July 28th Saturday diary

up 0130 and 0330
on couch 730
reading   coffee   fed animals
...
1300 shower n dressed

reading

20:00 in car with Merry to 
Walmart then 99c store
HOme 2130
Dinner  fried chicken n french fries
watched Code Black  finale
reading...

Saturday March 10 Diary

Awake pee 100, 400
530 in living room
Phone quizzes, other phone fun
Stitch made coffee
We watched
Mom
Ash vs Evil Dead
X files
Out with Merry 1050
Daiso in Torrance (had to poop)
WinCo
99c store Signal Hill (poop)
Arco for filters
Home 1420
Stitchs help:grocer gro up and away
Watched remaining XFiles
Activated new CC
Merry and Stitch out for errands
Nap in bedroom
Til 1945
Dinner fried chicken and chips
Started movie Contagion at 8
9:30 to bed
Up to pee 1130.

Dec 03 Sunday Diary

Up many times 
Up 1100  pills  newspaper
cheesy toast n coffee
Lookng at pix
Showered dressed
In car with M
Stopped for gas then
99c store
Walmart
home 14;15
I was in no mood for filming...
Nap on couch

then loaded pix on flash drive

Nap in bedroom
Dinner pizza home made
watched BBT reruns
Bed 2200

diary fri nov 17

otc 0028 532
w cye 7 3,4
car 540
home 624
fed animals
nap 645 810
up n dressed 
Merry with laryngitis
to Merrys opthamologist appt
Winco
Daiso
Carls Jr
Office Depot
Home
groceries up n away
both of us in bed 1330

up 1930
dinner  pulled pork and pickles on buns

back to bed

July 2nd, Sunday Diary

Up, like 3 times to pee

UP 8:30

Coffee

Read the LB newpaper...the only one delivered to the house (that we could find)

I called in  again for another delivery on my 'lost' LA-T.

Showered n dressed

11:17 Car with Sunshine...

WMT for an eye exam, ordered contacts, some shopping

Michaels, way down the road, for something she was looking for ...

Popped into a  Pay Less and Justice store that were next door

Some driving, then I went into a Harbor Freight while she went into Sprouts

On up to the Daiso

Then  Winco

And Vons

And Arco...

HOme 16:26

Groceries up n away

I went to my secondary briefcase, took out the pens, put em in my boxes...then switched primary and secondary briefcases...

Dinner   fried chicken n jo joes n coleslaw while reading Sunday's LA-t.

Nap  19:30 to 2100

UP 

Watched Preacher #2

Watched Zoo #1

Started on Django Unchained.....

June 3rd Saturday Diary

Awake a few time
Up, to couch, 10:30
Dressed and out with J and S
11:47:
99C store
Office Depot
Pet Co
Wal mart
Trader Joes
Payless
Quality Furniture
HOme...
cleaned car windows.
Fiddled with pend
Changed bags
Dinner quesadillas
Nap 16-1730
 snack
Nap to 18:15
UP showered, dressed, toilet
Car with J 19:30    
 Headed to a party in SD
On the freeway, but not out of LB yet, J got a text:  "Party cancelled!"
So we turned around...
She wanted Cheese Cake Factory
so we went to one in RB  arrived 20:13
dinner
HOME 2240
Bed.

June 2nd Friday Diary

Worked 00:28 to 05:44
Watched TNR 1:3--8
Down to car, cleaned the windshield
Rolling 6:04 home 6:54
Fed animals
Wrote checks et al
MDM  stir fry on tortillas
Watched TRMS-Thur
Read Thursday paper
Sleep on couch 09 to 14:30
UP and dressed
and to car with J, her driving.
Post Office
My bank
WF bank
Winco
Von's
home
Groceries up and away
Cleaned up some of the bar area
A fight with J  who wen toff to the bedroom
No TRMS that I wanted to watch
Watched 'Fargo'
Dinner   pastrami-cheese-on tortillas
Started watched The Dark Knight Rises
Feel asleep about two hours in
To bed 23:45

April 15, Saturday Diary

UP....
Dressed..
Three of us out to
Get gas
Walmart Market
Harbor Freight
Ikea
Home, to unload

nap

Dinner... chili
watched The Big Bang Theory,  Life in Pieces

Bed.

