O ctober 30th Tuesday Diary

out 00:01
in 00:45
Watch  TGD 2:4
then  LOVE 1:1--7
eat  Lunchables, then PB and CR
Merry called GN  0400
out 05:57
Home 7:04
Wrote rent check, put in mail box
changed briefcase
Fed D
ate taquitoes  n coleslaw
reading til 1015  contacts out

up 1315-1330

awake 1715
up 1815
shower dress contacts in
Kissed M good bye
car 1845
stop for gas  
office 20:15
in 20:24
 watched Love 1:8,9
got a Pastrami sandwich from the Subway across the street
out 23;54 

October 29th Monday Diary

up ... pills
07:30 fed Donna
eat  toast/ham/cheese/eggs
read

up 10:00

up 17:05

shower dress contacts in
sorted pens
pack
Kiss M good bye
car 18:23
stop for 4 gals of gas
office 19:47
in 19:56
w The Circus, The Kids are All Right, The Connors
Spoke to M  23:00 or so

out 00:01

October 28th Sunday Diary

Out 00;25
in 00:54
TWW 8:19-22
Criminal Minds
Murphy Brown
eat pineapple, applesauce, trail mix PB and crkrs, Crackers
Mom
TBBT  
Young Sheldon
out 6:06
car 6:13
home 705
fed animals
eat   beef n baked potato
sleep 







Up 23:00
eat pulled pork n tortillas and coleslaw
read awhile

October 27th Saturday Diary

up 0100    BS  160 and 170
eat coleslaw n crackers
back to bed
up 0620
BS 160 and 175
showered dressed  coffee  pills
fed animals
0830 dressed BS 138 n 158
car alone 0845
stop for 2 liqpods
Wmrt 904
 saw optometrist, got a new starter pair of CL, and a prescription put in to be ready in about 9 - 10 days
Out 1010
home 1026
watching football  
eat  potato chips
watch OU  51 KSU 14
in bedroom, nap  1600 to 1745
Up  dressed
kissed M good bye
car 1803
office 1909
In 1916
watch football (OSU beat Tx(
TWW 7;17 - 19 
out 00:00

October 26th, Friday Diary

in 00:22
TWW 7:8-15, st 16
Merry called to say GN  03:00
out 05;59
out 6:11
gas stop in LB 7:09
home 7:18
blood sugar was (I don't remember)
fed animals
eat   'beef' n chips
sleep

up x x x x x
M&S out 19:30

Next time I got up 23:30, Merry was home   

October 25th Thursday

In 00:25
Mickey Dees for iced coffee and f fries
TWW 7:1, 2,3,4,5, (6)
5;55 out
car 618
home 718
fed animals
Blood sugar 164 and 2nd time 173
contacts out
eat pork chops n brown rice
bed
up 0900 PB and GrCr
up 1430 and etc
up 1710
and UP 1800
blood sugar 113
showered dressed contacts in
Merry out for a dinner 
in car 1834
office 1951
   (31 1/2 miles on the 405)
   (office is the 9th stoplight after going under the bridge)
in 20:01
TWW 6, 7
out 23:59 

October 24th Wednesday Diary

TWW 6:13-21
Merry called 'GN' 0215
Called Merry to make sure she was up to come n get me 0500
out 6:01

Car 6:11
home 7:07

Blood sugar  113
Eat  Pork chops and brown rice
fed animals
contacts out
bed
up  x x x 
1415 
1715
1730
and 1745 shower dress  contacts in dress
packed  kissed good bye 
car 1830
NEW office 1949
in 20:00 to 23:55
TWW 6:22

October 23rd Tuesday Diary

in 00:01
Salvation 9/10 and 9/17
Merry 'good night' at 00:09
TWW 6:5-9
out 5:57
car 6:04 
hom 7:06
Fed animals
Blood sugar 113
MDM chili rice n cheese
bed
up 0900 1300 1620
up 1720  vomiting ....
shower dress pack
Merry drove me to work...
18:37
to 19:50
in 19:56 
tww 6:10 - 13
OUT 00:00

