12.16 Diary

She picked me up at work, and we went home.
She said, She had not read my blog from yesterday as of yet, but...well, She lied, I found out later, when I read Her blog.
Yeah, we're having issues....mostly having to do with how non-communicative I can become when I'm upset.

So,  home...I rushed through chores, skipped my morning shower,  make breakfast, went to Her bedroom, saw that She was deeply into working on Her own blog entry.
I ate, and read at paper, and was in bed, like 8:15.

I woke up once, 11:30 to pee, snack, and I read Her new blog entry.

She came home, I assume, as She was sleeping next to me, when I woke up to my alarm at 16:45.
By 17:00, we were both awake, and talking, trying to sort things out.

We kept talking til 1745, and I had to hurry, to get ready for work, which I did,
and even made it to work on time.

At work, I started a revision of our still-unsigned contract.
As I had come to the realization that the whole 'slave' thing was chafing to me.
I want to be Her submissive husband, and accept discipline from Her, whenever and however,  but I don't want to be a 'slave', blindly following Her every order,  and to jump around like a trained dog.

I sent Her the revised contract, but She said She was not in a head-space to really look at it.
No problem, we have not been in a hurry, and there is still no hurry.

Hr s L O  55 1/2
Hr s L Sx  39
Hr s L DD  37
Hr UN  446