july 30th Monday diary

watched Salvation 2:5
Bed 0130 ish
up xxxx
up to fed animals, take pills
eat coleslaw
Merry out  1000 to pick up Babyman in MV
in bedroom, trying to sleep
Merry home, in bed 1600ish
up 1710 shower dressed
packed   pooped
Kissed her goodbye while she (Sunshine) was in the shower
car
stopped for 2 liqui pods   then the PO to drop rent check in mailbox
rolling 1809   arrived office 1919
In 1928 

started on Saving Grace 1:1
out  2357

July 29th Sunday

to 'bed' 0300
snack  cocoa peanuts and pc
later  pb and ritz
up 1025
fed a
Coffee ... reading
sleeping on cuch
Merry out  1300 
napping until like
1900
fed animals 
watched Salvation 2:2-4
Dinner pork chops n coleslaw

Merry and Stitch home about 00:00

July 28th Saturday diary

up 0130 and 0330
on couch 730
reading   coffee   fed animals
...
1300 shower n dressed

reading

20:00 in car with Merry to 
Walmart then 99c store
HOme 2130
Dinner  fried chicken n french fries
watched Code Black  finale
reading...

July 27th Friday Diary

in 0003
out 602
home 720
Fed A

talk with Merry, and oral fun for her
MDM pulled pork on tortillas
Bed, reading til 10

sleep
up xxx
Up 1730 on couch
Merry and Stitch  out  1930
watched Living Biblically
Dinner  fried chicken n coleslaw
W Elementary
Sleep  2230

July 26th Thursday

In 0022
Out 607
Home 715
talked to M
MDM pork chops n wild rice
Bedroom read 
then sleep
up for diarrhea
sleeping again until
1715  up shower dress
Kissed M good bye
Car
stopped at Arco for 2 pods
rolling 1813
office 1917
Company PUC problems resolved as of like 1630, so not my problem
Working with Fr and Avik..
Fr out  2230
Working on  Gifs, and captions on pix 
Posting on Tumbler ...

Out 2342

July 25 Wednesday Diary

In 0026
M called g'nite 0100
Watched TNR 3:4-6
Out 554
Tankful of gas
Home 658
Fed animals
Merry got up ..talking
she fixed breakfast for me...
scrambled eggs in an odd round patty shap
linguisa  and   buttered toast
Bed   reading, answering Quora until 0930

Up 1300 1430 1615
Up 1720 
Merry had gone out for a bit, but when I woke to my alarm, she was sleeping next to me...
showered  dressed   
kissed her Goodbye
car 1812.   the volume on the radio blew out my eardrums so I sent Merry a text in an aggravated tone
Office 1919
in 1928
Due to our problems with PUC, we've been out sourcing jobs starting or ending at LAX ...
fingers crossed, it will be resolved around noon on Thursday
Out 2359

July 24th Diary

In 0022
Watched TNR 2:4-9, and 3:1
OUt 603

Home 706
Fed animals
Sunshine got out of bed, we talked....she told me 'a little' about the weekend in LF
MDM  fried chicken n frenchfries
Bed 0830
Up 1300
...
up 1640
showered dressed kissed her goodbye
Car 1715  
  (S asked me to come in early, as D wasn't going to be there, and he wanted to leave early)
arr 1844
in 1900
S said, the sh*t has truly hit the fan, with our PUC license, that we should stay out of LAX at all costs....
D came in later, to get a straight answer from the ops manager...
Watched TNR 3:2-3 
out 2359

July 23rd, Monday diary

watched The NewsRoom 1:9-10
bed 0200

UP 0600 to pee and feed animals
up 800 talking to Dad about November
up a few more times 
UP with alarm 1430
showered dressed
reading..
Merry called; my ear dr called her to  ask if I could come in earlier than 1600.
She had forgotten about it, but was still stuck in LF anyway
I just had to put on pants and shoes, and I was out.
Arrived 1540...
Shown into chair ...drops in ear, waited 15 minutes,  clean out completed in 5 minutes.  
Then on to a hearing test.
Results similar to many years ago.... bad at low frequencies, trouble in distinguishing between consonants.
Have I considered hearing aids ....Not at prices as I was quoted.
Doctor said she'd have one of her minions see if my insurance would cover.
OUt 1649,
Home 1700, saw Merry in the driveway unloading her stuff from LBs car in the driveway.
Upstairs, we talked a bit...
Nap 1735 to 1755
Up and toilet... she went looking for me, afraid that I had left without..
kissed good bye
Car 1814   office 1921
In 1933
D told me, company PUC license has been suspended.  Mostly paperwork error. but..
we are still operating ILlegally. Oh well.
AND D has to take his wife tomorrow for upper and lower colonoscopy, he'll be out for the day, with NOBODY to cover... no big deal really, but S who will be there, wants out early for an HB event and would like me in an hour 'or so' early so he can leave...
...sigh...
Spoke to Merry around 20:00, after I got back from my usual just-got-to-the-office-need-to-get-to-the-toilet break. Well, it's a damn lot cooler here than ...well at  home ... 
and D just went out and brought back Taco Bell dinner....
and watching The News Room starting with season 2: 1-3
and out 00:00