Monday March 13 Diary

Awake  00;30 0230
UP with alarm 6:10 
Made coffee
In car with Stitch 6:25, dropped him 6:50
HOme 7:12    Fed cats
Back to bed
Up to pee  and a/s

12:00 up and dressed
12:35 car with Merry to her PT (1300 to 14:00)
Pavillions to 1425
Petco and Dollar Tree 
15:00 home
 Called SCE to change addresses
Merry paid bills online 
Got on phone with Sparkletts  4:00 to 6:00 pm when it disconnected me!
Showered dressed
Kissed Merry good bye
Car 1842
Great easy traffic   work 19:20
In 19:23 --  23:53 

Saturday March 11 diary

Merry in bed with me until 0400
GOt up to help Sunshine
Snack on chips
8:00 up , wretching into toilet, but only drops of blood came up
10:30 up, coffee, notes
Called Spectrum, set up new cable account.l
Dressed, all three of us
Car 12:00 to  new home
Measuring, etc,  1230 - 1530
To Sears Outlet  16:00  struck out
To Jack in Box  1630
To Sears  16:45  Got Stitch a sears/Mc account, bought a washer and stove.
To Ikea 1730 to 1830, bought two couches
to Smart and Final   19:00
Home 19:08
I looked for my WF debit card, could not find it, Merry called and cancelled it
Read Thursday paper
Dinner  pulled pork on buns
Still irritable
Bed 21:00

Saturday Mar 4, diary Video, counts 2 spankings

Awake 04:30 and 07
8:15 up chair coffee shopping list
Email, Dan's blog
Poems
Inventory implements
Did a video, "It was fun before"
  with 5 implements, FDAU
Showered dressed
3 of us in car 13:26
To Vermont Ave, 13:50 look at apt
14:20 to w. 223, looked at house
to TJs (15:00)
to Taco Bell (15:22)
to Winco 15:40 
HOme 16:19
Groceries in and away
Download video; convert to mp4, screen caps, to flash drive to clips4sale.
Called Frontier to get our tv problem fixed.
Jon and Justin and baby, here at house
Nap
Dinner: chicken wild rice, sweet potatoes

Bed 21:30

Friday Dec 16th Diary

at work
Bitch of a night what with night work , and morning work...
Watched TWW 1:15 -- 21
Started 22.
Out 5:42  (858.1)
Home 6:21  (882.9,  155 m2e)
Fed animals...
In bed for nap,   6:45 to 9:15
UP   re-dressed, got Merry dressed
Out to car 9:40  to  her appointment in Torr.
BUT as soon as I dropped her, she summoned me back: she  was supposed to be in the building across the street.
So, across the street we went, and she went up...
And shortly called me to join her upstairs.
Her 'guy' was not available to do, so we were rescheduling...for Monday at 12:30
We had decided to go see a dr who could prescribe for her medical mj and we had some time before the clinic she found.
So.... first a branch of my bank, to withdraw my payday money.
A Payless shoe store... where she actually found a pair of the kind she likes... so,  she bought what will be her Christmas present.
A Sprint store next door, so I went inside and did some fact finding.
Then off to a Carl's Jr for a snack for her, with a nearby WF ATM that I could deposit my money.
Then to the clinic...
She went in... and talked to a doctor via Skype...and got a certificate for MM.
So we went to a Green cross shop.   
She purchased a few edibles.
And we headed home ...14:05  (915.0)
Out again 14:31  

First stop  99C store..
Then to HB to pick up #4 son.   (936.8)
Headed back home...stopped at Winco enroute
Home 17:20   (858.6  59 m2e).  
Groceries in and away.
Dinner in.
I prepped for bed, waiting on dinner
Corn dogs n chips, while watching about half of TRMS-F.
Sleep  18:30

23:30 up to pee.... 