October 22nd Monday Diary

up and down
pills
Blood sugar 143 
up 0900
laundry in dryer (Merry said she 'forgot')
fed dog
eat quesadilla and chips
watched Mom, BBT, YS1,2
laundry out, and on bed
then away
watched YS 3-5
nap 1400  
 up 3 x
up 1740
shower and dress
contacts IN
Kissed goodbye
car 1817  office 1931
in 1938
  eat large Winco salad
out 2313
nap on floor
 in 2338, nap til 00:00
watched The Circus 11,12 

October 21st Sunday Diary

0100 up for cookies
up 2 or 3x more
up 830
blood sugar 150, weight 265
watched Loaded 7,8
Crim Minds 14:2
eats quesadilla and chips
watched CM 14:3
nap 1400 to 1845
up ..
dinner baked chicken, stuffing,  sweet po and marshemellows

watched Murpy Brown 1:3

bed

up 23330 cookies n milk

Sat October 20th Diary

0200 up for PB and GC
sleep  
up 7:30
fed dog
watched OU beat TCU 45 -- 27
12;30 nap til
1345
up shower and dress
car with M 14:35
Walmart optometrist 
 new trial contacts IN
Winco
Vons 
home 1830
watched Purdue vs Ohio St
reading
dinner   Beans n Vienna Sausage
w "Connors" "Kids are All Right"
contacts out 
bed 2200

October 19th Friday Diary

In 00:22
watched Hot Date 1:9,10
  Loaded 1:1--6
Merry called "good night"  02:30
OUT 5:57
 gas for car
home 7:05

contact out
fed animals
eat  applesauce and PT
sleep  7:30 to 1230
up and dressed
car with J to 
MRI 1300 to 1400
then to Walmart, made opt appointment
then to #2 son's place, for M to check on grand cats
home 16:38
bed 1700

October 18th, Thursday Diary

in 00:28
w tww 5:20 22, then 6:1 -- 4
out 0600
car 611 home 714

contacts out
fed animals
eat something
sleep ....

up a few times

up 1800
shower dress
contacts in
car 1835  office 2006
In 20:13
watched Hot Date 1:1--8
out 23:59

October 17th Wednesday Diary

In 00:22
W  TWW 5:7-15
 No good night call from Merry
out 6:10
car 617 
home 727
contacts out
fed animals
eat ... something

sleep  up 3 or 4 times
up 1800
shower dress contacts in
car 1833  office 2005
In 2019
W tww 5:15-19
out 23:59

October 16th Tuesday

In 00:22
TWW 4:19-23, 5:1, 2
coleslaw+pineapple, applesauce, pb n crackers, popcorn
out 0557

car 6:03  home 7:05
Fed animals
MDM  chile, cubed pork chop over rice
bed 

up 3 or 4 times

Up 1745
Sunshine was in the shower, getting ready go to Lkwd Munch
car 1835
office 20:11
in 2019
TWW 5:3-6, start 7
coleslaw n pineapple, applesauce, trail mix
exchanged texts with M about $ and upcoming scheduled events
out 23:59

October 15th Monday Diary

Up many times to pee

stomach pains

Tried to vomit at one point, but nothing in stomach to come up

Tried to call MRI clinic to postpone  at 8 an d9,
got through at 1030 and rescheduled for Friday

snack  and sleep

checked in with D, to see if there was coverage if I called out sick 
but ..no..so I said, I'd come in LATE

reset alarm several times

up 2150
Showered dressed
Had a discussion / argument with M, who was quite possessive about a box of Krispy Kreme donuts in the fridge.
Which ended with, none of me, EVER, thank you very much.
Car 22:30
office 23:12
in 23:18
out 23:59
TWW 4:18

October 14th Sunday Diary

up 00:15  for chips

up 0730 coffee
showered dressed
Stitch to his son's place  (10:15)
Gas
Daiso
Rite-Aid
home 11:30
Game Cleveland  San Diego
Read
Mail
eat chili cheese french fries

nap 1430 to 1900

up
watch
The Good Doctor
Mom
Murphy Brown
TBBT x 2
nap on couch 2300 until
M home 2350
bed  

October 13th Saturday Diary

UP 03:30
5:15 showered dressed  c/l in
car 0600
office 6:47
in 6;54
 TWW 4:5 - 10
  and college football
 out 11:54
In 12:15
TWW 4:11- 17
 and college football
out 17:15

home 18:31

eat  baked potato and chili n cheese 

bed 20:00

Up for chocolate 2200

October 12, Friday diary

In 0022
TWW  3:20-23, 4: 1-5
out 5:52
HOME 7:04
Fed animals..
ate ..something

slept til ?