July 22nd Sunday Diary

Watched The News Room 1:1-4 
into the bedroom
sleep 04:00

up 0945
Watched two eps of Elementary
Contact lenses out ...
to bedroom,  drops in both ears.
nap

up 1900
watched TNR 1:8
Dinner  Taquitos
talked to M, who said, coming home tomorrow instead of tonight

July 21st Saturday Diary

to sleep  0200 ish

Up 1000ish

Sunshine called to video chat, first with Stitch then me
Dressed
Stitch and me, out 1100 to recycle cans
  $27 n change for 6 kitchen bags full
Stopped Walmart for Orange Spray  (n coffee from McD)
Home 13:15
Watched House 8:18-21
Dressed and out for dinner 16:10
(Golden Corral)
Home 1745
Nap 
UP 2100
watched  House 8:22, 23 

July 20th Friday diary

In 0002
Merry called "g'nite"  02:50
watched House 8:10-16
out 6:10
Home 7:07
Fed A
eat Fried chicken n coleslaw
Watched H 8:17
bed 0900
up xxxx
u 1800
showered n dressed
car with M  to LFM 1920 
at LFM  2000
Ate dinner   (bbq bacon burger n fries)
Left there alone ...she was staying ... 2105 
home 2145
Reading...
snack  potato chips then trail mix
...

July 19th Thursday diary

In 00:02
Watched House  7:21-24, 8: 1-5
M called to say G'night 04:15
out 6:09
Traffic FUKT up on the way home,  arrived 8:11
Fed animals....
On couch reading, when Merry woke up, came out of the bedroom
MDM  fried chicken n cole slaw
Bedroom, talking about yesterday's diary and other stuff
Sleep  10ish
Don't think I woke up at all until
1725
 Showered dressed
Kissed her goodbye
Car 1805 office 1922
A gang of 3 here (me  Francis, Avik) so I got to do a bunch of nothing.
 Francis out around 2200,  Avik stayed until 02;30
Watched House  8: 5--9

Out 23:32

JULY 18TH WEDNESDAY DIARY

IN 0002  
talked to M  01:00
OUT  0557
watched House 7:11-16, started 17
Home 6:51
Fed animals
MDM fried chicken ... cole slaw
bed 0800
aw 1300
and 1400
and 1615
1720 UP
showered dressed
In the kitchen... blew up like a volcano because  of things not in the right place in the fridge.
One might think that blowing up over something so ... minor ... might indicate something more going on underneath ...  
such as being aggravated about laundry not done in two weeks or dealing with feelings about one's innermost desires not being met because he refuses to express them because he's torn up because his wife seems to have a second life, such as going out and about almost every night to munches and classes and she has a special friend that she likes spending an occasional weekend with and she is seeking permission to have closer relations with him.    
but that's all speculation.

Car 1805
Office 1919
In 1926
watch House  7:17-20
Out 2332

July 17th Tuesday Diary

In 0007
Watched HOUSE 6:20-22, 7:1-4
Out 559

home 6:51
Fed Dog
Eat  pulled pork on buns
bed 7:45
up 1030
 and 1230
 Merry and Stitch, off to see Dr B
and grocery shopping
Up 1430 ....
UP 1715
Showered dressed packed
Kissed Merry good bye as she prepared to leave for a Lwd Munch
car 1755  office 1920
In 1927 to 2337
Watched H 7:5 - 10

July 16th MOnday Diary

Not sleeping much, watched House  6:11-15
Saw Stitch get up, go downstairs to get on his bike..
and come back upstairs, because of flat tire.
He went back to bed to nap a bit.
I went into bedroom 0530, to ask Merry or Sunshine to take him to work ...
She got up at 625 to do so..
I finally got to sleep ...
off and on all day.
Up 1700, talking to Sunshine.... very upset about spending  a long time with CPAP company, to find out that had not yet received my rx for it.  Merry said, she would deal with it when she went to see Dr B, on Tuesday.   I suggested, she confirm the fax number for them to send the rx.
Showered dressed   
talking ... Sunshine seemed excited about going to MS in November...
Kissed her good bye
Car 1801
at work  1910
In 1918
watching House  6:16-19
Denny left at 2230 to pick up at a relative at LAX
out 23:48

                                     
                                              WATCH THIS CATCH

July 15th Sunday

Up many times to poop ...
   food poisoning ??
Out of bed 1300 
on couch,  coffee, reading...
Watching House  6:5 - 10
E's boy friend came by and dropped off a computer monitor to replace Merry's very old one..


