Whiskey Tango Foxtrot.....

Recently, Merry posted on Her blog,  'House Rules'.

One of them reads exactly like this, thanks to Control-C :

"Shilo will always be naked (socks optional) for beatings, discipline and/or punishment."

AND...
  I froze.
  First thought...."What the fuck.....?"
   Second thought...   "Oh YEAH?"
  Following thoughts....   "NAKED?"   "BEATINGS??"  "Punishment...Discipline?   What the fuck is this...?"

Now, this reaction on my part is really peculiar because....  ever since I started .... 'playing' with Merry, the play has been all about ...beatings  (punishment and discipline is surely how others would describe it) with me wearing ... minimal clothing, let's say,  and most often, being naked.
Right up to NOW,  like...oh   yesterday evening...  when I was told to 'get naked' (for the beating that I was about to get.) ...and just about every beating in recent memory that's preceded that one.
Frankly I prefer it that way   (ie to be naked for beatings) as I think it confirms the total power exchange, and, well, I'm not sure if She prefers it, or knows my preference for it, and so requires it.


So what's gotten my knickers in a twist, all of a sudden?

I do not know.

Just seeing 'the rule' in red and white electronic print, made it really strike home for me?

Or, an inner dislike for the words "discipline" and "punishment" ??

Did I happen to look down into my crotch, and notice that I've actually grown a pair?

Did this cement my Female Led Domestic Discipline lifestyle so firmly in my head,  that my back started bristling, as maybe I think my 'manhood' is at risk?

Or am I confused, because....\
   I like being told what to do...........
   But I've lived alone for so long, that I'm simply not accustomed to it.....

I just don't know.

I'm sure gonna have a lot to think about, on the way home.