L D 14
Hr UN 504
Hr Lock 14
Chores, unlocked gate, for swimming pool guy...
Showered....
In Her room, with two paddles, as She had requested in chat....
Face down, prone on bed, She gave me about 100, between the two paddles...
Then with me FDAU, She gave me another 100 or so swats.
Then She went to my room, and returned with a chastity device, and had me put it on, and She put on two plastic locks, and said, "I'm not opening this until Christmas morning."
Then it was my dinnertime, and sleep around 11:00.while She went to work.
I got up around 17:30, showered, dressed, and in car at 18:15.and was at work 19:20 or so.
It was a slow, quiet night, expected at this time of year in this business.
She came into chat, along with a newbie, "Paddle...something",
and I spent most of the night chatting with Her, and after She left, with him...
instead of writing this diary/journal entry.
Hr S L O 127 1/2
Hr s L sx 27
Hr s L D 14
Hr UN 504
Hr Lock 14
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