Nov 29th Tuesday Diary

OTC 0028 to 0544
Car 552 home 642
Fed animals
Talked to Sunshine ... changed to pajamas
MDM  pork chops n rice, two pills.
Sat on couch
Fell asleep on couch
Into BR about 0930
Merry said, "You're late. What time you usually come in?"
"Oh 08:30. So an hour...   take off your pajamas."
I stripped  and bent over.
She used a double-rattan cane, strap, and paddle on my bottom.

I went to bed.
UP 13:30  to pee...look at mail... back to bed
Up 16:30.
She came into the bedroom. "Want a spanking before or after your shower?"
"Um before."
I stripped and bent over.
She applied long cane, strap and paddle

I showered and dressed in new TW.
Took some selfies in the dining room.

Finished dressing. Packed. Took one pill
Kissed her good bye
Car 17:51,  office 1925
OTC 1932 to 23:59
Another really quiet night.

Nov 28th Monday Diary

Merry please read:
script for a video another maintenance spanking

and this:

otc  0028  to 536
car 5:44  chilly!
stopped for gas, then e-cig filters
home 6:47

Fed cat n dog
Sunshine was awake. Said she went to sleep  2200 ish
I changed into pajamas, the ones bought for the sleep study.
It was coool inside the house...
Sunshine helped me with breakfast .... leftover  turkey, stuffing, sweet potatoes
I ate at the coffee table while she 'dined' on apple crisp and whatever that breakfast cake is called
And I remembered to take my pair of pills.
She went to the bedroom, leaving Donna outside the door
Who barked n whined n barked n whined.
I thought Sunshine would get up and let her in, but Nooooo...
I went into bedroom around 8.
We talked a bit.
She asked if I ordered everything on Merry's list. I said, "not telling you."
I did like the schoolgirl outfit, and mentioned that i would have liked to see a nurses outfit, with kinky thoughts about her having me strip for a naked physical...
And she told me about some event in Merry's life that Merry feels badly about... years ago involving a counselor at the special needs school that D lived at.
And she told me that Merry had been in email communication with Glenmore...and managed to find the emails that they had sent back and forth.
Then she got under the covers, put on her cpap mask, and THEN asked, "Shilo wanna play with sticks?"
I thought the timing was interesting, bad, and told her, now that she was ready to go to sleep, well, let it wait.
I went to sleep around nine.
Awake around 14:00.  An effect of the atomoxitine, no doubt.
Merry was not in the room. she left the door open and I could hear "Laugh In" playing on the tv.
I tried stroking my penis, thinking to surprise Merry with an erection.
No dice. Another side effect of the atom... me thinks.
Went to living room; she was 'out' on the couch. I looked through the day's mail, and sorted it.
Played on my phone.
Returned to bedroom
She came in, and joined me.
Followed by Donna, who drives us crazy with her whining as she tries to get up on the bed
We talked for awhile.
My alarm went off at 1630 but I was awake, obviously
16:55 I started moving to get ready:
showered n dressed, took pill
I went in the bedroom, and asked, "So what's our protocol for spanking now, who's asking whom?"
"I thought you would come in here, naked, when you were ready."
"First, look at the time."
She did. 17:15, way too late, I had to get going.
"Second, instead of thinking it, had you said something, I mighta got up n showered earlier."
SO...I kiised her good bye
Put in new left c/lens.  Must order more, I'm down to one new right lens.
Packed up.
Stitch not home yet, got to work some OT.
Car 17:42
Office 19:19
OTC 19:24  23:59
Good heavens, a quiet night.

Dear Merry

Nov 27 Monday Diary

 *
Awakened 0600.
Wired up.
Nap 7:50  20 minutes
Awake, looking at tumblr
Nap 9:50 20 min.
Awake, looking at tumblr
*
Nap 11:50 20 minutes
Awake, reading paper
Nap 13:50 20 minutes. Tech said it was over, but he could let me sleep awhile (since I had to go to work, pm) so I slept until 15:00
Up  unwired  dressed.
Sat around, went to lobby 1600
Merry n Stitch arrived 1615
Home 16:45
Talked about Wish lists.
I showered  washed hair  .
Didn't dress. I took her the pizza paddle.
She smiled, we went back to bedroom  only because Donna was in living room
about 120 swats with paddle, plus some of leather strap.

I dressed, pack
FORGOT my damn pills  out of the habit
Kissed her goodbye
Car 17:55   Office 19 16
In 19:23 to 23:59
QUIET night
Denny was very appreciative of the chunk of PB Pie I gave him.
Downloaded many pic from phone to thumb drive
Wrote  "Ritual and Protocol" for  other blog and FL
Looked at Wish.