Friday Dec 2nd Diary

at work
Watched TWW 7:12--18.
Out 5:42
Home 6:20
Price of gas up to $2.40 gal
Brought all bags in
Fed animals
Worked on notebook
Got Merry up and ready
Off to Ortho dr for 0900
She did not like the new x-ray technician.
He suggested, if improvement does not show in the next couple months, surgery might be required
ON to my bank, to withdraw my payday money.
Then to WF to deposit it in our HH account.
Then a stop at Dollar Tree.
Home
Nap  11:30 to 15:00
UP and in car again, to see our GP, to go over Merry's results of recent blood draw.
Nothing really shaking there....
Home 16:35.
Nap
 Watched with one eye, TRMS-Thurs
Dinner:   frozen french fries from a bag, baked in oven, with spaghetti sauce Merry created that she did not like herself because it was 'spicy'.
Watched TRMS-F
Sleep   21:30

Monday October 24th Diary

Stitch woke me up ...6:10  it was raining
SO  up   TLT   dressed...made coffee.
In car with Stitch.6:18
Stopped for gas.
Dropped Stitch  6:53
Home 7:22
Fed the animals.
Down for a wee nap.
UP and 
breakfast...buttered toast.
We watched Shameless, then Elementary.
Nap  1230 to 13:45
Up   dressed   
car  14:42
Arrived at Stitch's work place 15:05
He gets off at 15:30, so I read emails and news on my phone, while listening to news radio.
He came out at 1545...
I hopped a couple freeways to go to Walmart to get Merry's newest prescription (which turned out to be tramadol  again, a bit of a disappointment for her as she said, it didn't work last time...)
Then across the street to Winco, because she wanted more linguisa...
Home 16:48.
Showered  dressed   fed cats   prepped
Sat in chair to chill  20 minutes.  
Kissed Her goodbye
Car18:08
On the 101 north of the 110 junction, at one point the freeway was so EMPTY, I yelled out, "Where is everybody?"
As I exited SMB, I could see the cars,  their brakelights on the freeway, just ahead of me.
I arrived 18:58...and clocked in 19:15.
Mighty quiet at work.

Watched  TWW "West Wing" 6:9, 10 

Friday Oct 21st Diary

at work
Denny and the ops manager who schedules res-agents don't seem to communicate.... so Denny had Al coming in at 0100 as usual, but the res schedule had him working Friday 1500 to 2000 .... (guess who was right?)  and my other associate, Thing 2, worked from  16:00 to 02:30.
Watched Stud60  1-17 ... 1-22, finishing the season and series.
Out 6:22

Home 7:09
Fed the animals.
On line a bit, to see where we stand on finances.
Merry got herself ready, and we were in car  8:40, taking her to Orthopedic appointment.
There, the news was... she has a 'frozen shoulder' and needs physical therapy... three times a week  (as we found out later, at $60 a visit).
Out 10:15
My bank, to withdraw payday deposit.
Vons... to deposit money at the WF inside, while looking at grocery prices.
99C store for immediate needs   
11:00 home
MDM  pot roast and potatoes and quesadillas while watching TRMS: Thursday
12:30 to sleep
Never got up again, except to pee.

Friday September 30 Diary

at work
Al called out sick, but I still had Thing 2 with me all night.
Very quiet.
Watched  TWW  5:3 --8
Car 6:01  home 6:41
Fed animals.
MDM chili n cornbread
Watched TRMS-Th 
0800 sleep
1000 pee, 1200 pee  15:00 up
Showered n dressed n helped Sunshine get ready.
15:55 in car to her doctor
Out 16:45   to Taco Bell
Then Walmart to get my glasses n contacts n other stuff
Then to Winco for other shopping
Home 18:50
Groceries in n away
I read Thursday's paper
Watched TRMS --Friday
And fell asleep 20:00

UP 2200   pee n snack, trail mix.
Back to sleep

Sunday Sept 18 Diary

Up 10ish

We watched the new American Horror Story (AHS), then a movie  "Life or Something Like It"
Merry and I dressed, and got in the car to go shopping, again.
Walmart (her prescriptions and a flea collar for Donna)
Then Winco for groceries.
Home 15:30
Groceries in and away
We finally watched  "Star Wars: The Force Awakens".
Then the new "The Circus..."
Dinner   pork n rice
We watched five eps of TBBT reruns on TBS.
Sleep 23:00