Merry prepared pulled pork, but I couldn't stomach it
ate yogurt with tr mix
Once it got dark, watched "Code Black" then "OUr cartoon President"
Ate   cheese on warm tortillas

and later  texas toast n coconut oil

Still on couch ... either half asleep or watching House...

July 14th Saturday diary

bod  01:30

up n down  

UP 1530
Showered n dressed

Dad called...  after saying hello,  he invites us to come out to MS over my birthday...

car with Merry and Stitch  1900
got gas and liq pods
went to Curley's but ... the had closed the kitchen earlier due to lack of business.
so to Sizzler
home 2035

watched last two eps of Living Biblically
  fell asleep on
couch

bed 00:00

July 13th Friday diary

in  00:10
Spoke to Merry, saying 'gnite' at 0100
House  finished 5:23, then 5:24,  6: 1 --4
out 6:04
Home 7:04

Fed animals
eat pork chops n rice
Bed 8 ish
up 2 and 4
Showered n dressed 
Car with Merry and Stitch  1805
Stopped at Winco to pick up her birthday cake
then on to LF Munch 

Home 23:44

reading....

July 12th Thursday Diary

In 00:15
watched House 5: 13-19
Out 6;10
home 7:20
fed animals....
in bedroom, talking with M
Up to eat: Lunchables, quesadilla, PB on Ritz
Bed to sleep  10-ish
Slept through 1500
M home from appointment, cake-shopping, and visiting with E
trying to sleep ...
Up with alarm 1730
Shower dress
Gave M a gift bag with note "Do not open til July 13"
Kissed good bye
Car
Got gas
rolling 1834
office  1928
In 1936
 talking with F about houses ... he just bought one with his fiance in So Central
and about dogs... he's scared of pit bulls, good grief.
Watched House  5;20-22, started 23
Out  23:49

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MERRY

July 11th Wednesday Diary

In  00:17
Watching House  5:2  --8
Talked to Merry   01:17  about sheets and monitors and going to a party on Saturday (no thanks) 
OUT 5:59

home 7:27
Fed animals
MDM baked chicken and white rice
Bed   talking
 I told Merry, I said I did not want to go to Saturday's party, as that might indicate a willingness to 'play'.   but I would go, IF she wants to, as long as there is no expectation of me 'playing'.

UP   1100, 1400, 1600
1700 up shower dressed 
Read and eat trail mix
Tried to poop
Kissed her goodbye, and she walked me downstairs to the car ...
Car 1807 
 AWWWful traffic, with no evident reason other than cars moving slow because of the slow moving cars in front of them
Office  19#7
In 19:46
Watched House 5: 9 -- 11, started 12.
Hey, Merry got mentioned on the "collectedsubs" blog.

July 10th Tuesday Diary

In   00:36
Watched House  4: 6--12
out 6:02
home 707
contacts OUT
Fed animals.
Looked at dysfunctional computer monitor
checked online accounts
MDM   cheese on small tortillas, Lunchable, coleslaw
Bed 0800
Up 1000 for a hard poop
Up 1400, talking to Sunshine

Up 1730   
  Merry, in bed, reading "50 Shades of Gray" volume 1
Poop
Showered dressed 
contacts IN
packed
Kissed M good bye
and talking
car 1820
Office 19:19
In 19:26
watching House 4:13 - 16, Then 5:1

out 00:00

July 9th, Monday Diary

up 0800
Fed animals...
half sleeping on couch
Merry  out 1130 to see E, and take Babyman's meds to him

Up 13;50
nap on couch
ate cheetos
reading
cleaned up kitchen
1715 showered n dressed
Kissed M good bye
car 1807
Stopped for gas
1815 rolling   office 1912
In 1920

watched House  4: 1 --5 
Out  23:50

July 8th SUnday

Too hot, moved to the living room to sleep
0600 fed cat
0845 fed dog
Emptied dishwasher
Ate yogurt

Watched House 3:11-14

Merry left to take Babyman home around 1400
Ate cheetoes

Watched House 3:15-19

Ate steak   coleslaw   baked potatoes

Watched House 3:20-24
Merry home with Stitch  2300 
  and straight to bed.
I joined in bedroom  23:00, and helped Merry get her mask on.