NOV 26 SUNDAY Diary

Up for snacks like lunchables and  chips
later  PB and honey

Up 1030
alka seltzer, coffee
then
She called me into bedroom,  
Told me to strip and bend...
and she used 5 implements, 62 swats each on my bottom.
Full story on other blog, but here's this:

Returned to living room...
Started on paper
Watched Scorpion 4:9, then Good Doctor,
 She read on my blog about taking care of it myself, and called me into bedroom again.
And used a clothes hangar, plastic, and paddle and bathbrush, and told me "No pix, part of your punishment" which really rubbed me the wrong way...
We continued with Lucifer, and Young Sheldon
Dinner   turkey n gravy, n stuffing.
We all got ready.
I showered n dressed
Four of us in car 2115
dropped Babyman at home 2135
Arrived at clinic 2155
We got in. Once I was inside, Merry n Stitch left me.
I got wired up by tech.
Sleeping  23:45 I think.

Nov 25 Saturday

After the movie, Sunshine came out.
"Shilo want to play with sticks?"
"Too tired, honey."
"Is my bottom still red?" She asked, after getting FDAU in front of me.
Yes, I had slapped Merry's bottom a bit during sex play hours earlier, but certainly neither hard nor long enough.  "No honey, it's very creamy pale."
"Can I buy that movie for Daddy?" She asked, referring to House of 1000 Corpses, which seems to turn Stitch on, like spanking porn does me.
"Yes, you may."
"Thank you Shilo. Can I watch TV while you sleep?"
"Sure" I said, rolling over.
When I looked an hour later, she was sound asleep, and I turned the TV off.

Up 1045
Merry started to get ready, while telling Babyman to get ready, for their trip to MM
She invited me into the bedroom, and told me to divest myself of briefs and shirt.
I bent over the stool, and she asked questions to which I was to give proper answers:
"When laundry is in washer, who takes it out?"
"When Stitch misbehaves, who gets punished?"
"When Baby man misbehaves, who gets punished?"
"Who is in charge of the household?"
"Whose bottom is becoming bright red?"
Close to a hundred swats, some hard, many less so.
I've told her I want-desire-crave hard spankings, and that's what this was.

She left with Babyman, and Stitch and I settled in for college football, Alabama-Auburn on TV, and OU-WestVa on my notebook.
14:00 she called, accident on some freeway, and G maps was routing them around and around.

Stitch and I watched a lot of college football.
I spent hours on Tumblr.
I drank two cans if beer from Stitch's stash.

Merry and Babyman returned around 2200
After a quick bite,Merry went to bed.
I finished up, and joined her, around 2300

Nov 24 Friday

Awake 0200
Sex... Again, erection disappeared, oh well

Up 0930 coffee and apple crisp
Dressed
Merry and I took Donna to groomer for a bath.
Gas on way home.
In bedroom our appointment
I stripped, she used strap twice, and two small canes ,62 of each.
Details and pix on my other blog, mylifespankedhusband/sothishappened.
Sex. She climaxed ... Well, more than once.. not me, not for lack of trying.
I asked for a hard grit-my-teeth paddling, and she gave it to me.
We lay together... And groomer called, Donna was ready.
We dressed, and went to get here.
Brought her home, put her inside the house then went to Walmart.
Home 1500
Snack
Bedroom for a nap, and some do-it-myself.
Nap 4 to 5
Awake doing stuff on phone, while Merry napped next to me.
She got up to start dinner
Fish wedges n french fries.
Suicide Squad was on the living room TV, which started a discussion on who played the best Joker.
Merry admitted to not having seen The Dark Knight.
So, we went into bedroom, and watched TDK from on demand....

Nov 23rd Thursday diary

OTC 0028-533
Car 550 home 630
Feed animals
MDM stir fry
Bed
Woke up 1300 with erection which Merry noticed.
Sex happened.
Erection withered before I could finish, but fun nonetheless
Sleep until 1500 up
Watching sometimes helping Merry in kitchen
While converting videos, getting screen caps, uploading to flash D, and finally figuring out how to move videos from Notebook to flash drive.
Thanksgiving dinner, four of us, 1900
Turkey, stuffing, sweet potatoes, cranberry sauce.
Stitch and I washed dishes pots and pans while Merry put away leftovers.
Bed 2230
2330 up for peanut butter pie

NOV 22ND WEDNESDAY DIARY

Merry arrived to pick me up 510
Denny in 5:15  
Me out  0032 to 521
Merry drove home ... 6:14
MDM  stir fry beef n rice  2 pills
BED

Up 0900, 1100, 1430
UP 1635
Shower dressed packed    1 pill
Kissed Merry good bye
car 17:12  office  18:11   !!!
OTC  1820 2359
Super slow at work. 