7.17 Friday Diary and Journal

Midnight: I was still awake.  
I rolled over towards Her, She rolled towards me.
We got close, we got frisky.  
We were lovin, touchin, squeezin,  each other in a way we had not done in a long time. 
It soon led to the removal of Her lacy stretch panties, for contact betwixt my tongue and her between-the-leg nether regions, which did not last long as She pulled me up, and I hurriedly yanked my thong down... and with Her guidance, entered Her...
And after not very long at all...
I did not have a stop watch running...
But not very long at all...I had my climax to go along with Her  uh several.
Possibly the fastest I have ever 'came' during intercourse with Her.
Then occurred 'clean up'.  One of my favorite parts, but ... the whole episode was a 'favorite part'.
She had started, on tv. the movie "Guardians of the Galaxy" and once the fun was over, we continued watching it to the end.
Then I asked, "Wanna watch 'Wayward Pines'"?  
She did, and we did.
Done about 02:30.   
Was time to get some sleep; She has an appointment in oh  7 1/2 hours.

I got up 7:45.  Released Donna, fed the dogs n cats,   made coffee.
It was payday for Stitch and myself, so I started looked at accounts, and figuring out whom to pay how much.
Her first alarm went off at 8, second at 830, another at 9.
She was up with the first one.
She was out at 09:30.
I continued looking at accounts, looking through mail, writing checks (IRS payments) and pondering a recurring fantasy.
I started some laundry...
And on some kinda whim...
 Actually, I wanted to see if I had all the parts...
Various cats have knocked the box containing this thing off my dresser so many times, I wasn't sure...
So I checked...then put on, a black polycarbonate chastity device, and locked it on, took a selfie, and sent it to Merry.
And changed out of the thong to white lacy-stretch panties.
This evening, in about seven hours, I was about to start a five-overnight work week, and it 'seemed' like a good time to begin a "chastity game".
I was trying to nap in my chair, then Merry and I started texting, back and forth.
She arrived home,  1245 or so....   unpacked some stuff She purchased at some supermarket,  including sugar free Gummy Bears.
Knowing the effect those have on Her, I said, "Those should help if you're constipated."
"I am, and have been for days, which is a good thing for you."
"OH, how's that?"
"I haven't pooped for days. You can lick my butthole."
Now THAT is a concept that I suspect won't have any middle ground among people's opinions.  
In my opinion, either you LIKE the idea, or you DON'T like the idea.
I ... like the idea.  I believe my anal fetish is second only to my roleplay+spanking fetish.

So,  HER saying, I can ... you know, do that with my tongue... seemed to have come right out of a particular fantasy I've been having.
For me, a fantasy in my head is like some people with musical earworms.  Like getting a song stuck in the head, and won't leave until you wake up one day and it's gone, or it's been replaced by another song.
For me it's a fantasy. Some fantasy gets stuck, and I go over and over it, until .... I write it down, or it gets replaced, or other crap in my life moves it out of the way.
Later on, in this what's going to become a lengthy post, I am going to describe this particular fantasy.
Also, remember where I wrote roleplay+spanking fetish? I'm gonna write more about that, too, later on in this post.