Up?
Ate  something
Bed early

OCT 11. Thursday Diary

in 0000
TWW 3?10-14
out 5:25
7 car accident 101 just south of downtown at Mission
home 6:40
contacts out
fed animals
eat chili n cheese n onions
Bed
up several times to pee

up 1730
Shower dress contact in
KGB
car 1811  office  1940
in 1948
TWW 3:15--20
out 23:59

October 10 Wednesday diary

In  00:22
w  TWW 2:22, 3:1--7
Out 5:56
stopped for gas, close to home
home 7:07
contacts out
FA 
eat ...  steak (which I thought was pork chops at the time) and brown rice
Bed
up 10,14, 
1745 up shower dress contacts in
KGB
car 1833 
 got to the 5, realized I didn't have my phone, and returned home
home 1925
Rolling 1928 
office 20:24
IN 20:32
TWW 3:7-9
out 23:26
took nap on floor in conf. room
In 00:00

Oct 9 Tuesday Diary

Out 00:01
In 00:01
w OCP 1:15-7
The Circus 3:7-10
TWW 2:17,18
out 5;51

home 7:13
contacts out

fed animals

ate pork chop, brown rice, pineapple

bed 08

up 10, 13, alarm 1710
up 1740
showered dressed 
vomited a bit
contacts in 
glanced at mail, including a Lien notice from some bank re one of M's accounts
Hugged goodbye
car 1834
office  1946
in 1954..
Deathly quiet all night except for 4 calls coming in within 2 minutes around 22:00, which had Denny and myself busy for about that long.

W TWW 2:19
ate a meat n cheese sub ..
TWW 2:20 and 21...

out 00:00

October 8 Monday Diary

I think I felt M climb into bed around 0100...

Up 0600  (alarm was set for 0700, but I slept pretty good)
In S's room... feeding the annoying cat...surprised to see S still in bed.
Coffee, reading....
S got up and dressed.
Much later, I heard from Sunshine that he had asked me about taking him to work.  I simply did not hear him so I did not answer.
I got up showered  dressed.
He wound up asking  M, who got up and took him.
They left at 0630. At 740 I was wondering what was taking so long.
She came in at 745.
She said, "Plenty of time, to leave at 815"
"I want to leave at 805."

We did.  First stop for liq pods at Arco.
Rolling along Willow, Sunshine took over, asking if I was scared.
"Nope, I'm sure they have some experience with this."
Screwed up traffic in LosA due to road destruction.
Arrived for my MRI at 0845.
Filled out 8 pages of ...documents.
Shown in, relieved of my purse, put in locker.
Put in tube, lots of noise, but I was given airline-grade ear-protectors.
Done and out 1015.
Headed to Walmart (Carson 605). Sunshine was hungry; we stopped at CJrs and went in, sat down.
After, to Walmart...  I got ear buttons, plus bathroom essentials.
Then to Daiso....  this one near the Traffic Circle is not as big or well stocked as the one in Torrance, but I got a few things, and Sunshine got some snacks.
Out and on to a place to get an estimate on the car.
Mission accomplished, with an apptment to take car there at 1400, a week from tomorrow...
and home about 13:00
And to bed.
Up once to pee and snack
Up 1730
Dressed.  Spoke to Stitch about the little mix up this morning... that he needs to be sure to have my attention when he speaks to me, and if I don't say anything at all, I just didn't hear him....
Packed up, kissed somebody sleeping in the bed goodbye ... I think it was still Sunshine...  as a few minutes later, she got up and went to the toilet and started yelling out, "Is Daddy home..?"
Car 1812...  Office 1913.   Kind-of-a-holiday traffic 
In 1924....
 very quiet
but a little nauseated.
Clocked out 2254, and found a dark spot to lie on the floor for a nap.
back in 23:21 ..
watched Our Cartoon President  1:11--14.