Tuesday Nov. 21 Diary

OTC  00:28 to 00:49

Car 05:59
stopped for gas
Home 0700
Fed all
Went to bed as I had to get up around 1400 for a podiastrist appt
Up to pee 8:30, and had a protein snack
Up again 1100, maybe 1200
Up for good 1345
Dressed, getting ready
In car with Merry  1410
Podiatrist  1430 to 1530
Sears.... got pajamas for my overnight clinic stay on Sunday
Walmart: she ran in for a prescription of Stitch's
Home 16:18

Showered n dressed
Car, with Merry driving  17:24
stopped for filters
Office 19:35
Merry took the car to go shopping, then home
In 19:42
Denny left around 2100, as he comes in at 5:00 to relieve me, but I'm not counting on seeing him at 5:00 though
Avik here til 23:30
Very quiet.....   
Out for lunch 00:00

Monday Nov 20 Diary

Merry still sick
Me still kinda sick, but on the mend

730 up to feed animals  2 pills
1100 up for coffee, email, check blogs

Back to bed

16:30 up shower dressed   
Contacts in  (took em out on Saturday)
1 pill
Kissed her good bye
Car 17:20
Office 19:24    2 HOURS AND FOUR MINUTES !#$%

In 19:33
Denny here til 2315
Avik here til 2330  
  what a quiet night....

Sunday Nov 19 diary

Up 1000
Merry, still sick with laryngitis
Me still sick, cold symptoms
Started on paper and watched
The Good Doctor
5 eps of Lucifer
AHS finale
TBBT, Y Sheldon Life in Pieces

Nap

Up for dinner
Pork chops wild rice
TBBT reruns
To bedroom for TV , same reruns, back to sleep

Saturday Nov 18 diary

Up a few times
Up 0900
Football
Open faced grilled cheese with mustard
More football
In car with S to Alb for soda and candy
OU thumped KS
moves files from 4g and 32'g flash to ac64 g flash
W
 Major Crimes
 Criminal Minds
 Orville
  Dinner Frank's n beans

diary fri nov 17

otc 0028 532
w cye 7 3,4
car 540
home 624
fed animals
nap 645 810
up n dressed 
Merry with laryngitis
to Merrys opthamologist appt
Winco
Daiso
Carls Jr
Office Depot
Home
groceries up n away
both of us in bed 1330

up 1930
dinner  pulled pork and pickles on buns

back to bed

Nov 16 Thursday diary

OTC 0015  to 520

w  CYE  5 1, 2

Car 527 to 608

Fed animals, couldn't find wet cat food though
Ate quickly
Bed 0700
Up 1030
again 1430
again 1530
Showered n dressed
Online with VZW to set up the data download limit on Babyman's phone
Kissed M or S, good bye
Car 1724
OFfice 1917
In 1931 to 2359

Nov 15th Wednesday Diary

OTC 00:15  05;24
Half slept through the night
W CYE 5:7--10
Car 540  home 628
Fed the animals
ate quickly, lunchables n chips
BED  705

Up once or twice
THOUGHT I set my alarm..
Awake 17:39
SHower dress packed
Kissed her good bye
Car 1807   Office 1937
In 19:46
With Denny's permission,  napped under a desk  2030 to 2300
Out 23:45 

Tuesday Nov 14 diary

in 00:16
Watched CYE  4:9,10 then5:1-6
Worked late as morning relief had his car broken into in front of his house overnight
OUt 6:49
Home after multiple mini naps on freeway 8:27
Quick snack,  lunchables n chips
SLeeping on couch, expecting visit from landlord
Merry and Stitch out for Stitch's apptment
ANd home again, they were, about all the sleep I got
Cable guy arrived 1400 or so  and I was pretty much awake
We switched from Spectrum to Frontier
He was done 1700 just enough time for me to shower n get ready
Kissed Merry goodbye
Car 1737
Office 1932
In 1940 to 23:45

Quiet night, just me and Iv,  good thing, me tired as hell.