She had just gotten Her pubic area...and labia ... waxed, and was 'anxious' to show me.  
First She gave me a quick view, taking down Her shorts and Slinky Pinkies to show me, then suggested I get much more of a close up.
We moved into BR2... so much cooler...  She got on the bed, and ...I got a real close up,  while sucking and licking Her very smooth nether regions.  With Her guiding me, I can safely speculate, She had a very good time.  
I asked Her, what had Her so pre-aroused?  Was it leftover from last night (13 hours ago?) Or does the waxing do it for Her?  Or was it that I was in chastity and so I could only provide for Her, with 'getting any' myself?
She said, it was leftover horniness from last night, kind of as a result of me 'taking control'.  
But/And, She expects or wants more of THIS, every morning, when I come home from work, this week.....   
So we got up and off the bed.
I mentioned a desire for having my butt spanked.
She said, "Okay!" and started getting the spanking bench ready. 
Which just meant, taking the sheet off of it.
Which wasn't what I wanted at all.
And I really wanted to film any such activity, but I really didn't have time.  We still had a LOT of shopping and errands to do.
And I had loose, almost uncontrollable, bowels. 
Accidents might well...happen.
So, I explained, and said, "Never mind."
She shrugged it off, and went to the living room...computer, to start printing a shopping list.
Quite simply, I thought THAT took way more time than really necessary for just a shopping list.... I could have hand-written three in the same amount of time...but it gave me time to gather mail to ...well, be mailed, and get dressed, and  go out and put the current tag on the license plate on my car, and put my laundry from washer to dryer.
She did the first driving, from home to a branch of Chase, where I withdrew most of my pay day deposit in cash.  
She asked me to take over driving.
I drove to a WF, where She deposited cash...
THen to the closed PO across the street from there, but it had a mailbox yet open, and I dropped outgoing mail...
Then to Winco, for our primary shopping....
When we got to the frozen food area, She wandered off, and ... Sunshine came back, giggly and excited because She found the Reese's Ice Cream Cake that we had been looking all over for.
We didn't buy it then, as we had other stops to make, but now we knew were to find it.
We checked out, and then went to Von's. Winco has overall better prices, but often She gets better deals on certain items through Von's Club.
Getting ready to check out, we got stopped by a very chatty fellow about...newspaper deliver.
Now, I HAD just put in the mailbox, a postcard for LA-T delivery, but he offered a special on the local LB Sunday delivery, and I took him up on it.
We checked out, went to the car...
And Home.
I brought the many bags to the porch.  I didn't want to open the door, because of three dogs looking out the screen, waiting for their chance to escape.
Stitch came out, and helped get the bags in.
And we unpacked and put it all away.
Then I went to fetch my laundry from the dryer.
And I stripped...
Gather clothes...
Showered and dressed...
Packed up,  made a batch of iced coffee.
At the computer desk, She had reverted to Merry. I asked about it; She said that 'apparently, Sunshine doesn't like doing boring moderator stuff.'
I kissed Her goodbye, and went on out to my car.
18:13.
 Onto the 710, smack dab into the scene of some accident, just getting cleaned up by emergency vehicles.
While negotiating through that, my phone rang.
"I thought you had left your phone at home, I see one on the table bedside."
"That's my old phone, the one I had before this one I'm talking to you on..."
"oh..."
In two miles, I was past the freeway mess.
At work 19:18.
ANd could not get my head around, that this is FRIDAY.
"Saturday" was stuck in my head.  
Night work tagged out, I just had to follow through.
A thumping 65 rides for Saturday.  

Now then: 

IF we are into 'The Chastity Game', then it's up to Merry to pull a random number for the days I am to be locked up.  Since '1' would be noon/Saturday (tomorrow), then '5' would be noon/Wednesday, which should be the minimum,  and Saturday (the 25th, 8 days) the maximum. (This time, 5 to 8 days... we may go for longer periods, as we acclimate, and I determine that this device is wearable for long periods).  
So, a random number between 5 and 8, inclusive, please?

About  roleplay+spanking:
I've been thinking a bunch about our relationship, which has gone through many changes and alterations.  
I've been thinking about what I want.
I've been trying to figure out why I've been doing so much fantasizing about what I want,  which is pretty much exactly what I did when I lived with an ex-girlfriend, then a (late)wife, then an ex-girlfriend, then alone... 
And now I have a wife who is as delighted to spank my naked bottom as I am to have Her do it.

So, what's the fuckin' problem, Shilo?

Well....

  I am not a submissive.  I'm easy to get along with, when it comes to choices to be made.  But when shit needs doing, and nobody else is doing it, I will and I do take control.
 I am not a slave.  My gut still hurts, thinking of when the word was applied to me.
 At home, in the real world, anyway.  

  I'm still quite willing to 'go along' on Fet, or at parties, as being Her submissive/slave.  It's ... a role to play.

We tried having a Female-led Relationship with DD.
The 'rules' we had in place were... well, common sense and common courtesy.  
As for the Domestic Discipline:  
 I've come to believe that DD has no 'real' place between consenting adults.  
When one of 'em does 'something wrong' it should be talked out.
As in,   
 "You left the toilet seat up."
"I did? Omigod, I'm sorry."
"Okay, try to remember, please."

As opposed to a different conversation, in what I imagine to be the real world:
 "You left the toilet seat up."
"I did? Omigod, I'm sorry."
"I am going to spank you for forgetting."
"What?  The FUCK you are."