July 7th, Saturday

up several times

Up 09:30

reading
talking with Merry
Pooping
dressed
Car with  Merry to
Winco, Von's,  Albertsons  
home, and groceries away  1545
Nap 1630 to 1800

Watched Elementary   6-25
                                     7-02

Dinner   Steak, baked potato, cole slaw

Bed 22oo

July 6th, Friday

In  00;02
Watched house 3:2 -- 10
Sunshine took a nap, woke up 03:20 to call and say "G'night."
out 5:59
home 7:17
Fed animals.
MD  sloppy joe n chips
bed 0800

fkn HOT
up a few times
Up 1500

Reading

Showered, dressed n  briefs, socks and loose shirt
Watched "Code black"
  Merry out with  Stitch to LF
watched "Elementary"
dinner   Taquitos
watched another  "Elementary"
to bed 22:00

July 5th Thursday

Did not clock out for so called lunch, as nobody was in the office but me, so I could not reasonable leave the office for lunch ...
watched House 2:15 -- 2:21
Merry called to say g'night at 01:20
Sam arrived 03:50 so
Out for so called lunch  4:05 and in 04:30
and out 06:00
Home 6:53
Fed animals
MDm   fried chicken n chips
Bed 0745
Up 1030 ...   poked around and 'fixed' the non-functioned dishwasher and  toaster oven.

Up 1300

UP 1725

Shower   dress pack 
Kissed M good bye
Car 18;12
   Arco  for gas and liq-pods
Rolling 1821, office 1914
In 19:21
Thing 1 left as I came in, leaving me alone for the night.
35 rides from Thursday (the 4th), 39 rides going into Friday.
Last driver out done and checked into base 21:00


Watched House  2;22-24, 3:1,2
Out 23:27

Passing thoughts

To party  or not to party?

7th   Moon burn

14th  HSG party

21st  Club Rev 


To read or not to read?

Dan's blog

Collectedsubs

Consensual spanking

4th of July Wednesday Diary

In  00:05
watched House 2:2-7 and started 8
Spoke to M saying g'night  3:30
out 5:59
Home 6:44
Prepped pills for Donna to take.
Dinner   Fried chicken n cole slaw
Merry got up briefly, and told me about her and Stitch getting busy, previous night.
Heard Merry talking to somebody, saying she does not celebrate the 4th of July. 
Has to do with it representing an Unhappy Anniversary from over a decade ago.
Bed 0730
 up 1100  
again 1300
again 1710   poop, shower dress, prep
kissed her good bye
car 1809  
at work 1845  (fkkn amazing...)
In 1930 
 watching House  finished 2:9 then 10, 11, 12, 13, 14 ...

July 3rd Tuesday Diary

In 00:15
watched House 1:12-18 
Spoke to Merry 02:22
out 05:58
home 6:53
Fed animals.
MDM  fried chicken n coleslaw
bed 0800

Up several times to pee
Up 1725  
Showered dressed
packed
Car 1812
Office 1912
in 19;22
SOOO quiet...
Watched House 1:19 -22
Started 2:1  
Out 23:39 

July 2nd Monday Diary

up for chocolate  peanut butter bars 

up for ice cream

up 800 fed Donna

ate Yogurt n trail mix

Bed 1100
  started getting up every 60 - 90 minutes to poop


up 1715  poop showered dressed
  packed    kissed Merry good bye
Rolling 1809 rolling 1904 

Didn't have my badge ... called Denny to come down to let me in
Immediately  off to poop

In 19:18

REALLY slow / quiet
Meanwhile, Merry was tearing up the house looking for my badge AND for the meds she was giving Donna, prior to the 4th of July noise...

Started watching House ... 1:6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11 

23:15 on a hunch, went down to the car, to look for my badge..
 found it deep under the passenger's seat 

out 23:48 .... 
                          Here I come....AHHHHHHH 

  

july 1st Sunday diary

0115  up  finished the pie in the freezer

up 700ish...

up 845 on the couch, reading
coffee n  texas toast 

watched House  1: 1 --5
Merry, out to meet E and go from there around 1300

watched tbbt reruns

2030 put  frozen pizza in oven 

2100 watched Instinct finale, while eating

napping on couch 2200   --
Merry, home with Babyman 2330
  to bed

 .......................................What IS THIS THING?   ahhh it HIT ME!

June 30th Saturday diary

CI  00:12
Merry called,  like 0300 to say goodnight.

OUT 6:53

HOME 754
Stitch was up and ready, trying to get Merry up and ready.
They left to take car to FS appoinment 845, app. at 09
eat  beef stew from can
and to bed.
1115 for toilet  as Merry came home to get some other credit card
couldn't sleep,  continued reading...

UP 1530
Merry and Stitch,  home from FS then Walmart  1630

w   Salvation 2:1

dinner   corn dogs n baked beans

w  Code Black

Bed 2045