9.17 Thursday Day

03:30  up...
05:30  up...
08:00  up...  
Cleaned out the kitchen trash can
Scooped the back yard...
Emptied the dishwasher...
Made coffee...
And sat down with phone...looking at email, through tv guide..
She came out of the bedroom...we talked..
And prepped for filming in BR2.
We shot two clips of "Second Wedding Anniversary" with me first FDAU, then in diaper position.
Then She allowed me to unlock, and we showered together.\
I started the download of the videos to the Dropbox, then the conversion from HD to mp4...
And we went into BR2 and  .... 
  engaged in oral, her on me,  then Female Superior sex, then oral for Her,  then missionary sex...  then She said something, don't remember now, that got stuck in my head and I lost the erection.  
We took a break. She went to sleep, but in a few minutes, my erection returned, and I woke Her up, and we resumed missionary, resulting in an O for me.
I cleaned Her up, orally...
And we got up....  
I put the clips in the basic form on our C4S site, leaving it up to Her to add descriptors.
She brought in the mail 
 and WOO HOO the check from Dad arrived.  I mentally breathed a huge sigh of relief.
More mail arrived, including a big box, which was the swamp cooler I had ordered at least 60 months prior, which brought Sunshine out, excited to see 'presents'!
And we dressed to 'run' to the bank.   
Sunshine had me take the 'long way' so she could 'check in' at some places on some game on her phone she was playing.
We went to WF inside Vons, got $200 cash and the balance of the check on a three day hold,  deposited $160 cash in another account, and returned home, to pick up Stitch...
Then went for a drive, first to get some gas in my car, then on to Golden Corral, a rare treat but a celebration, late for our anniversary, and because of the arrival of the money.
Home... overstuffed...
I sat in my chair a bit, til I could not stand it anymore, excused myself, and in bed   ... 21:30.

♥ Scenes I've written Club Seven Diaper position discipline

♣ 7

Diaper position discipline

Camera on tripod or third-party operator

He enters the room, naked, and sits on the edge of the bed, 

then lays back, then lifts his legs, straight up and spread, and 

holds them with his hands.

She holds Black Delrin cane.

She hits his cheeks, alternating between left and right, (RNG 20-40 )times.

She hits the back of his upper thighs, alternating left and right, (RNG 20-40) times.

She hits the back of his lower thighs, alternating left and right, (20 - 40) times.

She gets on the bed, kneeling behind his bed, covers his junk 

with her left hand, and strikes between his buttocks and 

directly on his taint, (RNG 10-20) times.

She gets off the bed, and allows the camera to focus on the results.

She tells him to lean back, and relax.

"I really like beating your ass with you in this position.
  I'll like it even better when I have some of my friends over to watch!"

10.16 Screen caps from Weekly Maintenance Part Four, Diaper Position

Tuesday 9.23

After midnight, things got a bit busy, with tough calls, but at least, not all at once.
I get a text whenever She logs into spanko.
I got such a text, so I logged in there, and we chatted for a while, 
mostly about changes/addendums to the WHAMMO, that has been a work in progress ever since the last one expired on 9/01.
Meanwhile, She has been hard at work on a Household Chore Chart, to the exclusion of working on the WHAMMO. 
And She told me, She has a lunch appointment at 14:00. 
Did not tell me with whom, nor did I ask.
My thought:  Not enough men in your life? You don't have enough to keep you busy?  
Oy.

