12.15 Diary

We kept talking...maybe half dozing, but kept talking.
I guess we worked it out.
If things don't feel resolved, as least they are not UNresolved.
We still haven't signed the contract in the form revised by me, but, well, how much does it matter?
I will learn to stay the fuck away from 'Her' chocolate.

We engaged in an intimate act of a sexual nature around 0300.... took a nap...and engaged again, around 0900.
Her alarm went off at 10:00, which meant, get up and get ready, as check out time was 11:00
I was packing the toy bag, and showed Her the hairbrush we bought at the beauty supply, as yet, unused, so ...She used it, first while I stood upright, then as I got down, prone face down on the bed.

We packed up, we showered, we dressed, we packed the car, and were out of the room at 11:30, and went to the coffee shop for breakfast.
Little S came out when her french toast arrived.
After breakfast, we went to the car, and headed toward the venue of the monthly Spanking group party, with a supermarket stop on the way, where we bought choc. chip cookies, and I got enough cash to get into the party.
We arrived at the party, 1330 or so.....
Entered...and  sat around, watching for awhile.
M replaced L-S, and had a go using a short cane on a female friend's bottom.
Our friends were there, ones that came to our wedding, and we talked to them a bit.

I usually come to these parties, looking forward to stripping, and getting whacked.
Here, I was in ... no mood.
I was tired in a very sleep deprived way.
I told Her I felt constipated in a nothing-is-moving kind of way.....
but I was really out of sorts.
Annoyed, and unhappy.
Of all the fun stuff that happened over  the weekend, all I could remember was what She complained about.....
And the rest of it was, "Here, hold on to this."  "Go over there, and do that."  "Go away, I don't want you to hear us talking"  "Take this and put it in the bag, NOW".
I really was not having fun,  and I did not feel like baring my bottom so She could beat on it the way SHE likes,  or having Her beat my thighs in extremely painful ways, which I REALLY DON'T LIKE in public dungeon play.
So, I sat and sulked, but covered it up by trying to sleep.  Not pretending, I was really trying to nap, there, since it was pointless to drive 35 miles home, then 25 miles back this direction to go to work, although I did mention doing that around 15:30, but we discussed it, and decided not to...and I was tired as bat fuck, but sleep was not forthcoming.

 Around 1830, we left, went to the car, stopped at quick-store of coffee and e-cigs, and She drove me to work.

Around 9, I got a text:  "You need to call me."
That's usually not a happy tone, and I called Her.
"You've got  two packages here.  Am I going to have to punish you?"
"One is a hand held bidet, as we discussed, to help me keep ...clean..."
"Oh, okay, right..."
"And the other is a Christmas present for you...."
"Oh.  Um, well, okay,  then, talk to you later."

Sigh...........................

She went into the Sp chat room, to say 'goodnight' to me, around midnight....

H S L O  31 1/2
H S L SX   15
Hr S L D   13
Hr  UN  422

Part of my contract

"The slave will answer any questions put to him honestly and directly, and will volunteer any information his Mistress should know about his physical or emotional condition. While his Mistress expects Her slave to speak honestly and forthrightly about anything that bothers him, he is not to interpret that as permission to whine or complain. The slave will phrase his concerns politely and respectfully, and then gracefully accept his Mistress's judgment in these matters without further complaint."
"Mistress may give slave "free periods" in Her presence during which the slave may express himself openly and freely. There will be no punishments applied during "free periods." It is understood, however, that the slave will continue to address his Mistress with respect and love at all times and that deviations from the rule are subject to punishment at a later time."

"The slave agrees that severe punishment may be assessed for any infraction of the letter or spirit of their contract, and will accept the correction gratefully. The form and extent of the punishment shall be at the Mistress's pleasure, and the Mistress shall make it clear to the slave that he is being punished when punishment occurs and why. slave understands that they will be used to assist slave in becoming a better slave. The Mistress shall endeavor not to inflict physical harm upon the slave that might require the attention of anyone outside the relationship."