Sunday Oct 07 Diary

UP for coffee 
fed animals
reading
football on tv
contacts in
nap
Text from M: "just woke up, home maybe 18:00"
snack on chips and such
I sent text to her at 19:00 "Time is up. No need to hurry home, or bother coming home at all. I am disappointed, and won't be talking to you..."

Text from M: "S just got home 2125, leaving soon"

I was pissed. I am pissed.
Went to bed 2200
Up a bit later to finish the coleslaw...

Saturday Oct 6th Diary

awake a couple times but
UP 0800  
fed animals
Showered n dressed contacts in
2 pills
Started OU Texas at 0900

Halftime;
kissed M good bye
Car 1048  
office 1130
in 1140

finished game, OU lost to a field goal in the final minute.
Out 1640
In 1707
 tww  2:13-16
Avik in 1915
Me, out 20:20

Gas on the way home
Home 2121
M, getting ready to go to LF to spend the night
I told her I really wanted the car back tomorrow,  in time to go 'shopping'
She left
I ate fried chicken and coleslaw
contacts out
and bed  

Friday October 5 Diary

In 0022
watched Elementary 6:19--21
TWW 2:9-12
out 5:24
home 6:20  picked up Stitch
dropped him 6:40
home 700
fed animals
mdm fried chicken n cole slaw
contacts out
sleep

up for PB and chips

sleep

up for nutty bars

sleep

up 1800 as M & S out to LFM 1830

watch
 Criminal Minds
 the Good Doctor
 Murphy Brown
  Mom
 dinner   sub sandwhich n chips

bed 2200

THURSDAY OCT 4 DIARY

IN 0022
W pREACH 3:7-10
OUT 5:21
HOME 6:19  
picked up Stitch
got Gas
dropped him 6:44
home 705
contact out
fed animals
MDM  chicken on tortillas

sleep

up to snack on chocolate brownie

sleep
up 
1530   vomiting...
sleeping
up 1815
shower dress  contacts in
car 1840 office 20:04
In 2016
watched Elem 6:18, start 6:19
out 23:58

wed Oct 3rd

0019
Suites 8:10, then Preacher 3:1-4
Out 550
Home 704  contacts out
Fed animals
eat  chick n rice
Bed 0800
UP 0930 choc 
U 1300
up 1630
U 1715
shower n dress n contacts in
Kissed J good bye
car 1800
1824 code word given (at 710 transition nb 5)
Office 1924
In 1932
Watched Preacher 3;5,6, started 7
OUt 23:56

Tues Oct 2 Diary

in 00:04

Suits 8:2-7

out 5:58
Stress 3-4

at Labcorp 7:05
out 7:48
home 8:11
Contacts out
Fed animals
Eat  pulled pork and fried onions
bed

up 1100 for chocolate
sleep
up 1715
UP 1730
shower dressed  vomited
contacts in
Kissed S good bye
Car 1836 office 1935
in 1948
working with D, very quiet
Watched Suites 8:8,9, started 10
Out 23:58

Monday, Oct 1, Diary

up 0300  
  toast, pb, onions
  read and sleep
up 0800
  feed Donna
 eat coleslaw

read
sleep
read sleep
talk to J  1300 
sleep
J hone 1515

awake 1615
up 1715
shower dressed  
contacts in
Kissed S good bye
car 1757
office 1919
in 1935
Sammy OUT, so working alone again
In town biz okay
but American Idol driving me nuts in Denver
 and stupid shit in Zurich...
Suits 8:1
out 2358
stress  3+ up to 7 then back down

Sept 30 Sunday diary

In 00:04
TW 2: 3 --8 

01:00 yelled at by German affiliate, who was going to reject at job at 16:20 local time if he doesn't get prepayment.... spent 10 minutes telling him, I have No control over that.
out 541 
stress  3-4  except for spots around 8+

home  0630
fed Donna
eat  PM + onion, then choc pie
bed 0730

Up 1300  for nutty buddy
bed
up 1730
watched Good Doctor 2:1, Mom, Murphy Brown
The Circus
bed 20:00 

Up 2300
eat Pulled pork on tortilla, cole slaw
watched new TBBT 1, 2
0000 sleep