Off work 0630 and home 725.
Feed the animals, sorted the dishes in the sink and dishwasher..
Stripped...took a shower...dried...dressed in stretch briefs, and went and got into OUR bed with Her, gently waking Her up.
She woke up enough to get the Zombie Killer out of the drawer next to Her, and said, "Lets go to my bedroom."
We went there, and evicted Tallship, who was doing his usual nothing in the bed, just trolling crap on his phone.
She said, "Take your panties off, and assume the position."
I took down my briefs, and got on the bed, FDAU, while saying, "Is this the only position you know?"
"I like the way it presents your bottom, but ... if you're going to complain, then get on your back."
I got on my back.
"Get your legs up." 
I put my legs up, pointed at the ceiling.
"Hold your junk."
I covered my sac with my left hand, while holding my right thigh with my right hand.
"Count."
She whacked my sit spot, and the upper thighs just below it, twenty one times, while I grunted and counted them.
"Done."
I got up, and hugged Her, while saying, "Thank you, my wife..." followed by "Now, your turn."
I grabbed Her, and She said, "Don't throw me on the bed."
She got on the bed Herself, on Her back, and I tugged down Her Zinky Pinkies. 
She closed Her thighs, and I got down and pressed my tongue into Her slit, stuck my tongue into Her clit, and She came, two or three times, and told me to stop.  
I got up close and next to Her, and we cuddled a bit.
She took a look at the color on my sit spot, and obliged me with pictures. 
Then I got up for my Daily Bread, as did She, and I returned, to bed, to sleep.
I slept through til about 1710, when She came in to gripe about a run in She just had with tallship, out in the garage.
That's a SHILO, btw, waking me up before my alarm
While She was there with me, I took the opportunity to pull Her down, pull down Her Slinky Pinkies, and give Her some more oral satisfaction.
She said, "Enough already," and I got up, to prep myself for work.
I showered, and dried, and dressed in pink open bottom GoSoftwear briefs. 
She saw me in them, and said, "Want some more?"
"Uh huh."
She picked up the long plastic fork ...kind of like a fork, used for tossing salad, from Her desk... on Her desk, She said, for scratching itches..and we went into the bedroom, and She had me just bend over the bed, and She whacked my bottom several times, and found out how ineffectual the thing was.  So, She ran to the kitchen and came back with a wooden spoon..with holes in it, like for stirring... and whacked my butt, oh six times, then it broke in half...  then She took the cloth belt that went around Her bathrobe and hit my butt a few times, just for the helluvit.  
And ...I finished getting dressed,  and made some coffee, and went on out to my car...  1820.
Another delightful night on the LA freeways... arrived at work 1940.
A VERY slow night at work,  what with the Jewish Holidays coming up. 

HsLS  105
HsLO 206
HsLD 16
HrUN  122
HER DO?  TWO

Introducing:
Pictures with MY captions

6.21 Diary

Up  0930 ish.
Morning sex.
Up for coffee, newspaper, pills.
Went out back, went to work on the washing machine problem, and fixed it.
Inside...shower and dressed....
Off with Her for a 1400 interview with a domestic sub prospect at Co's.
We both knew in the first ten minutes,  'no', but we were there until 1515.
Then returned home, where Her second oldest son was using our driveway to work on his car, so we stopped by to say hello.....
Then made the 27 mile trip to my workplace to get my paycheck...
And 29 miles back to the bank/supermarket.
The bank had some idiotic new rule about cashing and depositing a non 'bank' check,  so I had to cash my check, then go to the ATM, five feet away, to deposit the cash back into our account.  We were both manipulating it at the same time, and we were not working well together.
We went on inside the market,  just browsing.... She looked at the price on some special, came up to me, right in my face, or that's the way I felt, and said in a loud voice,  "Seven for six dollars."  And I said, "You're getting in my space, back off."
Well.
She turned around and walked out of the market.
After a second, I followed, found Her standing outside.  
She said I embarrassed Her, that people were staring at us.....

We went back in, and continued shopping.
During which She said, "You will be punished when we get home. whether my son is still there or not."