THAT, I imagine is the conversation between 'real' adults, 
unless one has some kind of strong power over the other  (financial, threat of leaving...) or, one has agreed to the power exchange. Which happens.   But I don't really get it.

But, DD doesn't work in OUR relationship, because spanking is neither discipline nor punishment.
I enjoy it too much.
So, if punishment is supposed to be "an action given as consequences for unwanted behavior, meant to be a deterrent against such behavior recurring" ... 
   it doesn't work on me.  
If the punishment is corporal in nature, I enjoy it ...afterwards... maybe not during, while being applied...  and would not be a deterrent.  
I'm also quite stubborn. I'm capable of repeating the behavior, simply as a passive-aggressive acting out.

I simply believe in keeping it REAL in the relationship.  If I exhibit behavior that bother Her, She needs to talk to me.  
And vice versa.

THE problem .... eh, make that A problem, there may well be others ...  is : She knows, and I know.
She knows that ...I am a masochist, that I enjoy the impact play.
And I know that I am a masochist, that I enjoy it.
My fantasy world is a place where I am not self-aware.  Where I am spanked by a Dominant Other, who does it for discipline and punishment, and possibly her own kind of pleasure,  and I don't know ...for sure... that I ... kinda ... like it.
My fantasy world is a place where I'm in a relationship with a Woman who has Authority.
Call her 'Mom' or 'Stepmother' or 'Aunt' or 'Governess'.  and I am a ..well, a young man.  
She has Authority and when She declares, "It's time for a spanking" I am in no position to refuse.

So, it's been 25.5 months since our first date.
In that time, we (rather quickly) signed a D/s contract.
And equally quickly, and at my urging for fear of being cast aside, signed an M/s contract.
And got married.
And converted all to an FLR-DD contract.
And due to my abdominal health,  put all such things aside for a bit.
ANd when we returned, .... we realized, we like, or really, I like, videotaping our activities for posterity,  and realized, we just might make a bit of money, selling the clips on clips4sale.
Since then, nearly all our impact-play sessions have been done for the purpose of taping and putting them on our site.
We've done mostly roleplay for those clips,  pretending, for the sake of our audience, to be a couple engaging in FLR-DD. 

And THAT is what I mean, when I state that roleplay+spanking is at the top of my fetish list.

I do not want Her to declare an intention to spank me because 'I deserve it'.  I simply don't think that option exists.
She CAN (may...) declare an intention to spank me because  ...  She likes to, and knows I like it.  
Even better, to do it with camera rolling.

What kind of roleplay?
Well, as of right now, I've written out 84 scenarios, suitable for videorecording.

ANYTHING that takes the scene out of this 'real world', where punishment and discipline does not exist between adults, and into my imaginary fantasy world.

Although there will certainly by time for the occasional spontaneous not-recorded 'fun' spanking.

One 'might ask, if you're not in a D/s or M/s relationship, why do you involved in chastity play?
Because... She likes to have that control over me, and I like to cede that control to Her.
I know about myself that if/when I'm not in chastity, I'm tempted to take it into my own hand, whenever the whim strikes me that circumstances allow.   (During recent health issues, I've had NO interest in such.  I've noticed that in these days that I have felt better, my sexual appetite is returning.) However, being allowed to cum too much (for me) results in a decreased interest in Her.
Being in chastity aids in keeping me aroused and interested in Her.
However, She enjoys intercourse, with me, WAY too much, for me to "worry" about becoming "one of those men" who claim to be locked up for months at a time.

And finally:
 About a thousand words ago, I mention my recent earworm-of-a-fantasy.
 I'll write about it here, just so I can get it out, and move on to another one.
  In the present tense:

