12.18 Diary

What  seemed like a quiet night went straight into the septic tank, around 0530, when a chauffeur got lost in the hills, with no functioning GPS, radio, or cell phone.
I had an angry client on the phone for twenty minutes, ripping me up one side and down the other.
Finally the chauffeur arrived at his house, and I'm sure he got a share of the client's wrath.
I've had this happen before, and I've never been able to shake it off.  Usually I need to go home, and sleep it off, before I'm over it.
And ...heading home on a major thoroughfare to get to the freeway,  I was passed by what I thought was every police car in the city, with blaring sirens and flashing lights....and they closed the intersection I needed to go through to get to the freeway, so I had to take a major detour.
I was in a crappy mood when I got home.
Usually, She asks me how my shift went, before beginning anything else.....  and I was going to tell Her,  that while I  was 'looking forward' to ... whatever She had in mind for the morning,  I was just...in no mood.
So.... I took care of chores. undressed and got in the shower....and while there, She came in to use the toilet, then got in the shower with me.
And we talked....and we dried.... and naked, went into Her bedroom.
She told me to lay down, face down on the bed, picked up the cane I brought, and started talking:
" When a woman is asked to send somebody a picture, she sorts through hundreds of pictures, trying to find the best one.   Last night in chat, you showed everybody the worst possible pictures of my bottom.  I am very annoyed by this, and that's why you are getting this."
She applied a few strokes across my buttocks, and said, "Do you understand?"
I mumbled, "Yeah, whatever..."
"What was that?" She demanded, adding another couple strokes.
"Yeah, whatever."
"Okay,what's...wrong?"
"You didn't ask about how my work night went...."
She stopped.  "Okay, tell me about your work night."
"Total crap..... got chewed out by a client for twenty minutes...I'm still upset and annoyed..."
"Oh." She put down the cane, told me to get under the covers, and She did too, and we talked about it, and I really started feeling better.
...to the point that I was feeling some tingling in my bottom, and mildly aroused by it, and I said, "You know, I could use...some stress relief,  if you want to continue."
She said, "Okay," and She got up, and I got out from under the covers, and She continued, with the lecture and the cane strokes.

Not a picture of Her or me, but very similar to the session

 At some point, our young female boarder had come out of her room, and was up and moving about, and She invited her in to watch.
A few more strokes were added, the she quit watching, then more strokes after that.
  (How did I feel about having her watch?  Very  ehhhhh.     I didn't have to undress in front of her.  I didn't even see her.  I've been naked and beaten so many times in dungeon parties that having anybody watch just does not bother me.)
Then She added a number of hard smacks with the hair brush/paddle.
Then She said, "FDAU.",  then "You've got shit in your ass!"  and She went about cleaning it up....
And added a few more cane strokes, then said, "I'm done."
We got under the covers together, and started talking.
We got on the subject of secrets, and things She tells me without telling me everything.... and so She said, "Ask me anything..."
I asked about Her 'date' for Friday, and She told me what little She knew about it so far.
I asked Her why She was so...upset, when we were chatting,  Tuesday night, and She said, She was depressed about the coming anniversary, and She told me She didn't want to bother me with it, and I told Her, "It doesn't bother me at all.  People mourn at different rates, in their own time. I'm here for you."
And more about contract(s).... I thought we decided we don't really need one, but She agreed, some kind of written rules might be useful, but She didn't really want to think about them right now, and I told Her to put them as far back on the burner as She wanted, we'll talk about them when She is ready.
And then, I asked slowly, "May I lick your pussy?"
She smiled and replied, "If you fuck me really hard, afterwards."
"Okay, fine," I said.
So.... I licked Her pussy, and in a few minutes, She pulled me up to Her, and we began performing an intimate act of a sexual nature, and just kept going ...and going...  much to my surprise about how long my erection was holding.
She asked if She could turn over, so I could continue from behind...and I did.
Then She suggested a slightly different intimate act of a sexual nature, and I agreed.
It didn't work out too well, due to shapes and positioning, but it was fun trying.
We stopped, talked for a bit, about what went 'wrong' with that first attempt....
Then got up,and went to the kitchen to make breakfast.
I sat in Her room, talking, while we both ate....
Then I went to my bedroom, to sleep.

I woke up to my alarm at 1645, with Her sleeping next to me.
I snoozed a little, then we both woke up, and talked for a bit...
And She asked, "Want some more...?"
I looked at the clock, 17;22, and said, reluctantly, "I wish...but I need to start getting ready..."
And we kept talking...until 17:40, and then I really had to start moving.
I showered, dressed,  said goodbye, and was out the door, in car  1825 or so.
and arrived at work.....

and punched in, 5 minutes late.
(Uh oh...)
The night has had a share of drama....
One call at 0300 EDT for an 0430 pickup in Philadelphia....always a tough market to get an early pickup in....
Another call at 0345 EDT for an 0500 pickup in DC.... got that one covered with one call...
Another call at 0600 CDT for an 0800 pickup in Des Moines....
   jeez....

In chat, She told me to bring two items.... one 'holy' paddle, and another of my choice.
Oh boy....

Hr s Last O  103 1/2
Hr s Last Sx   14
Hr s Last Sp  13
Hr UN   494