We finished up, checked out,  went to the car, loaded up, stopped at the PO mailbox across the street, and on the way home, She said I was to unload the car, put the groceries away, then undress, completely, and stand in the corner.    So, we went home.... I unloaded the car.
Stitch came out and helped, yet I still managed to get it all in without incident, and put the groceries away.
She was sitting at Her computer in the living room.
I grabbed my carry bag and keys from the dining room table...walked into my room, and out the sliding glass door that led to the back yard, on out the garage door, down the driveway  (where I twisted my ankle, a frequent occurrence for me)  and into my car, and I drove away, and found some place to sit and think for awhile.
Not unexpectedly, She called me... and I said something like, I'll come home if and when I'm ready.
So..what was my problem?
Anger.  I could feel it rising in me, like lava rises in a volcano, until it just erupts.
Why?
Because we have been so far away from a M/s or D/s or FLR-DD dynamic for the past few weeks... a month?  that it just pissed me off that She was invoking it, or TRYING to invoke it, right now.
Especially over something that I could not control.  When She came up that close to me in the supermarket, I felt invaded, almost felt a claustrophobic panic attack coming on.  
Still, this is the stuff of (some of) my fantasies.  Real discipline coming from a Dominant wife... not just make-believe or roleplay...  
But I was still pissed off by the timing.
It's one thing to have the agreement, the understanding, in place.
But without the agreement, this was totally WTF?!

I started the car and went home.... gone about 30 minutes.
She did not say a word when I came in, nor did I.
I went to my bedroom, and stripped down, to black socks, came out, glanced at the clock  (19:25) and stood in the usual corner.
After a few minutes, She told me to sing  "Twinkle twinkle little bat...'
Which I did, any number of verses.
She told me to stop.
Then She said, "Say the prime numbers."
I started citing prime numbers, and got up to 253, when She said, "Stop."
She came up behind me, and started talking.
I embarrassed Her in public, and I could expect this and more, anytime I do that.
She walked away.
She told me to sing...something.
I sang, "I release and I let go..'  a number of times.
She told me to stop.
She asked if I wanted some water.   Yes,
She brought it , and told me to turn around. I did.
Clock  8:25.
I was sweaty, from the hot corner.
She told me to go take a shower, and I did, and after I dried, She said, to go lay on ..the half of her bed that did not have  debris all over it...and I did.
She came in, and started 'lecturing' a bit more.  
And said, She hadn't decided whether to finish the punishment now...or wait....
Then She told me, "FDAU."
I got FDAU, and She pulled out a flapper, I guess.... a metal cane-like stick, with a leather flapper piece on the end.
And She started smacking my buttocks and thighs with it... 85 times across, then 85 concentrated on my left thigh and sit spot.... with two smacks on my scrotum  that made me wince and move a bit.
Then She told me to get on my back... legs up...and applied another 25 or so, between my thighs, aiming for my taint.
She stopped, told me to put my legs down.
I asked her to move over, and jumped up to go to the toilet, and tried to throw up, but gave up dry heaves only.... and my long untied hair fell into the toilet.
So She had me... kneel over the edge of the tub and washed my hair  (third time today).
And I got up, and dressed in some underwear....   started my journals while She started dinner....
Dinner was served... and I finished journaling, and was in bed  00:15.

HsLS  14
HsLO  960
HsLD   3
H UN 1019
Her DO   Yes


from One Scenario for Mandatory Male Orgasm Denial
 SHe will play, tease and arouse you.  THis is to ensure that you experience maximum erotic desperation.

from One Possible Set of Enforced Male Chastity Regulations
He will wear the CD when ordered as doing so symbolizes her dominance and control.

