12.14 Diary

Our 3 month wedding anniversary to the day.... (Saturday the 14th)  which was one reason why we were in a motel celebrating it, rather than ...staying at home.

.. Then a charity auction began.
First up was a pair of bamboo paddles, one LONG and kinda skinny but thick enough, paired with a pizza-board paddle.  I won the bidding with $40.
Then another pair of paddles came up, one short, one long.  A Dom that She knows won that one.
We watched as other items were auctioned off.
The Dom was playing  with his new paddles,  and She looked at the short one, hefted it, handed it to him, and said, "I'm game, let's try it."  And She turned around, put Her hands on my shoulders, and said, "Give it your best shot."
Well...he did.
She did not say anything on impact, but after a moment, She turned around and said something like, "Oh fucking hell, that hurt."
Then She told him to go ahead and smack the other buttock with the longer paddle.... which he did, and She voiced a similar complain.
And, it's been a constant source of amusement to me, because She's been complaining about how much 'it hurts'  for the last couple days since it happened.
We left the nearly empty party ....and went back to our motel, stopping in at the coffee shop for ice cream sundaes, first.
It had been a day..... and we went to sleep around 3, without further activity.

Awake the first time around 0830, without getting up, then again around 11:30.

We started our play with .... putting my scrotum in a humbler,  then me being FDAU on the bed, while She applied the new paddles.

Then She took the humbler off me, and said, simply, "Not my thing.'

Then, my turn, so to speak.  I put cuffs on Her wrists and ankles....  attached the cuffs to straps attached to each of the four bed supports so that She was spread eagle. ....set the timer on my phone for a 5 minute countdown, ...and began licking Her pussy while She moaned and came and moaned and came.
At the end of 5 minutes I gave Her a break....    then took the dildo off Her strap-on, put a condom on it, reset the clock, and licked Her pussy, while giving Her the dildo....  
Then I set the dildo aside, and mounted Her.    ....and undid Her cuffs, so She could wrap Her  arms and legs around me...  and we performed an intimate act of a sexual nature .... until I was too tired to continue.

After a rest, we resumed ....  and I ... ejaculated, an orgasm, first one for me in 363 hrs.....
I slid down, and licked Her pussy clean of Her cum and mine.
She started to doze, and suggested I wake Her around six, and make sure I've had 'another' enema by then.

I woke Her...and after minor preliminaries, She had me FDAU along the length of the bed....
and began penetrating my anus....   like so.

TWO FINGERS

THREE FINGERS

FOUR FINGERS

FIVE FINGERS

AFTER SHE TOOK HER FIST OUT...

 She said I have a "gay man's ass".... which I think means, after such abuse, it shrinks right back to normal size.
  Looking at these pictures now, I'm not shaved anywhere nearly as close as I thought, in side my crack.

We got up and showered, and dressed, and went across the way to the coffee shop for dinner.

That's where She started with the talk..
That, it seems, I always "have to be right".  That I argue, often, in order to prove myself right.  That I argue with Her in public, when I think I'm right...when I should know, that I'm not supposed to do that.
I admitted it.
Yes I do that.   My years of being me is difficult to overcome, reminders would help.
Yet, She doesn't think She should have to remind me.
I said, Just a simple mention of  'rule 28', something like that.'
Then, She said, I should know the rules, the contract, etc., like I should have them memorized.
I said, no, I revised it,   changed 'slave' to 'husband'.... touched up the grammar, etc, but I certainly did not memorize it.
And I was hurt.
Enough to make me....shut down...as we returned to the motel room.
In the room, undressed, in bed,  She asked, "What's your preference?"
"Nothing."
"Nothing....  I think, do I wanna be beaten?  No, not really. Do I wanna have sex? No, not really. I just don't wanna ...do anything...."
"Okay..." She said.

I was hurt by what She said about the contract.....
I was hurt by Her seeming unwillingness to help remind me, when I ..screw up.
I was hurt by Her complaints:
 I had forgotten to bring knives, to cut the brownies.
I have forgotten ginger ale for the ice chest.
I had eaten the entire chocolate almond bar without leaving Her any!
I ate an entire Reese's chocolate peanut bar by myself!

I felt like I was screwing up big time.

Hr S L O  7 1/2
Hr S L sx   7  1/2
Hr s DD  11
Hr UN 398