Monday Nov 13 diary

Vacation over. Back to work tonight
Fred animals 730
Took pills
Bed
Up 1215
Coffee
Wish list
Shower dressed
Car 1515 to Dr B, arrived 1524
In room 1600 out 1630
Prostate better, be aware of changes
A1C 6.3.
5.7 or less normal
5.7 to 7 controlled diabetic
New appointment for Jan
Home 1645
Met Stitch in driveway, had forgotten his house key
He could have just called M who had phone in hand ...but he was asking neighbor about using back stairway...
Talked to Sunshine
Got ready-er
Goodbye to Sunshine
Downstairs.
back upstairs to get my pill.
Car 1725
OFfice 19:04
Walked in,  manager Ro was waiting for me.
Clocked in 19:11, got some coffee..
Met him in private office,  where in so many words, he said I could not bring Merry to work to spend the night without previous permission from a boss.
And into dispatch for work.
Finishing Monday with 93, starting Tuesday with 82,  so dam little to actually do.
Wrote out a long entry on my other blog...

Sunday Nov 12 Diary

Up 10
Last night of vacation, still sick but less so
Started on paper
W Gotham 12, 19, 26, 02,09
Song lyrics
Scorpion -Orville- Criminal Minds
Life in Pieces x 2
Vice Principals finale
CBM x2
Dinner pizza chili coleslaw
Nap couch
Bedroom 2330

Sat Nov 11 Diary

Up 700ish
Coffee
Football
 OKSt over Iowa State
Iowa lost to Wisconsin
Lyrics
Wish list
Pay stats
NotreDame crushed  Mia
Alabama squeaked MissSt
Auburn blasted GA
OU over TCU without score in 2nd half
Shower 1200. In case we went out
We didn't
Sunshine to TJs and lunch with Stitch
She was going to party with V, but started singing "My butt is on fire" and cancelled
Dinner Domino's for Stitch and me
Watched TBBT(09) and YS(09)
Bed 2200

Friday Nov 10

My birthday.
Whoop.

Sent Dad an email thanking him for generous birthday check.
In Living room, coffee n biscuits.
And called SleepstudyCenter and got rescheduled for Sunday.
Mostly on couch

Dinner chili n cheese coleslaw Ritz
W Young Sheldon 11/2
Bedroom,
w the Accountant

November 10th birthday memes

Thur Nov 9 diary

Up 630 to feed
Coffee n chips
Started watching TWW 1:1--
A guy offering Frontier FiOS came to door, and we talked awhile.
We are switching on Tues.

Dinner chili on fries, or was that the night before?
Message from Denny, trouble with getting 11/21 off, too many peeps off same time
M and I fought about her wanting me to ask somebody to switch, but the one person who it would make any sense for, I refuse to talk to.
Back to bed.

Nov 8;Wed

Up to feed
Coffee, Lunch
W AHS w M
On phone, w CYE 4:7,8

Sleep

Up 1930
Dinner chicken breasts n rice
W BBT reruns
Bed

Nov 7 Tues diary

Up to feed animals
Asked M to call in to the sleep study place, tell em I'm too sick to come in
She did and rescheduled for 11/21

Sleep til 1630
Up for dinner (no idea)
W V-p, V-p, Orville, Orville, and Major Crimes
Contacts out

Bed

Nov 6 Monday diary

Sick...

Up ..feed
Accounts on spreadsheet
Diaries
Eat chicken tortas
Watched AHS with M
Bed

I am advocate of vacations spent at home, doing nuthin (reading, watching movies)
But not when I'm sick and mostly sick.
 Up 17
Dinner... Chili
Watched 3 BbT eps

Bed

Nov 5 Sunday diary

Upset gassy stomach
Constipated
Sore throat

Up to read paper

Up for dinner
Steak n rice

In bed

November 4 Sat diary

Upset tummy
Rolaids n Alka/s until
Up for game 13:00
S n S to market
Game over WHEW
Bedroom

Up for dinner
Homemade g/f pizza
Bed....

November 3 Friday Diary

OTC 0025-545
Car 550 
H 634
Feed animals
Talk to Sleeping Beauty
MDM chicken, chips
W Major Crimes
800 bed
1100 and 1600 up. Needing rolaids and Alka/s
1800 up shower dress packed, prepped go bag
Car with Merry 1850
Stopped for gas
At NoHoD 1955
We sat, V came in a few minutes later
Dinner, I has pastrami melt, with fries, coleslaw, a few of Merry's onion rings
On to Threshold. 2130
Hung out til the intro class at 2200
Boring as hell, stuff we've heard multiple times.
Merry set up to play with V.
The noise and crowd was killing me.
I went to outer room to find space.

They came to find me.
Merry asked if I wanted to play, I said no.
We headed home
Arrived midnight, in bed 00:15

Confession + My Desire

Merry has not spanked me since the morning of Oct 25th.
My choice.
She made the suggestion daily, and I declined.
A few days ago, I told her something to the effect of: Don't suggest it anymore.  Right now, I'm saying no, until I tell you otherwise.