Somewhere (details vague) I meet an older woman. By that, I mean, clearly older than me.  She may be married but looking for something on the side, or separated/divorced/widowed.  Experienced but ... looking for something.   Maybe we meet on line, as it's easier, perhaps, to talk about intimate details when you're not face to face.
And we talk about what we would want if we could have a random hook-up,  and got to do just what we wanted.
She tells me that what she loves ... is to have her anus kissed, and licked, to have a man's tongue stuck into it as deep as he can get it in ...  followed by a finger, or two, then a dildo to open it up, followed by the man's cock, slow and easy in, til it's in all the way, then slowly ouuuut, then innnnnn,   until she is pushing back on it, urging him to go faster and harder with each thrust...   while her right hand is between her legs, rubbing her clit in rhythm with the anal pounding... until she gasp and moans in orgasm after orgasm ...and feels the man ejaculate into the condom stretched around his cock.  Then he pulls it out and continues to lick her anus and her pussy and clit, until she moans and says she's had enough.
I reply, 'Wow what's wrong with that, I got aroused thinking about it'.  
She says, 'I've known a man ...or two...that just were not into anything anal.  A bit of disappointment.'
"Oh, too bad," I say.
"And you?" she asks.
"Nothing...sexual, at all.  I want a dominant woman, like a ..a stepmother, who beats my bottom, for any offense, or just for discipline,  whether it's over her knee, while she uses a hairbrush, or with me bent over a chair or bed, while she uses paddle or strap or cane.  Just your basic home style punishment for a so called naughty boy."
"Ohhhhh, well..."
In short time, we get together... her place or mine or a hotel room. 
She gets what she wants, and I get what I want.
We go separate ways, satisfied.
We get together frequently, weekly or so. 

sl Sex        11 H
sl Org        11 H
sl F4Me       368 H
sl F4Her      368 H
Unlocked    109 D
Locked            1/2 D
sHl DO         10 H
sl CI            233 D
GlutenFree  58.33 D
sHlDate         3.5 D
S l MorP      73 H


Caption by me:

6.19 FRIDAY DIARY

Finished "The Two Towers"  around 02:45.
And, started watched the special extended edition of "The Return of the King".
  fml
Finished...around 06500 and to sleep.
09:00,  up to let Donna out and feed her.
Awakened abruptly by Merry, 13:45 to get up and ready for the 14:15 doctor appointment.
She had been awake, and said She had her alarm set... but set it for a.m. ... and nodded off at the computer desk.  
We hurriedly dressed...were in Her car 14:10, and at the Doctor's at 14:20...and the receptionist said, she had tried to call me  (yep, then I saw the missed call on my phone) to say, the doctor's arrival was delayed, and I need not come in til 15:00.
Well, what the hell, there we were.
Gave me time to find out why I had NOT yet received a referral to a Gastrointerologist.   <because, she had not seen the order that The Doctor had put on my chart>  so she was able to 'whip one up' real quick...and I was able to call and make an appointment while sitting there.
The Doctor arrived like 15:20. We were shown in 15:25.
He came in, spoke to me like, "Why are you here?"
"Um, because you said come back in a month.."
"Well, then, this time, make it two months."
    fml 
So, we made an appointment for two months hence, one for Her and me, together.  We sat in the waiting room, while She filled out the 5 or 6 pages of preliminary paperwork..and went on our way.
First stop,  gas station... and filled up.
Then home, almost running over Stitch on his bicycle on the way home....  as Merry wanted to put together a shopping list before we went ..shopping.
Out we went, to Von's then 99c store...
Home...brought stuff in, put it away.  
And began a monthly bill-pay,  deciding who is getting paid, and who isn't.
This is often a stressful discussion, resulting in one or the other of us wanting to throw up our hands and walk out of the room.
Hasn't happened yet... but it's been very close.
I had already undressed to underwear...when She said, She was ready to go out again.  
So I dressed.
Out we went... first to Petco, to get 'Donna food'  the 50 pound bag of dry dog food, that we give to Donna twice a day.
Then Walmart, for Her prescription, canned cat food, and a couple of other things that were always cheaper than market prices, there.
And stopped at a different 99c store, as the  one we went to earlier was all but out of a nearly-essential item.
ANd home.
And 'stuff' in the house, and away.
And I undressed again.
ANd sat in my chair.
And fell asleep, I think.
Woke up an hour later to continue reading, "Sex a man's guide"
Dinner... baked chicken and rice.
And watched first episode of new series on SyFy, "Killjoys".
                                       fml


D sl S    6 1/6
D sl O    30 1/2
D sl F4me    11 5/8
D sl F 4her   11 5/8
D un       81 1/2
D shl O    6 1/6
D sl CI   205
D  G-free    30 1/3
D sHer LD   9.5
D s l P or M     10+
Soap in the mouth while a strap is applied to the bottom. Lovely!