from How to Control Your Husband

5.     Make him do something humiliating (see list below).

1.     Make him wear a butt-plug for a time.

2.     Make him be naked when you are not.

3.     Make him masturbate for you.

                               4. Always, ALWAYS make him eat his own cum no matter where it is deposited

4.9 Diary

OFF work and in car 09.43....stopped for gas on the way to the freeway.
Home 1047.
Fed  the cats, scooped, undressed...  and started talking to Her.
She was waiting on a phone call about which She was nervous, and was looking for some stress relief...
And She was annoyed that I had left the implements used yesterday on the chest of drawers in Her room, which meant, specifically, that I did not clean the cane as I was told...
So
I got FDAU on the bed, as instructed, and She smacked my butt twenty times with the same medium paddle as yesterday, and another twenty times with the spoon.
...which had the dog or dogs in the room going berserk (BARK BARk BArk Bark).... and by the time She got everybody quieted down, She realized She had missed the phone call.
 At some point, She also realized She had the phone on vibrate.
She got the phone call, and a few more....
And we talked a bit, during which I told Her, I think it might help... if I'm allowed, or let myself moan, or say OWCH, or use other verbal outlets. ...
And we resumed, with me FDAU....   25, each buttock- paddle, 25 each buttock-cane, 25 each buttock-paddle, 25 each buttock-spoon...
Then in diaper position,  25 vertical cane strokes on each thigh, following by 4 horizontal strokes.....
Then we cuddled together...   and had sex.
And we showered, and dressed, and got  in Her car, and went to W's house, where She watered the plants, brought in the mail, etc...
Then we went to the Von's near his house, to see how  different it might be from the one near us...,  then headed home.
On arrival,  we had been told by Stitch, that he could not get water to come out of the hose in the front yard, so I fixed that....  then we got in my car, and headed off to Soup Plantation for dinner.
We had a bit of a tiff, just as we arrived, as Stitch mentioned that a person from the munch they went to the previous night... well, HE had mentioned our hot tub etc, and she said something like "just waiting on an invitation.."
Which has been a sore spot with Her and me, as I WANT to invite them (the best man and maid of honor at our wedding!) over to the house... but She has been putting it off....
SO we went inside...
By which time, little-s had emerged... and we ate.

And then headed home...and I was in a BIG hurry....  my bowels were.... well...  I wish I had a plug with me.
Home...and at the toilet...a few seconds too late, as I had quite a mess in my tighty whities.
And I was there... on the toilet, for awhile.

Finally...up...and into my bedroom.
This is a 2nd Wednesday, so She wasn't going to be sleeping with me, anyway.
But, she did come into and out of my room many times, either checking on me, or looking at the kittens, or looking for Tsu.
I watched the season finale of Justified on the dvr, and was asleep  oh   2300.

HsLS  9
HsLO  38
HsLD  10
D UL  106
D sLC  15 2/3


from The Ten Commandments
  I put Her pleasures, needs , and wishes before my own, and do not grumble or moan about it.

from My Manifesto
 I understand that punishments are used to aid me in becoming a better husband.

And to add to our ongoing yet tongue in cheek debate about my penis size:

4.08 Diary

Off work and in car, 0653.
Home, 0745...and She was not.
I remembered, She was taking Stitch to work, this morning....
I feed the animals, and scooped...and She arrived home.
She told me to join Her in the bedroom, when I was ready.
I took a short shower, and dressed in black stretch lace panties, and black ankle socks.
I declined Her offer of something to eat, and She told me to just sit on the edge of the bed until She came in.

After a few minutes, She came in, and we both got in bed.
Some small talk led to the conclusion that She was in the mood to dish out a beating, and I was in the mood to receive one... and I was sent off to fetch implements.
I suggested ..the ones we did not use the day before?  and She said, "Sure."

I returned to the bedroom, with the medium 'church' paddle, the 18" black delrin cane, and the heavy wooden spoon.  She got up out of bed, and took them from me.
In a minute, my panties were off, and I was FDAU on the bed, with my feet just dangling over the edge.
With my head turned to my left, I could see the reflection in the mirror, of Her behind me, swinging...
She told me to COUNT....
I watched and counted...  twenty five smacks of the paddle on each buttock.
I watched and counted.... twenty five strokes of the cane on each buttock....
I counted..  thirty smacks of the spoon on each buttock.
Then She said, "On your back."
Then... "Legs up, hold your knees..."
She smacked the paddle on my inner thighs.
Then She picked up the cane and said, "THIS is going to hurt."
   Well, what the fuck?!  Like it HASN'T hurt,up to now?
I think it was four vertical strokes of the cane that landed on the back of my thighs.
  Not surprisingly, She WAS right....
She added smacks of the spoon to various places on my cheeks... then She dropped the implements on the bed,  pulled my legs down, told me to scoot up on the bed...and relax.
  Unnnnggghh.... Such pain...and the glorious, wonderful, delicious afterglow and subspace.
She slid in bed next to me...
After a few minutes, I asked, "May I service you?"
She said softly, "Well  I won't stop you...."
I pulled the bedcovers off Her, slipped Her tighty-pinkies down Her legs and off Her feet, and began licking, and inserting my tongue between Her tightly closed thighs.
She came..a number of times, which I can tell, because Her knees buck into my chest, knocking away, each time....
Then She pulled me up, to Her.
With a full blown erection, I mounted Her...
And  ... there's no nice way to say it...
We FUCKED.
Ohmigosh, did we fuck.
It's been a goodly amount of time since we fucked like that....
And I felt it building.... up and up and ... I came,  blowing a hot load into Her.
 Ohhhhmigosh.