Here's the reason for my refusal:
On the 25th, the action lasted ... maybe 90 seconds ... then the dog started barking outside the door, and she said, "that will be enough."
Prior spankings to this were also short (in time), just probably not as short.
And I told her, "If you don't have time to give me a longer spanking, don't give me one at all."
This started a discussion about using a timer.
I suggested a count-down timer, going down from 3 minutes or 5 minutes or some such, then it would chirp.
She wanted a stop watch timer, so she could see the time accumulating upwards.
I insisted that with a count down, she wouldn't have to keep an eye on whatever device she was using, that she would hear an alert. Then she could decide whether to continue, or stop.  The timer was just a method of giving a minimum time, but it wasn't necessary for her to stop when it went off.
She wanted a stop watch.
The discussion ended in an impasse.

I got pissed.
I mentally decided, "Fuck it.  My way is easier.  If she can't be reasonable about it, then we just won't 'play' anymore."

I  miss it.
I  want it.
I fantasize about it.

The best way I currently see to break this impasse would be at the party that we hope to attend Friday night.
Assuming that we can find a bystander or her sub to use a watch that counts seconds,
 then Merry goes with:
 Hairbrush or small paddle,  3 minutes
 One minute break
 Light paddle, 3 minutes
 One minute break
 Big (or bigger)paddle   3 minutes
 One minute break
 Tawse  3 minutes
 One minute break
 Bath brush 3 minutes
 One minute break
 Wooden spoon  3 minutes
  One minute break
 Short cane   3 minutes
 One minute break
  Long cane or crop 3 minutes
 Done. 

Nov 2nd Thursday Diary

Otc  00:25 to 05:40
Car 0549   
Home 7:00
Fed animals
MDM  Pulled pork, PB on toast
W  Scorpion
Bed 0800
Up 1100 for snack
up finally 16:45
Shower dressed Pill pack  kiss her goodbye
Car 17:38  
half asleep on the way to work
P/l 1915
In 1937
Did what I had to do... pm setup for Friday
ANd napped with my head on desk.
With 2 others here,
I found a desk to get under, and napped from 22 to 23;30
Out 23:55 

Nov 1st Wednesday diary

OTC  00:25
Very late R-agents, stayed til 0603
car 611
 Some light came on , shortly after I transitioned onto 710.
I thought 'alternator' light, but later was told 'engine' light
Holding my breath most of the way,   got off at LBB, rather than continuing to PCH, and drove steadily to The Shop.
The boss there came out and met me, and took the car, and got me a ride home... 7:30
Fed animals
Talked to M
Tried to sleep on couch, thinking the Boss would call me at anytime.
Kept being awake.
Snack  lunchables n PB
Finally dozed.
Missed the call at 1445 because I had ringer volume on zero
Woke up enough, just after 3, to see the missed call, and called the Boss.
He said, it appeared to be in reference to Emissions, such as one might get from not putting gas cap on tightly enough.   He said, they tightened it, cleared the light, and drover around, the light did not reappear.
Then he offered to have the car brought to me.  Sure.
A little more sleep,then up at 5
Merry looked out a window and saw our car arriving on a tow truck, so I went out to meet him and get the key
Then showered dressed, as did M, and I took a pill
Together in car  1800ish
I dropped her at a rest't on Ventura at 1925
Office p.l 19:35
OTC 19:41 to 2355
Quiet night,  office phones messed up, so people who wanted to call in could not get through anyway...
And we were watching the 7th game fiasco on the big screen in Disp.
Merry arrived at office  2030, and sat around, playing her game on her phone... went to Subway for snack,  2130
And lay down for nap 2200ish.

October 31st Halloween Diary

OTC 0055 to 0517
Left early to catch a ride with a driver to the Red line.
Switched to Blue
Off at Willow
Called for a Lyft home
HOme 7:15
Fed animals.
Talked to Merry.
MDM lunchables n chips n PB n celery n crackers
W the Good Doctor
Called the Shop, told 'em I was beat, would call in afternoon to get car
Bed 8:45
UP 1430 to toilet
Dressed,  called the Shop.
A ride to Shop was in front before I could get my shoes on and go outside.
Once there, had to wait a few until the boss showed up.
Paid my bill  for alternator and battery,
Went home  16;11
Back to bed.
Could not get up at 1645 or 1730 or 1800
Got up 1830
Showered dressed packed, kissed Merry good bye
One pair of trick-or-treaters appeared at door while I was home.
Car 19:02
Office 19:58
OTC 20:06 to 23:55
Quiet night.
Dodgers won game 6
Denny out 22:45
Avik out, 2300