And She immediately pushed me off, and down, Her torso...
To begin the process of cleaning Her up, by eating Her ..out....
....One of my favorite parts of something I enjoy immensely overall.
Then She said, "Enough," and She got up, to fetch wipes, and finished up, wiping Herself, and wiping my penis.
Then She stripped the first sheet of the bed,  which was damp in spite of the towel that we had put underneath Her bottom, before we started.
And we lay together a scant few minutes....
And I had to get up, to get something to eat, in order to get some sleep before my longest shift at work.

I ate, and was back in bed....before 1100?
And awake around 1300...and could see, or hear, that She was fussing and fuming because the speakers connected to Her computer were not speaking, so I traced that problem, and fixed it for Her...and went and had a snack then back to sleep...
Awake 1530....gave Her cash, as She was going to pick up a much-needed prescription for me...
And back to sleep...
And awake, and up 1645....
Took some selfies of my backside, eight hours later...
Fed the animals...
Took a shower...dressed....
And went off to work, clocking in around 1925.

For an incredibly drama-free night.

HsLS  14
HsLO  14
HsLD  15
D UN  105
D s L Cig  14 2/3

From  The Ten Commandments...for a husband in a Female Led Marriage
1. I shall dedicate my life to Her happiness, and give Her my uncompromising devotion.

From My Manifesto
The form and extent of any punishment shall be at Her discretion and pleasure.

And pictures, taken after the morning funishment:

And finally....
yesterday, I posted this picture:

with a comment, asking Her if She wanted a t-shirt such as this.
She wrote back, "It would be a LIE."

Oh? What do you call this?

Okay, OKAY, you got me, I confess... the one above is NOT me or mine.
These next  two ARE:

Seems to me, that t-shirt would be appropriate.

02.19 Diary

Off work at 0930, and She was waiting for me.
In fact, She had been waiting for me awhile, as She had taken Stitch to work, after he woke up and found a flat tire on his bike...and then She took a surface street all the way from down there to up here.
I got in Her car, and we went to the Valley to drop sleep-study papers at our doctor's office.
We stopped at a Mickey D's drive through, and went on home.
Once there, She went to take a nap, and I started trying to upload videos, then I joined Her.
We woke up around 13:45.
She told me to take my briefs down, and She started inspecting my crotch and genital area...and found a long hair.  
She plucked it out, showed it to me, and said, "You have not been shaving very well..."
"Um... cheap razor blades."
"Whatever. You need to do better. Get up and get in the corner."
I did, and waited.
She left the room, and returned, and told me to lay down on the bed face up.
She held the short black Delrin cane.
She told me to pull me legs up...diaper position, and gave the back of my thighs 28 strokes with the cane. Then she added another 28 to the sides of my thighs.
I moaned a bit about the severity of it, and we talked....
and She lay down on Her stomach, flat, and handed me the cane, and told me to use it on Her.
I did, pausing, when She said, "Yellow.."  a couple times, then I stopped when I was ready to stop.
She had some little tears flowing. 
The marks on Her bottom were gorgeous.  I have never gotten welts like that.
I took pictures of the marks on Her phone.... but I never got copies of them.
I asked if She was ready to try copulation on a hot bottom, and She said, 'Oh yes'.
That was...fun....
Then we got up and showered,
And went off to pick up Stitch at work.
Back home, She got in Her car to go on some mysterious errand, and I took Stitch to a bike shop to get his tire fixed.
Home, I worked on video uploading awhile....
Then got in the hot tub,  with Her and Stitch joining me.
In the tub, under the water, Her hand stroked my penis to enough of a hardness, that She moved about in the water, and sat on top of me, and mounted me.... theoretically, without Stitch knowing.
We got out, when dinner was ready....  
And I sat down in an easy chair, and fell asleep.
She woke me up after awhile, to go take a shower,  then I was in bed around 23:00,  and She joined me, turning on the tv to watch....I have no idea what, as I feel asleep quickly.

Hr S L O  707
Hr s L Sx    9
Hr s L D     10
Days Unl   7.31.19

02.18 Diary

Off work 0630.
Had to get gas on the way.... still, home 0733.
Fed the animals,  started the dryer as requested....
Showered....
and in Her room,  0800 or so.   Naked but for black no-show socks,  I started by showing Her the current look of the bruises on my bottom, as She often requests,  then I got in bed next to Her.
We dozed a bit, we talked a bit....
Around 0900, I said, "I think it's about time...."
She gave me a wicked smile, "For ..what?"
"I do need to eat, and get to sleep, for my long shift tonight...."
"Um,  got time for  a spanking?"
"Oh... yeah...."
"Oh, good.   Get up, and get in the corner."
I did so, and stood.... while I heard Her thumping around in the kitchen area.
She returned, and said, "Pick  a number between one and ten."
"Um, seven."
"Okay, now FDAU."
I got on the bed, FDAU, with my feet hanging off the edge of the bed, while I heard Her leave the room, and return, in a few minutes.
I did not see it when She came in, as She has a tendency to try to surprise with me whatever She uses, but I saw, later, that She had fetched a back scratcher,  basically a bit of wood about a foot long,  an inch and a half wide, a quarter inch thick.
As I remember it:
  14 swats on each buttock (total of 28) (She was using the number I had chosen, and multiplied by 4).
  Then,  28 swats on my ... perineum, which, in later conversation, She told me is referred to in regular jargon as the 'taint'.   Which I researched when I got to work, and of course, She was correct.
Then She told me to get flat on my back... and She applied 28 swats to each thigh.
Then She told me to count out loud as She applied another 28 swats to each thigh.
Then She started swatting the soles of my feet, and I didn't count, as I 'assumed' the counting only applied to the strokes on my thighs.
"Why didn't you count?"
"I didn't know I was supposed to."
"So, you decided for yourself not to count?  You count til I tell you to stop."
"Yes, Merry."
"Legs up, and hold them."
Diaper position...
"This is for NOT counting...."
And I counted another 28 swats to the 'taint'.
Then She put down the stick, and straddled my chest for some 'aftercare'.

  It hurt like hell....  it's MEANT to, as She would point out...  but it did not hurt in such a way that I would say, 'oh please don't do that again'.  And the afterglow, or heat, was ...sensational.  Pictures at the end of this....

And up, and we had breakfast...and She started getting ready for work.
I was in bed, asleep, when or shortly after, She left.
I got up around 14:45 for a snack,  getting one piece of chocolate pie before it was all gone, and
went back to bed.
She was home...oh 15:30 I think,  and I was awake enough to talk to Her, and hear Her say that She was going to nap in Her own bed for a bit.
My alarm went off at 17:15, I was up at 17:25 and started getting ready for work.
She told me She was taking me to work.... that She had an ulterior motive, which I never did hear about....
The three of us were in Her car around 1815.... and I arrived at work 19.10

An easy night at work....so far  (02:45).
The morning dispatcher sent me a text, saying he would be late,  having back problems, took some Advil, reset his alarm for 0500.  
Doesn't matter THIS morning, I'm here until 09:30.

Hrs s Last Or  683
Hrs s Last Sx  82
Hrs s Last B   14
DAYS un.     7.31.18

My bottom, before She got started

Afterwards:  Thighs and taint:

close up of 'taint'

 

12.24 * Real tales of My Strict Wife

She's had me in this position more than a few times.
Hurts like hell.

12.23. * Real tales of My Strict Wife

She often has me naked, on the bed, in all sorts of different positions.